Already cried so much today & I have to somehow find the willpower to call my grandfather tomorrow. We had a few hours of snowfall but nothing stuck. Christmas doesn’t feel the same at all. #griefishard

Yesterday I wrote my Good Friday sermon and had a good cry (like I did when I wrote my Ash Wednesday sermon).

Then I was switched to Easter Vigil. Just wrote that one. Cried even harder.

#GriefIsHard

Today's my aunt heavenly 56th birthday. I didn't get to call her and sing happy birthday like I usually do. Feels like you just left us yesterday, but it's been 8 months. S.I.P Tracy. Happy heavenly birthday!I love you always. 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢 #griefishard #noclosure #myforeverangel

First Christmas without my dad...

Grief is hard.
Holidays harder.

Just trying to get through one xmas light at a time.

#grief #firstchristmaswithoutdad #deathtalk #holidaygrief #emptiness #sadness #griefishard

It didn’t kill me, but I am changed.
I walked away, a shadowed soul.
Left searching, without cause.
I carry on, but feel the void.
A heart once whole,
An echo left, deep in my soul.
I’m here, I breathe,
And a part of me, that day, quietly died.

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#endoverdose
#griefishard