This self-portrait shows American artist Jordan Casteel seated in a vinyl hospital-style chair, body angled slightly toward us while her gaze meets ours head-on. Her medium-brown skin is modeled with saturated strokes of orange, crimson, plum, and purple, giving her face a restless, shifting light. White glasses frame the artist’s steady eyes. A simple shirt and hospital IV emphasize vulnerability more than fashion as an IV line snakes from the upper edge of the image to her exposed forearm, where tape fixes the needle in place. Around and behind her, collaged drawings and handwritten notes from children crowd the wall with things like dinosaurs, hearts, and portraits labeled “Ms. Casteel” to create a halo of student voices. A patterned blanket spills across her lap, its concentric circles and bright yellows, reds, and greens echoing the layered textures of her paint. One parch of the blanket spells the word “hope” no lowercase.
This self portrait chronicles a period when Casteel was managing a chronic health condition while teaching in Denver, Colorado just before going to graduate school at Yale. The medical setting makes illness visible, but the composition refuses to reduce her to a patient as she sits upright, centered, and monumental, surrounded by evidence of care from her students.
Those collaged letters turn a clinic into a temporary classroom, insisting that her identities as artist, teacher, and Black woman remain intact even under fluorescent hospital lights. The thick, gestural brushwork and unconventional skin tones anticipate the portraits of family, neighbors, and Harlem community members that later made her well-known.
Here, she tests that language on herself. By inviting us into an intimate, unglamorous moment, Casteel “returns the gaze” long before her breakthrough museum shows, asserting that Black women’s everyday struggles, tenderness, and resilience are worthy subjects for a large-scale contemporary painting.
“Self-Portrait” by Jordan Casteel (American) - Oil & paper collage with ink, graphite, and colored pencil on canvas / 2012 - Jordan Casteel: Returning the Gaze, Denver Art Museum (Colorado) #WomenInArt #art #artText #DenverArtMuseum #SelfPortrait #BlackArt #BlackWomenArtists #Casteel #JordanCasteel