I am sooooooo close to writing the second to last big plot point of #WofFP and I'm so excited >:]

Like, if I can keep this set up chapter as, y'know, *one chapter* the next one I write will be about the worst thing that ever happens to Simon :D

He's gonna hate himself *so much* & Soap will too >:)

Currently procrastinating writing Simon's dad in #WofFP being a disgusting piece of shit. I have all the ideas, know exactly what's gonna happen, all that, i could write it right now but ooooooo I don't wanna. I just wanna make Simon punch him as hard as he can instead lmao

Idk pinning this:

#WofFP for art etc of my current WIP ghoap fic abt Simon growing up in & eventually escaping a cult run by Roba.

#Snippet for snippets of my writing.

#threadfic for my lil threadfics.

This... This was #WofFP

40k I thought.

40k I said as my slightly ridiculous upper limit that I thought I'd come in 5 to 10k below

That fic is now over TWO HUNDRED THOUSAND WORDS LMFAO

Through the crack between the door and the wall.

Art for Ch. 9 of my extreme slowburn, heavy angst, ghoap fic. Simon grows up in & eventually escapes from a cult run by Roba; Soap is an Outsider who helps nurture the seeds of doubt in Simon's mind.

#CallOfDutyFanart #CallOfDuty #WofFP

A flat line art work in progress showing Simon's dad, a slim man with short, light hair lying propped up on pillows in a bed. He's staring off into the distance straight in front of him, clearly unhappy. He wears a t-shirt and a pair of jogging bottoms/sweatpants. To the left hand side of the image, half blocked by the blurry, close up silhouette of the door and seen from behind, Roba stands next to Simon's dad's bed. He's a large man with dark hair and one arm is reaching forwards a little like he's talking with his hands a bit. He wears a neatly tucked in, long sleeve, collared shirt and jeans.

WIP of the worlds most cursed image (Roba and Simon's dad in the same image, seen from five year old Simon's POV hiding behind a door trapped in the room eavesdropping on them)

#WofFP #CallOfDuty #CallOfDutyFanart

#WofFP just got... Considerably darker uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Shit 💀

#snippet of this I guess :]

#WofFP #CallOfDuty #SimonGhostRiley

listening to Notre Dame by Paris Paloma on loop and writing kid Simon in #WofFP hiding at the top of a church tower with the bells feeling awful about himself and I'm not sure I've ever felt this uncomfortably at peace while writing before

Snippets from "Watch out for False Prophets", my WIP, extreme slowburn #Ghoap fic where Simon grows up in a cult run by Roba, & Soap is an Outsider who helps him realise he can escape.

Joan = #SimonGhostRiley (very closeted transmasc kid)

#CallOfDuty #WofFP #WordGameWednesday #Snippet

I'm having so much fun designing Soap's species in #WofFP, but like, specifically the skewed version taught in the cult. Like, oh they're so scary & evil "they feast on death!"

Like 1... So do you, whether it's dead plants or dead animals, so do you.
And 2... They're detritivores.

#Snippets of #WofFP my WIP, extreme slowburn #Ghoap fic where Simon grows up in a cult run by Roba, & Soap is an Outsider who helps him realise he can escape.

Joan = #SimonGhostRiley (very closeted transmasc kid)

#wordgamewednesday well... ThwordGameThursday lol

I love being evil. I'm currently writing Simon in #WofFP getting closer with an OC I know for a fact I'm going to kill to make a point about just how bad the cult's distrust of Outsiders is for everyone.

Does that count as MCD? My brain always goes "if it's an OC it's not MCD" but like? is it lol 💀

A digital drawing of Soap at about 8 years old. He stands on the high, lush, grassy bank of a river with a forest behind him, one arm crossing over the front of his body to hold the other arm around the elbow. The lighting is slightly dark, like the sun is setting or it's a very cloudy day. He's wearing a dark blue-green cloak with it's hood pulled up over his head. The cloak does have sleeves, but his arms aren't through them. He's wearing a long sleeved, very light blue shirt and light blue jeans. as well as long, oversized, brown leather gloves. His boots are dark brown and held together with brown tape and extra laces tied around them. All of his clothes are slightly too big for him.

The Boy on the Other Side of the River.

Art for #WofFP chapter 10, my WIP extreme slowburn, heavy angst fic. Simon grows up in & eventually escapes a cult run by Roba; Soap is an Outsider who helps nurture the seeds of doubt in Simon's mind.

#Ghoap #JohnSoapMactavish #CallOfDutyFanart #SoapFanart

Snippets from "Watch out for False Prophets", my WIP, extreme slowburn #Ghoap fic where Simon grows up in a cult run by Roba, & Soap is an Outsider who helps him realise he can escape.

