how did I end up back here?
I dug myself out from that place only to end up back where began.
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(mental and physical medical angst lol)
this is my latest art -- repost with anatomy and shading fixes :)
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metamorphosis, 2023
a fundamental change happened to me in that place, with or without my permission.
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hypersomnia 2022, migraine 2022
after death comes an awakening, but i cant wake up.
"migraine" was trying to show what they feel like for me (including visual components) lol
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death, 2021
this was going to be my last artwork. i forgot back then that i can survive death.
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the danger is to the body and it can kill, 2021
i drew this one for an art prize and unsurprisingly did not succeed haha. exploring the danger and interconnectivity of mental illness. title is a reference to radiation warnings. a bit alice-y lol
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art school life drawing practice. approx 2019-2021
was particularly proud of the first one (1 hour), the second was 25 mins.
#art #oniizina #livedrawing #sketch #charcoal
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deceit/ i can tell you anything here, 2021
this one was about my experinces with strange men online in my childhood, with the setting being a video game.
#art #oniizina #digital #crows #internet
woman wearing a pair of shorts, on her knees and folded over to rest on her head in the middle of a messy living room. she is sweating, and making upside-down eye contact with a dark brown cat on the left bottom corner. she has some fungi growing on her legs. books in the background read "how to kill fungi" and "you can't". there is a fan blowing on her.
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defeat/heat, 2021
(the description for this one was just me ranting about what is obviously just autistic meltdown.. pre-diagnosis lolol)
#art #oniizina #digital #autism #drawing
girl sits on a chair above a hot pot of stew in the kitchen. she looks sad. she is using kitchen scissors to cut mushrooms off of her body, there already are some dropped on the floor and in the pot.
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detached/i fucking hate mushrooms, 2021
feeding myself with my own pain.
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girl crouching outdoors, there is a black hole in her head, and it has shadowy figures pouring from it with sad faces. inky black falls from the hole down her face to resemble tears as she stares frightfully forward. Her feet are elongated and warped, and the ink drips from the knife in her hand onto the floor, growing small mushrooms from it. she is illuminated by a bright flashlight.
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dread 2020
another collab with ig: @ noon_illustrations
no description. this was such a fun collab. something about letting the bad thoughts out im sure lol
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a young nude woman floats in greyscale, surrounded by loving shadows- painted wuth gentle smiles and swirly bodies. she is holding a hand-held lamp which is attracting moths, especially a large flock of them pouring from her stomach. She has some mushrooms growing on her legs, and some spiderweb. text reads "we've been here a long time" from the girl, and "we have, but you're doing perfect" from the shadows.
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the hermit/dream 2020
collaboration with ig: @ noon_illustrations !!
"this work is meant to show the duality found in the hermit card. isolation can be helpful and harmful" (original post)
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