The drive is sleep There are some days that I am not thrilled with writing this blog. I am driven to keep writing it overall. Just… well… some days I want to do literally nothing. Since starting this blog I have done so...

The entire system was down last night so I could nto post a blog update.

That is my roommates foot.

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Why am I crying… oh right… Today I woke up and tried to be an adult and do adult things. That felt impossible. Could not think. I tried to disrupt that sense by going for a walk. Went to the store and got myself some ground cof...

I posted this too late... I should have posted it when I finished writing it.

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The weekend was a change This weekend I did a DJ gig at a very queer club/rave event that happens monthly. The organizer booked me almost the same day we met. We were talking about music and I found out she did this event. I ...

Tonight I talk about the weekend and give you a full playlist and links. I wrote over 7K words today and my brain hurts.

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Hickey Machine - April 11, 2026 nailsthatglow Playlist - Hickey Machine - April 11, 2026 nailsthatglow - 27 items

#HickeyMachine #playlist #club #nailsthatglow #queer
#One-HalfNelson#theprocessPDX #party

I am getting a recording of the night and will post that once I trim my bit out.

Thank you everyone that came out!
I was so thrilled to see so many pups!

Will be playing PRIDE!
Check back for updates!

One-Half Nelson Presents HICKEY MACHINE --SATURDAY 4/11 10PM-4AM --- PHOTOS TOM KAY - HOST DESTINY SMOKEZ -- HOST TOMBOY --- HOUSE TEHNO ELECTRO --- Process Process ---CRAFT CLOWN CLARE -- LIGHTS CASUAL DECAY --- PICNIC IN THE LOUNGE - RAGGEDY ANDRO AND THE APRIL FOOLS ---$20--- DOORS U_Phoria -- MUSIC - nailsthatglow - Vignette - One-Half Nelson- Aloso--- the flyer is chaos of colour and collage styles with a green face in the center.

TONIGHT

#HickeyMachine

Come check it out and party with all of us!
I was moved to start (again)
Be there at 10 to see me!

Be #kinky as well!
Tits out for me!

🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈🎶🪩

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The noise outside Right now I am noticing the sounds from outside of the apartment. We live on a somewhat busy city street. While not downtown, there is city life here. There is a bar across the street that is often loud enough to allow m...

Preview images not working on the site right now. Go look at my blog. Tell me I suck or you love me.

(tell me you think I am neat)

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The internet is breaking and it is frustrating.

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Family Not sure if I have ever mentioned my family… I am kidding but I need to get this out.

Automatically writing the words that appear in my head and it ends up being 1K words bitching about my mom...

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One-Half Nelson Presents HICKEY MACHINE --SATURDAY 4/11 10PM-4AM --- PHOTOS TOM KAY - HOST DESTINY SMOKEZ -- HOST TOMBOY --- HOUSE TEHNO ELECTRO --- Process Process ---CRAFT CLOWN CLARE -- LIGHTS CASUAL DECAY --- PICNIC IN THE LOUNGE - RAGGEDY ANDRO AND THE APRIL FOOLS ---$20--- DOORS U_Phoria -- MUSIC - nailsthatglow - Vignette - One-Half Nelson- Aloso--- the flyer is chaos of colour and collage styles with a green face in the center.

This #Saturday in #Portland #Oregon #PDX

#HickeyMachine

This will be my first time spinning in the #PNW and I am going to spin some #dark dance music.

Filled with #queer #PRIDE

BE #GAY + #DANCE

#nailsthatglow #Vignette #One-HalfNelson #Aloso #CRAFTCLOWNCLARE #shortshorts #club #ProcessProcess

I let him hold me Today was an interesting day for many reasons. The first was how I woke up. Something inside of my head woke me around four and I was not having it. I decided to entertain myself for a moment then sl...

I think I was ranting about a sweet guy that allowed me to cry. Or I talk about sex.
Go find out.

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Well that was harder Today I finally sat down to write another short story. I have figured out I need to compact the writing cycle for the story and write during the week as much as possible. I need to have something new ...

Spent the day writing a new story, then my blog and I want to write more but brain is finding words harder to think right now.

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I feel so bad still This feeling will not go away soon. I will be feeling this for a long time and that sucks so much. How nice it would be to not have extra things to be afraid of.

This week has had some good moments but I will forget them because this weeks sucked.

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One-Half Nelson Presents HICKEY MACHINE --SATURDAY 4/11 10PM-4AM --- PHOTOS TOM KAY - HOST DESTINY SMOKEZ -- HOST TOMBOY --- HOUSE TEHNO ELECTRO --- Process Process ---CRAFT CLOWN CLARE -- LIGHTS CASUAL DECAY --- PICNIC IN THE LOUNGE - RAGGEDY ANDRO AND THE APRIL FOOLS ---$20--- DOORS U_Phoria -- MUSIC - nailsthatglow - Vignette - One-Half Nelson- Aloso--- the flyer is chaos of colour and collage styles with a green face in the center.

