I want to revisit this Cassandra thing because I can’t get it and what I’ve been writing out of my head since I’m pretty sure they’re connected.
If my gut is right, things are about to escalate and I’d like to timestamp this before that happens.
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#InFirst #Precognition #ESP
Nine years later I'm going to be a parent for the first time and I have another reoccurring dream. I'm aware that I am asleep, but I can't do anything to affect my dream—I can only observe in first person. The view through my eyes is of running through an indoor/outdoor enclosed space with other people doing the same. The impression is that we are running away from something dangerous, as in literally running for our lives. My focus is on a small girl that's running in front of me with dark hair and light eyes. She's about toddler aged meaning she can run fast in short bursts, but not as fast as an adult over a big distance—I know that she's going to tire soon and we cannot stop.
There's a man who's running with us. I can't see his face, but instinctually I know two things: 1. this little girl has a connection to us individually, and 2. we would trade our lives to protect her if it came down to it. Her steps start to slow and the man lifts her up to carry her. At that point I wake up from the dream. After the second or third occurrence I made the father of the child swear that if shit ever goes sideways to never leave her side, even if it means leaving me behind because l've got little legs. My first born came with dark hair and eyes, but that dream would haunt me until she became older than the little girl in my dream.
Over the years l've told people that l've gotten close to about the visions and dreams—living receipts, in a way. I divorced the father of my first born, swore to never marry or have another child and then did exactly those things. My second child has light eyes and light hair like I did when I was a child—got darker as I got older, starting at around 4 years old. She's around that age and her hair has been getting darker... For now I have two girls that each have a trait the little girl in my dream did. I've been thinking about that running dream since the second one was born with light eyes.
This trip made me nervous because it’s unfamiliar territory and this particular reoccurring dream before that Cheeto fuck face ever announced running for office.
These are screenshots from what I’ve been called to compile recently, like a #InFirst or before reality catches up to my previews.
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Early to the office. I am the first into the office this morning.
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