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( ID: Tumblr user salvadorbonaparte: I'm immune to the "what if your mother had an abortion/had aborted you" argument not only because of the whole "if I don't exist how would I care" paradox but also because I recognize my mother as a human being with agency and because I do not consider the concept of motherhood and abortion mutually exclusive. people who had abortions can become parents later on. parents can have abortions. how do know my mother didn't have an abortion at some point? or yours? )
If my Mother would have had the abortion she screamed at me about wanting, after I came out looking like my Dad and not like her - I wouldn't have gone through years of trauma, neglect and abuse.
It would be quiet, actually.
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( ID: Are you a "don't fucking touch me or I'll rip ur spine out through ur throat" traumatized or a "please please touch me I need physical validation to live" traumatized. Yes. )
I don't like the accuracy of this.
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( ID: You sleep so coiled; tightly wound. Hands are fists beneath pillows, clenched above cotton sheets. You are at war, even in your dreams. Rest Achilles, the world will wait | p.d ( via p.d vulpe )
I came across this quote and it's kind of like a mental slap to the face. Because, my FiancΓ© has found me more than once curled up like that - fists balled and my face isn't one of peace...
I look like I'm at war while I'm asleep.
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Thank you for this. And thank you for posting on bluesky. Hoping #CPTSDsky can grow.
Itβs amazing how one emotional flashback can ruin your entire afternoon. #cptsdsky
Freeze is always a good time. #CPTSDsky