It's scary to go forward I'm frozen in fear from what I've heard I wish we could melt ICE Do you Stand your ground Or Hide Away are you targeted anyway? How do I even sleep? It's the only thing that's nice.

[Poetry Sketch Vent Art, Paranoia, ICE mention]

Stream of conciousness of anxious thoughts with some fitting doodles.

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How I feel _RPG Horror Musical Sting_

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An erratically drawn sketchbook page of various upset faces of a young man with baggy eyes and five o clock shadow. Insults and words are strewn all over the page in purple and green colors, intertwining ahainst one another in an overlapping cluster. In the bottom right various misspellings of the word "horrible" appear, The insults on the page: Ugly Ungrateful Foolish Manipulator Selfish Bad Bad Awful Stupid Dumbass Re-(the rest is a scribble) Worthless Loser Bum Homeless Garbage Welfare On the upper right: Go away Stay here Bring it Now Gimme That That That

[Traditional Vent Art,Overlapping Insults, Possible Purple/Green Eyestrain]

Damn, they weren't lying, that health do be mentalin'

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[Vent Comic Essay // Flippant Depictions of Trauma and poor Mental Health]

Where was I going with this?

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[RP Posts // Suicide/Homicide Mentions, Abusive Parent // Hetalia]

Some particularly meaningful moments of our Francois🦋 exomemories. From an old roleplay with my ex-partner

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[Francois cradling a black sheep plushie. He looks happy] Speech Bubble Off Screen (Francois' mother): "Ugh, you know what? [A hand with sharp black nails takes the sheep toy from Francois, who is surprised.] Francois's Mother: "You'll get this back when you learn respect!" Francois: "I didn't do- What did I do?!"

[Francois's mother is seen from behind with a hand on her hip] Mother: "I'll give you a chance to tell me!" [Francois is squinting and speechless, his mouth agape as he yells] Francois: "I DONT KNOW!" [In a dotted line speech bubble indicating a whisper] Francois: "this bitch..." [Francois' mother has her hands grabbing the sheeps head and body tightly. We only see her her lips on her face, with a sneering lipstick mouth] Mother: "Oh I'm a bitch am I?" [Francois is covering his mouth with both hands, looking up as a wave of doom washes over him]

[Francois is looking up, wide eyes and stricken, with an ominous black background and the whiteforeground outlined to show the sheep plushie's head being ripped off and stuffing flying everywhere] [Francois's Mothers Eyes are closed in a serene expression, floating in a void] Mother: "There" [Francois is kneeling on the ground amongst the fluff of his ripped sheep plushie. Mother's dialogue continues on the right] Mother: "Now you can call me a bitch"

[CW Verbal Abuse, Plushie Violence]

More art therapy...believe it or not i hit a joy at a point, doing this.

It's a game I could never win...

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