#drop0715 — №65
Q: What do you keep doing—even though you know it’s hurting you?
A: I drink energy drinks.
They don’t even give me energy.
It’s not a grown woman’s drink.
It’s not a coping strategy.
It’s not smart.

#drop0715 — №64
Q: Which part of your body became a symbol of survival?
A: The pinky on my left hand.
The only physical mark from a moment of unconscious self-harm.

#drop0715 — №63
Q: What do you do to keep going when you feel empty inside?

#drop0715 — №62
Q: What do you do when it’s unbearable—even though you know it’s hurting you?

#drop0715 — №61
Q: What do you keep inside because you’re afraid—if you let it out, you won’t be able to stop?

#drop0715 — №60
Q: What truth about you is so uncomfortable—it’s easier to turn it into philosophy?

#drop0715 — №59
Q: What do you love about yourself—even though society disapproves?

A: My coldness.
The way I can shut down and move forward without asking for permission.
How I choose to be ruthless with myself — but honest.

#drop0715 — №58
Q: What desire haunts you like an obsession?
A: The desire to die.
It follows me—no matter what state I’m in.
Even on medication.
Even when things are okay.

#drop0715 — №57
Q: When did you realize: no one’s going to give me power—I’m taking it?
A: I was around 20.
I ran an entire summer camp like a director—handled everything from logistics to crisis calls.
But the official “director” was a man.

#drop0715 — №56
Q: Where did you want to stay—but realized you weren’t welcome?
A: I just wanted a home.
But even in my father's house, even when I moved in with my mother later—
it never felt like home.

#drop0715 — №55
Q: Which of your habits isn’t a whim—but a manifesto of who you are?
A: Wearing headphones. Almost always.
It’s not about hiding from the world.
It’s how I tune in to my own signal.

#drop0715 — №54
Q: What moment gave you the right to be bold—forever?
A: The moment I realized my parents didn’t love me just because I was born.
They only started to, much later—and even then, in a way I could never quite recognize as love.
That realization didn’t break me.
It set me free.

#drop0715 — №53
Q: What moment made you realize: I am the storm, not the weather?
A: It hit me when I heard a man backed off from hitting on my mother—because he was afraid of my stare.
He had served nearly 18 years in prison for rape and murder.

#drop0715 — №52
Q: What part of you will live on—even if you’re forgotten?
A: The thought that I did everything I could — without destroying myself.

#drop0715 — №51
Q: Which ‘impossible’ are you planning to rewrite on your own terms?
A: Building a business like a series.
With a pre-written script, story arcs, and a planned finale.
Not just scaling — storytelling. Not just profit — prophecy.

#quietbuild #sotnichenko #lunaria #storybasedbusiness

#drop0715 — №50
Q: What do you keep in mind like a strategist—when others are in panic?
A: A 15-year plan.
Well, not just a schematic—it's more like a branching roadmap, full of contingencies and emotional clauses, adjusted to match my inner state.

#drop0715 — №49
Q: What do you want to be the first in history for?
A: For how I run things.
For the sheer number of Easter eggs in everything I create—layered so deep that anyone can find one meant just for them.
And they’d all be right.

#drop0715 — №48, no question
I just found out that I’m the only one—out of all my parents’ children—who doesn’t have a single photo in their arms.
Not one.
Not as a baby.
Not later.
Never.

#drop0715 — №47
Q: How do you cope with being ‘an inspiration’—while crying at night?
A: Easy. I cry on the bus during the day — got a solid 30 minutes for it.
At night? I grind.
No tears, just war.

#sotnichenko #quietbuild #burnoutcore #notyourmuse #publicpainprivatestrategy

#drop0715 — №46
Q: What do you do every day so that one day you can say, ‘I told you so’?

#drop0715 — №45
Q: What did you see in the future—that made it impossible to live the same way again?

Haven’t posted anything outside of #drop0715 in a while — time to fix that.

Here it is: one of the two recipes I’m currently surviving on.
There’s a good chance I’m sliding into another wave of depression — my body only accepts two meals, and this is one of them.

#drop0715 — №44
Q: What do you do in silence—and feel: this is joy?

#drop0715 — №43
Q: What moment gave you the feeling: ‘I am my own world’?
A: I wish I could say “since childhood,” but the truth took time to reach me.
In reality... it happened around age 23 — the moment I started therapy with the psychologist who changed everything.

This is still a #drop0715 (№42) —just without a question.
I’m just tired of calculating everything.
If you really want formality:
Q: How are you right now?
A: Somewhere between infinite thrill and chronic exhaustion.

#sotnichenko #quietbuild #burnoutcore #ifeeltoo #mathfatigue #stillstanding

#drop0715 — №41
Q: When was the last time you fell for someone as if they were an idea?

#drop0715 — №40
Q: What fills you so deeply it makes you want to live to 300?

#drop0715 — №39
Q: What trait of yours was too dangerous for their limits—and you chose to amplify it?

#drop0715 — №38
Q: What moment in your life do you want to live over and over again?

#drop0715 — №37
Q: What are you willing to do for simple happiness—even without a reward?