PICTURE of black leather short shorts on a textured pink blanket in soft bluish lights.

4-11-2026 the PNW gets to see me spin at a really #queer club night

The shorts will be the core of my outfit.

I am starting the night I think.

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Moving through the world This week has been hard for me. Trying to recall what I wrote, the things I said and more is impossible. Those days are forever locked in this ball of pain. I am embarrassed that I was so connected to...

I wish I could think.
I feel so desperate for a feeling of safety.

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The script is never written There are so many conversations about how this might be a simulation. How the writers of the program suck. The overall set-up of the simulation appears to be a test of how domination works upon human ...

People really are selective with understanding trauma and how people deal with that.

Amazing how people do that.

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It sucks to have trauma Sunday I was violently attacked by my former boss. The story I told does not release me from blame. It is what happened and for my part I am ashamed of my actions. What is not cool about that situatio...

The nature of my blog is being honest. No matter what.
It is important everything about me is in there.

I suck sometimes.

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I was attacked and it sucks I was attacked and it sucks

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nailsthatglow making a strange face with odd eyeshadow and some contouring on cheeks wearing a rainbow skeleton body suit, hair is down but appears pushed back in a sloppy way

nailsthatglow as above so below in a body sock with a rainbow skeleton print, tone Jen shorts and hair down. They are standing with the right leg up

I need to do something with my hair... going to a party tonight and supposed to be Halloween... I think I got it...

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I spent the entire day writing I am getting used to the idea of writing with intent more often. Ramping up the ability to work everyday on a story or essay. I need to write an essay. I hate them but also think I can just format it ...

I am unable to think of anything witty to type in this box right now so I am typing this series of words that is entirely pointless.

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The time I spent in Night City Years ago, when I was young, I spent time in Night City. The game was an interesting mix of so many things. The movies and books of the cyberpunk range were fun landscapes to play in. It was a good pl...

Gonk? Choom? Corpo?
You know who you are.
So do I. I dwell behind you.

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This is something to say I am not really sure what to talk about right now. There are things I want to talk about but have no idea where to start or know what history you may have on things.

I am going to see THE BRIDE tonight

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One-Half Nelson Presents HICKEY MACHINE --SATURDAY 4/11 10PM-4AM --- PHOTOS TOM KAY - HOST DESTINY SMOKEZ -- HOST TOMBOY --- HOUSE TEHNO ELECTRO --- Process Process ---CRAFT CLOWN CLARE -- LIGHTS CASUAL DECAY --- PICNIC IN THE LOUNGE - RAGGEDY ANDRO AND THE APRIL FOOLS ---$20--- DOORS U_Phoria -- MUSIC - nailsthatglow - Vignette - One-Half Nelson- Alison--- the flyer is chaos of colour and collage styles with a green face in the center.

They updated the flyer for me!!!

Be sure to come to this! I would be thrilled to meet someone of you!

Might could offer a sofa to one or two people

#Portland #Club #Trans #DJ #party #nailsthatglow #HickeyMachine #One-HalfNelson #TOMKAY #DESTINYSMOKEZ #TOMBOY #TheProcess #CRAFTCLOWNCLARE #Vignette

Why did I wait I spent today expecting to hangout with someone and see a movie. They cancelled that and suggested another night. Something in my head could not think after that. I spent the day working on a DJ relat...

I was very distracted today. I did some creative stuff. Desperately need money. Sigh.

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So Very late tonight Today was interesting for me. I am even writing this in a new location so very late. I did not notice the passage of time. It was around two in the afternoon one moment and then the next it was eleven...

Remote posting from a new place...

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I am trying to remember myself I am trying to remember myself

I don't remember
I don't recall

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Some days you poop Well I hope to poop every day. Some days I do this wonderful thing that I thought was IBS. Just stress and shit… literally ROFL. Full disclosure, I am not sober today and this might be the entire post...

I forgot to post this last night.

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The future is this When I was a kid I was thinking we would have flying cars and some simple robots doing shit for us. We just barely have electric cars and our ‘robots’ are just advanced calendars and able to report a ...

Yes there are adult body parts in the image behind me but you would have to look really close to notice that.

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It feels like it is too hard Something in my heart is in pain. If you are a decent person and follow the news at all you understand why. It is just so fucking stupid. The country I thought might be safe is a dumpster fire for he...

Today i managed to focus a bit more. I also did not have a date. This is why my post is on time for once...

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Here we stand Here we stand

I am so upset at so many things.

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Today I am thinking about this It is early in the day and I just spent hours writing on a short story. I say early, it is like past three in the afternoon. I have a date at five and wat to write this and then I need to shower and t...

I got angry and still got horny

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