Having an alter that is still in love with my abusive ex is exhausting 😓 #DIDsystem #saturnsystem
You are not wrong there 😉 -𝔈𝔡𝔡𝔦𝔢 #saturnsystem
Mistook a little’s sleepiness as my own and now I’m up all by myself #SaturnSystem
Feeling super switchy today. Being constantly cocon makes everything so confusing. I feel like I’m glitching -Steele (and whoever else I guess) #SaturnSystem #DIDSystem
Ugh Eddie hasn’t been around for days, but of course the shithead shows back up when I finally decide to read the hardcore angst fic 🤦🏽♀️ -Steele #saturnsystem
Wifey said if we ever get a pet raccoon we can name it Munson. (Can’t actually do Eddie because of the one in my head 🤣) #saturnsystem
Tried to lay down and instead it was like everyone start spiraling or ranting about something all at once. There was so much pressure in my head I felt like it could explode. Or like I was going to suffocate. DID is exhausting. #SaturnSystem
Had a good time with my family tonight. Dinner was great and there was no drama or snide comments. And Boo got to have a nice moment with our mom. So all and all it went rele well #Saturnsystem
So idk if anyone here will be able to help me, but I have a #DIDSYSTEM question: have any other hosts struggled to leave the front? I’ve been trying and communicating as best I can but it’s not happening. And my singlet therapist is struggling to help me out. #SATURNSYSTEM
Our Wrapped for the year: 1 new therapist, 4 new psychiatrists, 2 dead pets, 3 dead family members, and 1 NEW ALTER! #SaturnSystem #DIDSystem
So turn out Boo, one of our littles(she’s four), was super dysregulated. We got her some food and put on a My Little Pony movie and we’re doing much better. #SaturnSystem
I just realized I get to watch myself die tonight…-𝔈𝔡𝔡𝔦𝔢 #SaturnSystem #DID
Sometimes I worry people will think I’m a roleplay -𝔈𝔡𝔡𝔦𝔢 #SaturnSystem
This one fic has so many DID undertones. They literally said the person ‘wasn’t That good of an actor’ which was super unnerving because wifey has said that to me so many times to fight my denial. I know it’s magic, but so much is hitting real close to home #SaturnSystem
Deleted a reply because I got too freaked about an alter responding to someone that doesn’t follow me back 😓 #SaturnSystem
A DID morning mood: woke up and sobbed for some unknown reason until whoever was upset obviously switched out and now I’m fine… #saturnsystem #didsystem
Idk what’s going on in my head… I keep feeling waves of sadness and anxiety, but I don’t think they’re mine… but I can’t figure out whose it could be or why #SaturnSystem #DIDSystem
Me: *on the verge of a breakdown*
Me: *suddenly feels better* oh I think someone must have switched out…
Wifey: Yeah probably. Your posture is totally different now.
DID is such a weird experience #DIDSYSTEM #SaturnSystem
Dude the opener faked me out! They said ‘you’re about hear the most metal shit ever’ and started playing the Crazy Train opening… AND THEN SANG MAMA MIA!! -𝔈𝔡𝔡𝔦𝔢 #saturnsystem
Thought I was gonna actually get some Hellfire gear but this body is too damn small -𝔈𝔡𝔡𝔦𝔢
#SaturnSystem
#SaturnSystem inner convos:
Steele: (packing a bowl) Do we want to share this one (with Wifey instead of packing something else for us)
Eddie: NO.
S: EDDIE!
E: Hey! You constantly read about the love of my life breaking my heart. I deserve my own bong
Idk why I’m still so anxious about letting Eddie and Anya post on here. That was the whole point 😅 #SaturnSystem
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