Im surprised I made my tuber so... femme...... especially surprising bc of how my gender expression has been lately LOL... ♡ so.... not femme... irl...
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Me feeling very NB with my hair all styled and pulled back.
Me feeling very masc when I dyed my hair back to brown!
Me feeling super femme with my hair dyed red and heart glasses. Also, this post is about my mother. I dunno if this is a good place to put this context but I am so grateful shes gone ♡ gone from me, for the rest of our lives.
"Put Flowers on my Tombstone, cause I'll hate ya till the day I die."
I love myself more than 'she' ever could. Ive grown to be such a good person and she will never meet me again.
♡♡♡
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Guys, I made this with my own 2 hands in like 7 hours, Im so proud of myself :,D I started learning yesterday lmao,,,
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That being said..... I have a weird stuffy voice but I really want Vox to vent my model for streaming. :(( I worry it'd be weird tho, seeing him with my voice pfft... ah well. I can make the art myself, but ill have to learn rigging ahhHHhh :'3 #beetleirl
Since I got a new PC, I can actually stream !!! I found a cute FTU Model and I am going to save up for a custom one !!! :3 I hope you guys are excited for my art ventures ♥ Im very shy to stream but I WILL.... >:3 #beetleirl
Current goal: figure out how to make my own shimejis hehe ...
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Just an update:
Im doing better, still healing a bit but I'll be okay!! I havent had the energy for anything like drawing and such. Im sorry for that :(( Im still here though and sharing art ♡♡♡ ILY guys :3
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Im so sorry Im gone right now, guys. Im alive but struggling to exist. My tics and ocd and delirium is uh oh!! Making me struggle... ILY guys and will be back soon. I cannot hold a pencil and jts so depressing waaah!
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I LOVE delirium!!! Yesterday was the worst day of my life baby!!!!! :(((( Do NOT cut your nerve blockers off cold turkey, you will suffer so bad... the withdrawals.. bro I feel like I have brain damage. I really hope this goes away. Sorry if this doesn't make sense I just wanted to vent
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My friend, with me and my new binder: Uh, what size chest do you have...?
Me: DD :((
Him: Yeah........ um... yeesh.
LOL how do chubby/bodacious ppl do this owo;;
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Masc ♡ I just started getting masc fashion today and im trying my best LOL.... I wanna look like.... Idk... softcore grunge....
Femme ♡ bro my femme presentation is straight up little cottagecore witch... I love it sm...
Being Gender Fluid is so cool except my masc presentation looks so fucking "Im 13 and this is deep" uh oh! Hahaha! I got a new binder today, I hope its better than my old one.... also, all my new coworkers are so kind to me abt my gender presentation. ♡♡♡ I am simply a Bug. Ily guys!
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My friend made a beef roast today and I almost puked. I didnt think I hated red meat THAT much, but... My brain keeps saying it was h*man. Im fucked up about it, straight panic attack. It was SERIOUSLY the size of an ant, what I ate, and it fucked me up SO bad... :(( I feel like an ass.
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Spamtenna makes the stress better. UwU
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Art i pinned of 2 butterflies and dried flowers set at the base. Moss is growing outside of the frame.
Folk art of a taxidermy scorpion i pinned in a frame with flowers and moss adorning it.
A terrarium with a skull, bones, crystals, moss, and dried flowers resting inside of it that I put together years ago.
A stupid Beetle in a heart shaped box /pos I put this Beetle in pinned in a box as a silly joke trinket box and the owner thought it was hilarious so its being put out for sale LOL.
Okay SO, i like making folk art and doin witchcraft.
WELL, im going to be selling my art at a witchcraft shoppe in my town and the owner loves my stuff! Yay! I showed her this dumb bug in a box and she lost her mind, bc its so funny and she told me to put it for sale. :^)
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Man, I dont feel like im enough right now... thank you guys for being here and sticking around. ILY guys ♡♡♡♡
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I wanted to share these cute pics I took and say HAPPY ALMOST NEW YEAR. I love you guys and I can't wait for more good years ahead. ♡♡♡
Also I cut my hair off and went back to red LOL. Oopsie
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Draw half of yourself trend, From 2019!
My version from 2021 ish!
I need to do an updated one of these! Theyre so old now, I wanna see how much I've changed ♡♡♡
#beetlepng #beetleirl #artsky #arttrend
My son, Hector, standing under the tree near the presents.
Happy Holidays from the best gift under the tree ♡ Hector Barbossa!
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Fan art i drew of Benny ♡
For my holiday present, one of my bestest friens @misterunch.bsky.social gave me his beloved OC, Benny. I am over the moon, Benny is the cutest sweetie!!! I cannot WAIT to wear them to a con, oh my gosh....
#beetleirl #beetlepng #ocsky #cosplay
Thank u for caring about my art. 500 followers is amazing. ♡♡♡ More art to come. Muah!!!
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Oh shit, I need to do something for 500 followers ahHHHHH !!!!! ♡♡♡♡♡
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Can I have some drawing suggestions from my dear moots?? ♡♡♡♡ I'm in a brain rut and wanna draw something fresh :3 I finished my secret Santa weeks ago ahhHhgg!!! What now?! ♡
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I MET 2 FERRETS TODAY AND THEY WERE SOOO CUTE. Comit and Cupid except Cupid is 25% off because he's a nibbler... rip. GOD they're so wiggly and cute holy SHIT ♡
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I got a new job, yay!!! ♡♡♡ Im a photographer for a warehouse >:3 let's freakin go!!!! Im so done with walmart, bro........ im gonna miss my coworkers but the job is rip.
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He hates this so much
Beeg heart ♡
Sweet man
Lil hearts ♡
Harness your hopes on just one person, because you know a harness is only made for one! ♡♡♡
I'm having too much fun and haven't even beat the story lmao;;
#pokemonZA #beetleirl
Art VS Artist with my favourite portraits as of late. ♡
Im just a little bug.
♡ #beetlepng #beetleirl #artvsartist #artsky #ocsky ♡
QRP with a character that permanently altered your brain chemistry.
LOL.... who would have guessed..... #beetleirl
Blushu, I had a great day today, thank you for the wishes, friens ♡♡♡ I got myself a birthday gift today, got more jewelry for my stretched septum stack!!! SO COOOOOL. ♡ I feel like the coolest bug in town B) i added another ring to it, too, and now my nose is sensitive lol;;; ahh...
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GUAH, Im almost at 500 followers and Im gonna cry and puke. Ty friens ♡♡♡ your support means so much to me ;w; #beetleirl
I did it! It took 12 hours straight yesterday LMAO,,, but we are home. My furry son, Hector, didnt have a panic attack this time. Good for him good for him. What a darling baby. ♡♡♡ And Im POOPED. I unpacked ALL day. XwX.... Back to drawing soon!!! :3 ily friens
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