"Untitled (derealization) Who are you? I love your hair When am I gonna feel alive again? I like your face, but I´m too shy to say A poem by Kimber Etrallo"
Untitled (repost of an old poem) #poem #poetry #derealization
It can feel like everything is slightly distant, like you’re experiencing life through a layer.
When did awareness shift from being invisible to something you notice?
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#Derealization #Reality #PersonalDevelopment
A clear photo of a yellow statue, it sits on top of a small shallow artificial lake, it has light beams around it, the sky and everything around the statue that isnt lit up is pitch black
A photo of a butterfly statue taken from a good distance, in the foreground there is grass and a couple of trees, then there is the metallic giant looking butterfly statue, beyond it is a white tall building, and beyond it is a dark black sky
A shot of what looks like the entrance to the white building, its very blurry and cropped, we can only see what looks like a couple of abstract statues, and a lit up path towards the inside of the building
A photo of a seemingly abandoned part of a bench, the bench is in a very uncomfortable area to get in, having to go over a white security bar to access it, the bench is painted blue and it combines well with the darkness from the night sky alongside it
� leads to fear #photo #photography #derealization
A photo of a stage, the lights are red and blazing, presenting is a band of 5 members, keyboard, drums, voice, bass, and guitar. They seem to be at the end of their show, in relaxed positions, hearing feedback from a jury, they are all smiling
A photo in the subject´s POV, they are looking down at their feet, they are wearing white sneakers in a dirt and stone trail
A photo of us looking up at a grass filled field, the grass is quite dry, atop the hill is a tree
A very blurry and shaky photo of what looks like a humanoid figure in yellow, surrounded by light, all of this against a black night background
Thank you for your music #photo #photography #derealization
No stream today. Despite the good day, been having some points where derealization has been hitting hard & I need to get myself back to reality. :3 #stream #livestream #twitch #streamer #twitchstream #twitchstreamer #mentalhealth #derealization #disassociation
#artwork #art #artists #weird #surreal #original #photography #phonetography #mobilephotography #phonephotography
#hands #panorama #ArtSky #artistsofbluesky #BlueskyPhotography #BlueskyArt
#PhotographersOfBluesky
#weirdcore #dereality #derealization #strangecore #oddcore #unsettling #dream #dreamy
everything feels off. I wanna go home. I don't' want to be here (Earth) nothing feels right or real today. everything feels fake and I am sick of having to sense motive reality - can I just be abducted back home already please?? I don't want to be here #depression #derealization #vent
file this day under #derealization
oof
have been in a pretty deep bout of #derealization since getting a haircut wednesday
happens every time we get a haircut. this time we had her cut it too short may b 😬 oopsie it will grow tho!
it’s weird to be aware that your thoughts are NOT your thoughts
#DPDR #OSDD
Do you seek relief by telling others who share the same inward sentiments?
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Parenting
Let’s try parenting
You can be my mother
And I can be your dad
We live happily ever after.
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#weirdcore #dreamcore #nostalgia #strangecore #surrealism #oddcore #originalart #derealization
A photo taken at night (just as the rest from this set), we see firstly how we are hidden from the rest of our view behind a tree, partially covered by a tree branch we see asphalt from a street in front of us and a blurred car passing through, beyond that we see a cylinder from the building we saw another time, and another very bright building to its right, atop all of this we can faintly see through the leaves the bright moon shining down on us
A spin on the last photo, we see a very similar sight, almost same position, but the car is no longer there, the bright building has become more dim, and the moon has been covered by some leaves
A photo, similar to the last we are partially hiding behind a bush of flowers, despite this we can see two tall light poles ahead shining brightly casting horizontal rays from its centers, to the left of the photo we see a square building receiving the light from these poles
A spin on the last photo, we remain on the same position, just this time we can clearly see the flowers from our hiding bush are yellow, we can see the building to the left is fully white, we now know this because the light from the poles grew tremendously in intensity, almost as if we've been caught, by them.
