Sometimes healing looks like pudding for breakfast at noon. And that's okay. #outoftheblue #hospitalstay I just got dressed and could easily sleep again. #neurowhatever

It may seem strange to you, you noble stranger, but I find (some) comfort in *her*, in the #drawings. It makes me feel less alone, The idea that creating, however imperfect, has become a way to find myself and reconnect with 'you', my outside world... #outoftheblue #neurowhatever #hospitalstay

new, searching for connection. Today, for the first time since I've been transfered to the other hospital, I find a little something to hold on to. Not in the expected places, but in the silence of #drawing. #outoftheblue #neurowhatever In the lines that shape my reality, a reality that has been

It feels like every line is a step in the unknown... It’s still not finished, but then again, is anything ever truly finished when it’s about the process of becoming? #drawing #insideout #neurowhatever #hospitalstay #outoftheblue

I think it will take me a lifetime to learn how to create a life. My humble attempt to breathe something real into paper.

A quiet rehearsal for the impossible act of creation itself?

What do you folks think? #drawing #insideout #neurowhatever #hospitalstay #outoftheblue

... ergens onderweg. Komt zij zo al een beetje meer tot leven, denk je?

#autoftheblue #neurowhatever #insideout #drawing

a societal model on the brink of collapse – silence, my dear #Bluesketeers, sometimes becomes a matter of survival. Recovery isn't always about doing more, but about finding places where you can just, for a moment, hear your own heartbeat again. #neurowhatever #insideout #autoftheblue 😌😉

#Outoftheblue* I started drawing/painting people for the first time in my life... learning to feel myself again, line by line, finding my technique along the way. Today was a battle against noise, light, & the world, but art kept me going. People here say I finally "speak." #neurowhatever #insideout

... paper, pencil, silence. 🤫

Sketching my way through the evening on the ward... where lines feel safer than words sometimes.

Sketching (or trying to) my path to #recovery! These are the initial details of characters from a story I started writing here in bed.

#neurowhatever #insideout