your dark gospel, encrypted in body language. by papernautilus
Fandoms:Final Fantasy XIV
Explicit
Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings
F/M
Complete Work
22 Aug 2023
Tags
Creator Chose Not To Use Archive WarningsY'shtola Rhul/RunarY'shtola RhulRunar (Final Fantasy XIV)Patch 5.0: Shadowbringers (Final Fantasy XIV)Canon CompliantslowburnTrust IssuesDoomed Relationship
Summary
“Is it not past time you found someone? Strong you may be, but how much stronger might you prove with another at your side?”
She remembered Y’mhitra’s tear-stricken face. Voicing something she had never quite allowed herself to consider.
And how it felt to be held in strong, unwavering arms.
Runar sat down across from her. “You have that expression on your face,” he told her. “You are figuring out something. Care to share?”
Y’shtola blinked, and smiled. “Nothing of import,” she assured him.
And so it went.
Pre-Shadowbringers, Y'shtola/Runar slowburn.
“Our stories are the very core of our belief,” Runar said, sitting down cross-legged on the floor, looking small and bashful for all his size. “I believe it would be most effective if we begin immediately. You will accomplish two things at once: learn of our ways, and fulfill your promise.”
“May I ask you something?” Y’shtola said, closing her journal.
He nodded, his face open and eager.
“We are all driven by our own motivations,” Y’shtola screwed the cork back onto her ink jar. “Our motives need not be the same, but our goals must be of a single fixed point. So, Runar—why are you here?”
He blinked, and then spoke, his voice sonorous and soft, “I would save my people. I believe, despite the stacked odds against us, that we will one day see the night sky again. And there is little I would not do to ensure every single one of them lives to see it.”
He smiled then, his fangs glittering in the dim candlelight. “I will admit,” Runar said, “I voted against you. For all your wisdom, you have spent not even a full season in our village. And so it is in my best interest, and those of our people, to see you succeed. And you will not,” he pressed his massive hands against the crate, dwarfing hers entirely, “lest you know of our ways, as fluent as any of our Elders.”
She felt it again—that shudder through her body, at a man would lay bare his heart as easily as second-nature. There was no pride in his expression, merely hope enduring, and the patience to do his work.
Though she had traveled nigh the entire breadth of her world, she had never met a man quite like Runar.
“Your argument is sound,” she said instead, taking a fresh tome, uncorking her ink and fetching her quill. “Let us begin.”
my maintenance fic plug is a y'shtola/runar one-shot that tries to answer what y'shtola was doing for those years before the wol's arrival to the first. 12.5k, ccntuaw, explicit. #nautwrites
archiveofourown.org/works/49410598