But I guess at least I have comfort in knowing that I’ll always be a failure, a stupid girl failure who will always be outcasted by the world around me. Although it doesn’t feel very comforting at all… guess I’ll be alone forever #twtrauma #cwselfhatred
And I guess now that I’m an adult, my growth has been stunted by the childhood pain I experienced. I feel so bad. I wish people didn’t think I was such a freak and a loser. I just want someone to love me and care for me even if only in a platonic manner #twtrauma
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I mean even the other social outcasts rejected me because they didn’t want my ‘neurodivergent cooties’ rubbing off on them. I don’t know what to tell myself anymore because no matter what I do or say, people always misinterpret my words and they think I’m cringy #twtrauma #cwselfhatred
I’ve tried everything I can to fit in, I mean, back when I was younger even the other nerdy kids rejected me from their circle of peers because they didn’t want anything to do with me. People thought that I was a freak and a loser. I feel like an outcast to this day. #twchildhoodtrauma #cwselfhatred
Sometimes I feel like I can’t do anything right, like no matter what I do, nothing will go right for me. It feels like all my efforts for building my career are a waste of time and energy. It feels like people hate me no matter where I go! I just don’t feel like I fit in #twtrauma
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TW CW: low self esteem, low self worth, self deprecation and self hatred #twchildhoodtrauma #cwselfhatred
