I feel so bad still This feeling will not go away soon. I will be feeling this for a long time and that sucks so much. How nice it would be to not have extra things to be afraid of.

This week has had some good moments but I will forget them because this weeks sucked.

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Moving through the world This week has been hard for me. Trying to recall what I wrote, the things I said and more is impossible. Those days are forever locked in this ball of pain. I am embarrassed that I was so connected to...

I wish I could think.
I feel so desperate for a feeling of safety.

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The script is never written There are so many conversations about how this might be a simulation. How the writers of the program suck. The overall set-up of the simulation appears to be a test of how domination works upon human ...

People really are selective with understanding trauma and how people deal with that.

Amazing how people do that.

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Space cat! His name shall be Wensleydale.
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It sucks to have trauma Sunday I was violently attacked by my former boss. The story I told does not release me from blame. It is what happened and for my part I am ashamed of my actions. What is not cool about that situatio...

The nature of my blog is being honest. No matter what.
It is important everything about me is in there.

I suck sometimes.

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I was attacked and it sucks I was attacked and it sucks

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I spent the entire day writing I am getting used to the idea of writing with intent more often. Ramping up the ability to work everyday on a story or essay. I need to write an essay. I hate them but also think I can just format it ...

I am unable to think of anything witty to type in this box right now so I am typing this series of words that is entirely pointless.

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The time I spent in Night City Years ago, when I was young, I spent time in Night City. The game was an interesting mix of so many things. The movies and books of the cyberpunk range were fun landscapes to play in. It was a good pl...

Gonk? Choom? Corpo?
You know who you are.
So do I. I dwell behind you.

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This is something to say I am not really sure what to talk about right now. There are things I want to talk about but have no idea where to start or know what history you may have on things.

I am going to see THE BRIDE tonight

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Why did I wait I spent today expecting to hangout with someone and see a movie. They cancelled that and suggested another night. Something in my head could not think after that. I spent the day working on a DJ relat...

I was very distracted today. I did some creative stuff. Desperately need money. Sigh.

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Etsy showcase!!

#art #sticker #cat #galaxy #catsticker #etsyshop #fantasy #space #spacecat

So Very late tonight Today was interesting for me. I am even writing this in a new location so very late. I did not notice the passage of time. It was around two in the afternoon one moment and then the next it was eleven...

Remote posting from a new place...

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I am trying to remember myself I am trying to remember myself

I don't remember
I don't recall

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Some days you poop Well I hope to poop every day. Some days I do this wonderful thing that I thought was IBS. Just stress and shit… literally ROFL. Full disclosure, I am not sober today and this might be the entire post...

I forgot to post this last night.

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The future is this When I was a kid I was thinking we would have flying cars and some simple robots doing shit for us. We just barely have electric cars and our ‘robots’ are just advanced calendars and able to report a ...

Yes there are adult body parts in the image behind me but you would have to look really close to notice that.

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It feels like it is too hard Something in my heart is in pain. If you are a decent person and follow the news at all you understand why. It is just so fucking stupid. The country I thought might be safe is a dumpster fire for he...

Today i managed to focus a bit more. I also did not have a date. This is why my post is on time for once...

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Here we stand Here we stand

I am so upset at so many things.

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Today I am thinking about this It is early in the day and I just spent hours writing on a short story. I say early, it is like past three in the afternoon. I have a date at five and wat to write this and then I need to shower and t...

I got angry and still got horny

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I often get sleepy these days Most days I am trying hard to stay awake. It is frustrating because I am not doing many things that challenge me physically. Sitting home, hanging out with cuties and trying to get that paper is just ...

I am fighting the brain feeling sleepy all of the time and the ability o push it back is not there like it used to be.

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Writing when You I spent today trying to figure a few things out. I took a long nap and made an active decision to write this as late as possible to test something out.

So late, so intended, tried to see about a voice in my head

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The last time I tried this Last night wads interesting. I took pictures and swear I set u one of the to post because I got crunched on time to write and knew I would not be able to. Same with today a bit so I am writing in the ...

You would not believe what comes next!

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When I said it This week has been a very interesting arrangement of events. Today is going to be more relaxed, I think. I just have to record and edit the bulk of my new podcast and wait for the contributor part to ...

I think I am a mess today and I think it was good I spent it home working on stuff while waiting to hear from someone.

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Time and money There is a problem I am seeing with how things work when you are trying to find work. There is just nothing you can do to feel like you have actually done everything you could. Until I get a solid bas...

I screwed up my sleep for a job I thought I had... fuck...

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Guess what when Last night I went out and had a good time. It was interesting because I decided to actively embrace the fact I have a bit of a belly now. I had been fighting against that for so long that I am sure I ...

I am getting used to being told I am attractive. It is hard to hear and that upsets me a bit.

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Here we go Did you read that as Mario? I bet you did.

Some of you have no idea and those that do are never going to tell you.

Things are just like that.

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You can fuck off Here is the thing that bothers me about men… most of them are stupid. Like, I like men and LOVE touching them sometimes. Just like I sometimes like touching anyone that is attractive. I tend to hold a...

Forgot to post this update. I am noticing big shifts in my emotions and focus this past two months.
I wonder what this looks like.

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Tennshio - Twitch Let's be Productive - (Space Cat / Live2D Modeler / Music Writer)

www.twitch.tv/tennshio Art stuffs! Maybe other things too #stream #twitch #furry #spacecat

I am not interested in… I am not interested in writing right now. Something about how today has played out has got me thinking about things. The way I am thinking about them is not the same as it has been.

I am just toast tonight.

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Distracted and sad I cried a great deal today. It started when I woke up a little later than I wanted to wake up. It felt like an echo of the previous tearful moments I had this week. I carried through the start of my d...

Distracting myself from the things I need to do is a skill I wish i did not have.

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Job hunting in the void It is feeling impossible to find a job while trans. For some of us it is getting to be a problem. I was forced out of my past job pretty much because I am trans fem and now it appears that is a proble...

I am hott
Just facts here

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