Joan = #SimonGhostRiley (very closeted transmasc kid)

#CallOfDuty #WofFP #WordGameWednesday #Snippet

There's drugs in those military men (I'm 6 months pregnant with this fuckass fic)
#CallOfDuty #WofFP

I love writing a scene that's just so gross and uncomfortable that I genuinely feel a little sick writing it 💀

#WofFP

I wanna talk about Soap's species in #WofFP cos I just realised I accidentally made a great parallel between Soap's species/culture outside the cult & Simon's inside the cult.

Basically I made it a thing that in the cult parents don't get to choose their own children's names. They'll—

A digital illustration of an eight year old Simon in my WIP fic Watch out for False Prophets. He is a closeted transmasc kid with long, tangled, curly/wavy blonde hair. His face is red and creased up like he's trying to hold back sobs. He looks terrified. His hands are up by his chin like he's trying to hide. He's wearing a blue shirt and is standing in the kitchen with a table, chairs and sideboard cupboard behind him.

I feel guilty for hurting him 💀

Simon gets in trouble for 'thinking he knows better than the Monsignor' (Roba) & trying to warn him of a threat to his life. Because Simon's too kind for his own good.

#CallOfDuty #CallOfDutyFanart #Ghost #GhostFanart #SimonGhostRiley #SimonGhostRileyFanart #WofFP

Am I putting way too much detail in this piece?
Yes.

When it's done is anyone gonna look this close?
Probably not.

Do I care?
Not in the slightest :D

#CallOfDuty #Ghost #WofFP

Snippets from chapters 4 & 6 of "Watch out for False Prophets", my WIP, extreme slowburn #Ghoap fic where Simon grows up in a cult run by Roba, & Soap is an Outsider who helps teach him Outside is actually safe.

Joan = #SimonGhostRiley (closeted trans man)

#CallOfDuty #WofFP #WordGameWednesday

A screenshot of a krita file, it shows a clean, colourless lineart drawing of Simon in my WIP fic Watch out for False Prophets. He has long, tangled, curly/wavy hair and his face is creased up like he's trying to hold back sobs. His hands are up by his chin like he's trying to hide something in them so no one can take it.

God, I've gotta get worse at drawing again. I'm drawing baby Simon crying for #WofFP Ch. 3 and I feel so GUILTYYYYYYYY

#CallOfDuty #SimonGhostRiley #Ghost #GhostFanart

Me drawing #WofFP Simon:

Draws eyes... Looks at them... Moves them a little further apart... Looks at them... Moves them a little further apart... Looks at them...

Continue doing this for 1000 years

Simon w/ wide set eyes my beloved 🥰 And w/ a very flat nose!🥰🥰 AND born w/ a cleft lip 🥰🥰🥰

The one bad thing about making a rule that all art I draw for #WofFP has to be from a characters POV is that occasionally I have to draw smth as seen from Roba's POV and I don't wannaaaaaaaa. He's evillllllll. He doesn't deserve to get his fucked up view of things visualisedddddd lol

The art I'm very proud of the perspective on. I did it for ch. 2 of Watch out for False Prophets, so we jump straight in w/ 'demon' Soap ripping a bullet wound open more 💀

(tho it's only smth Simon has a vision of the future abt, & he's a kid w/ a lot of biases so it can't really be trusted) #WofFP

And I've really had to force myself to try learn how to draw things in perspective. I have one piece which is so simple, purely lineart on a black BG because it's art of something Simon essentially hallucinates, but it's him looking down his own body & I'm so proud of the perspective. #WofFP

What Roba deserves.

Unfortunately, Simon doesn't get to kill Roba until the end of the fic this is for, but he at least gets to fantasize about it.

#CallOfDuty #CallOfDutyFanart #SimonGhostRiley #Ghost #GhostFanart #SimonRileyFanart #WofFP

Not sure if I love or hate myself setting a goal to draw 1 piece of art for every chapter of the fic I'm working on. Because on one hand I'll have art for every chapter, which is awesome... But on the other hand I have to DRAW art for every chapter. Like. I'm 42 chapters in & not done yet 💀
#WofFP

A screenshot of a krita file, it shows a flat colour clean sketch of Roba from Call Of Duty lying flat on the ground, face down in a pool of his own blood. In the foreground of the drawing are a pair of pale hands holding a handgun and pointing it at Roba.

Drawing Roba dead at Simon's hands (sort of) for the fic I'm working on and I'm realising I can't draw a man with black hair and a goatee without just drawing my own father... And honestly its kinda fitting lol

#CallOfDuty #CallOfDutyFanart #WofFP

Doing it wrong. Multiple paragraphs from 3 diff. chapters of my WIP extreme slowburn #Ghoap fic where Simon grows up in a cult run by Roba. I need to post about it or I'll explode

1: Ch. 13
2: Ch. 18
3: Ch. 26

Note: Joan = #SimonGhostRiley (closeted trans man)

#WordGameWednesday #WofFP