Highblood and I are going to our first event together tomorrow. He’s already threatened to make me hump his boots for an audience 😳 #lazarusdiary
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I had to safeword. For the first time ever. It was a scary medical episode and I felt a wash of shame immediately after but I now feel so lucky that it was with Highblood and I can trust him so deeply seeing how he acts under that sort of pressure. #lazarusdiary
So this is now a journal that Highblood will eventually expect access to, I will be aiming to more consistently share my kinky thoughts here to make for pleasing reading I suppose! #lazarusdiary
Washed all my blankets and set my human pet bed back up I am such a happy puppy now with all my comfy den organised 🐶 #lazarusdiary
Okay definitely getting back to sharing all my unfiltered thoughts here.
But uh having him say he missed me while he’s inside me was top fucking tier.
Happy Tuesday!
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I need to get back to posting on here because I feel like the last few months of 2025 went a bit wild for me. Unfortunately I’m in a slump atm and sad about transition costs but soon I’ll be spamming the feed again! #lazarusdiary
WhatsApp message that says “How are you with being locked in a shockingly well made puppy cage?”
This is the only form of flirting I will now accept boys 🥰 #lazarusdiary
I feel like I’m radioactive after that breakup and river and snapdragon are rightfully so keeping their distance from the fall out but man my feelings are so achey rn #lazarusdiary
I have a date with Snapdragon tomorrow, I have written them a short letter about my feelings. I have no idea how they’re going to respond but it feels most true to be a little cheesy and romantic towards them. I really like them and hope they can see I’m serious about this
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Hooking up with River (picked a name for him!) is so much fun but now there’s inside jokes with him and Snapdragon (the hot as hell partner) and we spent several hours just laying around on the couches and chatting and it felt so nice… now the what are we conversation 🙈
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Quotes from time with the hottie (he really needs a nickname at this point):
“You can’t unfrot me fucker!”
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Not to brag but he told me “I just love sucking your dick so fucking much I want to do it every day… and I’ve sucked a lot of dick including your boyfriend” so we will be riding that high for a while #Lazarusdiary
THERES SO MANY UPDATES WITH THIS GUY. AND HIS PARTNER. THEYRE ALSO GREAT AND THEYRE SO GOOD TOGETHER. FUCK I AM COOKED.
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I want to wear his teeth marks on my flesh like kisses, the way the bliss takes over when he scrapes them up my neck and threatens to take a bite.
Yes this about Mr Shoot my Shot.
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I will continue the shooting my shot saga but what do you mean there’s bruises on my thighs in the shape of his fingertips. I am going feral over this 🥵 💦 #lazarusdiary
What happens when you shot your shot with that hot guy and essay by me (this is purely for my own enjoyment) 🔥 #lazarusdiary