Ive fallen for you a thousand times over... #photo #photography #derealization
Photos at Otumoetai so you dont have to go #umurangigeneration #photo #screenshot #potatopunk #gamephotography #derealization
Just as the rest from this post, a screenshot from the game Umurangi Generation, a game all about taking photos of strange sights in a cyberpunk city, specifically in the area of Otumoetai, this in particular is a photo of a girl, she is squatting and leaning down to look at us, she is dressed in a black jacket with a strange pattern along her sleeves, yellow pants, white T-shirt and a cap covering some long pink hair, she is suggesting we look to her right, doing so by pointing both of her arms softly to that direction, unfortunately we don't capture what she suggest we see
A photo of a girl, she is sitting down at the edge of a structure, she is dressed in black pants and jacket alongside a white shirt, she is appearing to wear glasses and has brown hair done in a bun, we capture her pose from behind as we see her dangling her feet over the void, we see beyond her a bridge connecting the roof of this building with another
A photo of a graffiti plastered on the makeshift wall of a temporary military occupation base, the graffiti reads “I JUST WANTED MEANING IN LIFE YET HERE I AM”, to its left we see two blue helmet UN soldiers stationed to guard the entrance of this hurried base, we see them contrasted with the gray sky behind them
A photo of three people sitting around a metal barrel converted into a campfire, the one left is smoking a cigarette with a blank expression on his face, the one in the middle is shirtless, looking up beyond the metal barrel, and with an even more annoyed expression on his face, the one on the right is looking away from the camera, covered head to toe in warm clothes, and presumably smoking a cigarette
Photos at Otumoetai so you dont have to go #umurangigeneration #photo #screenshot #cyberpunk #gamephotography #derealization
A photo taken at night of the back of a billboard, the uncomfortable angle sees us looking directly upwards as we stand at the feet of this billboard, mere centimeters from our head touching the metal of its first row
A photo taken with plenty of contrast of a couple of snail shells stuck vertically to a tree, we can see the uncomfortably bright scene as the tree bark reflects back to us, filling almost the entire screen except for a tiny bit of black sky above and gray asphalt bellow
A photo taken at night of a large building, the building presents two sets of cylinder like towers at its left, from one of the cylinders a wall stretches before making a 30 degree turn to continue until touching a square shaped part of the building, there are light poles sprinkled about and a very bright light pointing directly at us on top of the main cylinder, in front of the building we see some obscured but well attended green bushes, and in front of those and most near us, some asphalt
A photo, taken at night of a dark outdoors grass plain, from farthest to closest we see a barb wire fence separating us from unknown darkness, a treeline of slim trees, some atop sand instead of grass, and as the center piece adorning the grass plain and capturing the light from the camera flash, a single individual desk, just as alien alongside it is one lone stone slab, almost serving as a chair for the classroom desk, the space between this “sight” and us stretches uncomfortably as we don't get any closer to it
Again with you #photo #photography #derealization
A very dark photo showing as its center piece a tree, the light does not allow to know how luscious its branches are, beyond it at least two more trees can be seen, the few light that catches the trees comes from the right, catching only the tree trunks, the right side of the photo is covered by a metallic wall, suggesting the photo was taken hiding from something, maybe the light
A photo of luscious tree branches against the night sky, we see very gentle light catching the fluffy green and yellow leaves making them known but not fully seen
A photo taken at night of a winding cobblestone path, submerging you into a man made and tiny forest, we see along the path plenty of light rods adorning the place, cheerily casting gentle luminosity to their surroundings, we see chairs of various colors placed along the path inviting the viewer to sit and relax, we see the trees completing the peace, and a metallic fence separating this forest to a normal white building
A continuation of the previous piece, we see right in front of us a blue chair, the lights from the forest subtly allowing us to see its color, we see trees beyond the chair, more lights, and another white building in the distance, this time not blocked by a metal fence, the position suggest we ourselves are sitting down in front of this chair, admiring it, or communicating with it
Warm night #photo #photography #derealization
A photo of a Hilton Garden Inn, at night, taken from the street pointing upwards towards it, in front of the hotel a tree line can be seen softly contrasting with the building, and on the road in front of the tree line flashes of light can be seen, presumably being cars passing very fast
A photo taken at night from the edge of a horizontally expansive man made lake, reflected on the lake stands a curved wall presenting the illusions of the city, the quality allows to only see shapes of buildings in the distance, a tree line in front of the buildings, and a bridge on top of the shallow lake, with lights going all through it and leading to a bright humanoid figure
We see a close up on the previous photo, the humanoid figure is yellow and appears to be a statue with either long limbs or robes, the quality does not allow to discern more than that, and suggest this close up was taken in a rush compared to the previous photo, adding to its mystery, we see more clearly the water bed reflecting the statue, a light on the bridge, and the buildings beyond
A photo focusing on a bright tall and slim skyscraper in the distance, its top half shining bright against the night sky, too bright to the point of melting the darkness beside it into polluted light, bellow it we see a simple park, with a slim tree line adorning the feet of the mysterious skyscraper
Nothing is real #photo #photography #derealization
I’ve grown up in a world not made for people like me. To live, is to fail.
A #drawing #drawings #doodle #doodles I made when I was feeling upset
#vent #minivent #ventart #art #artist #artists #vomit #panicattack #panicattacks #spiral #SH #SHart #delusion #derealization #scribble #scribbles
Last 7 posts were part of my #derealization collection, I hoped you liked the photos and poem, so, Imma be back to the usual posts
Photos at Otumoetai so you dont have to go #umurangigeneration #photo #screenshot #cyberpunk #gamephotography #derealization
"Untitled" #poem #poetry #derealization
Who are you?
I love your hair
When am I gonna feel alive again?
I like your face, but Im too shy to say
The Revere show!AU a little bit of ventart of derealization referencing the truman show with my oc Revere #ventart #derealization #schizoaffective #oc
Songs, are amazing and raw and beautiful sometimes #listento #music #oldways #oli #addiction #derealization music.youtube.com/watch?v=IWiA...
