16/31 🐔 Po prostu: kura? 🥹, ale jaka wdzięczna ✨️ | Wyandotte chicken for birbfest challenge
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Every day still hurts. My heart cracked when I lost #Kurka and the healing process is slow.
I am still mourning him. I miss his face. I miss my best companion. Keeschka misses him too.
He would have been 14 today.
Please, if you cannot comment empathetically, stay silent.
My memories showed me this from a year ago. He was so playful and would communicate with me.
The physical effects of grief are still impacting me. I miss him so much. #Kurka
Today has been hard. I woke up missing him and as sad as I have ever been. Not sure why today is so much harder. I found this picture of #Kurka from 2010. He was magical in the snow.
I think I want a tattoo designed with Kurka’s pattern on his back. Sometimes I think it resembles nerves firing and sometimes I think it is galaxies colliding.
Not sure how to get a tattoo designed. Or what else I would want it to have. #Kurka
1 month now.
Still hurts and I cry about 15 times a day still.
I miss attack of the kissing puppy. I miss seeing Keeschka carefully clean/groom your eyes (having a kitty brother is a good thing!)
I will miss you forever my good boy. #Kurka
#Kurka
Wish I could give him the treats I know he was begging for.
I miss you sweetheart. I wish I could scratch your neck just where you really liked it. I wish I could tease you about old man bushy eyebrows. I wish I could give you a kiss on your nose. I wish I could rub your ears the way you liked.
#Kurka #Grief
Most places I visit, #Kurka would come along. When we got home, Keeschka always met him at the door and I feel they shared stories of what adventures Kurka had.
Now when I get home, Keeschka waits at the door and cries for Kurka to come inside.
He loved his big brother.
This morning I picked up his ashes.
It is the last time I will have something to do because of him. I will never go get his meds again, never take him to the store, never need to bring him to a place.
My life was built around him. It is very empty now. #Kurka
Keeschka has been extra attentive and cuddly with me. I think he is lonely and missing #Kurka as much as I am.
Keeschka adored his big brother and tries to act like a dog because that was what he was taught.
Their bond was so strong.
This video is from 3 years ago today. I am amazed I was able to capture him playing like this and that he kept going for so long.
I miss #Kurka so much. But maybe this will make someone smile today.
Ignore my old floor. It was replaced since this.
My heart hurts.
I miss you. You were so beautiful. You were perfect. Every day was a joy.
#Kurka
My backyard is large and perfect for a dog. #Kurka would run so fast. A delivery man was shocked at how fast little legs could go.
I bought this house so I could get a dog who could have the space to play. He never disappointed.
Back at work today and missing the best co-worker I ever had. Being able to be home with him during the worst of the pandemic was a gift. He would tell me when it was time to take a break to pay attention to him.
#Kurka #Grief
Lazy mornings were our favorite thing. I had today off work and it was hard to not have him to just laze about with me.
#Kurka
I will love you always Kurka. You made my life better every day.
He would get a look in his eyes when he knew he was being mischievous. He was so excited to steal the wool.
#Kurka
(This is not posted expecting responses. This is part of my way to deal with this grief by sharing what I feel and some memories.)
I am posting this for me. I don’t expect responses.
I miss him.
After 7 years of managing his diabetes, it is hard not to get his medicine ready every 12 hours.
My lap is colder without this ball of warm.
This is going to hurt forever. I was so lucky to love him. #Kurka
New haircut. This is my favorite little guy. #kurka
The cutest one I ever get to take pictures of! #kurka #okayhisbrotheriscutetoo
My little love. Sunday afternoons are meant to be spent cuddling on the couch. #kurka #sonyalpha77ii
