chibi pax cheering as a large old tortoise offscreen walks over. pax is smiling and holding a big leaf saying "oi! come here baby!"
small doodle of Caine from THE AMAZING DIGITAL CIRCUS captioned congrats~ GLITCH & CO ! BRAVO!! -PAX Caine is a floating object head of disembodied teeth with 2 large eyes. one blue and one green. he wears a black suit with a glittery overcoat. a black top hat that floats with a red sash. he is being given a bouquet of flowers because i love him.............
as someone still learning the world of music, i cannot even fathom you and your crews talents coming together to make something so threatening and fun !!
so cool! you ALL deserve your flowers and so many more!! ๐โจ @alexrochonva.bsky.social #tadc #paxart
doodles of Boots [she/they, 15 yrs] and TSWFTN [they/she, 15 yrs] loose writing says "and if you are real" TSWFTN is just a shadow of Boots' blue flame. her ponytail mainly resembles a candle flame.
doodle of Pax and Dexter sitting at the hideout bar, D: are you crying over the nasa launch? me: nooo ....mayybeee me: luu-luuke in his space suit!!! headcannons!! got to me! GUH UUH me: hes so cute sobbs!! pax is crying onto the counter. Dexter is drinking a coffee in a mug that says "pawn-WANT all of THIS [peach emoji]"
ogoohghhghh ft @fatplumpypanda.bsky.social
#paxart
2022 april fools chibi the joke is that we are both cyan/blue colored scheme ren is a beautiful mermaid fishy witch dragon fish and i love her
april fools i drew like 4 years ago!!!!! (2022) ft @renlay.bsky.social ๐ฉท๐ธ #paxart
work in progress shot of chubby fingers, a cow bell, and a smaller hand pressing into the larger figure's chest
yeah ill draw you fat and platonically tender #fatfur #paxart
Hunter The Horrendous
Heart Throb he/him missing fingernails large veins heartbeat can be heard across the room/walls named by Boots from his friendly nature
i like making non hostile monsters that sorta just lurch and are stuck in their old routine, completely ignoring or unaware of their new form. im still playing with an idea of animating them by myself yet making them come off as unsettling
#paxart #patchwork #bodyhorror
stand divided fall divided #paxart
tamagotchi themed characters. Tomdochi is a tomato themed octopus Pinchi is a blue bird with a yellow top ponytail, resembling more of a baby hairstyle Grapeochi is a green nub with legs, sort of resembling a sea anemone with a purple cap and 3 tendrils Dokiochi is some sort of yellow potato hippo with a pink belly. Puuchi is a red capped mushroom with white dimple cheeks and a yellow scarf. Boobi is a green bat with black horns and purple wings.
i made Festiva! in a call with Xem (bestie) we also made tamagotchis on another day. these are my weird guys (i've never had a tamagotchi) i love them all but i feel boobi needs sum work he kinda stands out but i like it too #paxart
Festiva, age: 32 circus act: hand walking prop: throwing knives (stored in back) body quirk: stretchy limbs and star portal tummy. has kleptomania. cannot control what she pulls out. she pulls in her coat ruffles inwards as anyone can reach in there. holding breath: little baby slugs come out of her tummy...no baby is the same. usually they retreat back to her tummy, but no one really knows what happens when they "run away" bio: entered the circus at 17, was caught stealing baby formula. [government body] started sentencing juvenile inmates into a circus server. was forgotten and merged with the main digital circus server.* **I don't care about math/timelines. this is prolly post story/copycat company. point is jail is bad crime is morally gray. never lock a bad bitch up. based off of my shellos plush, and "kitty surprise" from playskool/hasbro toys from 2005. the photo of the kitty toy wa snot my kitty. just the best pic available. she was mostly white, had heart cheek marking? and 3 babies. all the babies in the toy line were random (2-5). so it feels fitting to just let whatever slug shapes take form... the babies in the toy line were also gender marked by the colors under their ears. her gender can be whatever, but her pronouns are she/her.
this is Festivia! :] shes a stretchy sea slug with a portal tummy
#paxart #tadc #tadcOC
chibi lose comic of the surgery experience, all i remember, a nurse in a flower patterned hair net asks, "Pax, what are your pronouns?" me: they/them. . . another surgeon on the right introduced himself? but all i could make it was "alright i'm gonna give you some oxygen ok Pax?" it was all black from that moment waking up felt like my head was, smearing in slow motion, me, internally: i feel like a animation smearr.... nurse: sweetie, you want some juice? me: oh peas?? nurse: [unintelligible] i have [unintelligible], orange, [unintelligible] ...? me: orange peease nurse: of course sweetheart me giggling (loves being called that)
i just remember the bright bright room and 6 ppl in there and 1 of them asked so kindly. it feels like they gave me enough for a horse stg (positive, best sleep of my life)
jay told me i was giggly and offering my juice, i do not remember this but it was BANGIN juice #paxart
chibis of pax within a clinic setting, one in a dentist setting, all comments about their size and body. things they cannot control "sorry i keep missing hun, your veins are so little" "nurse hand me the pediactric sized tools for tiny small baby patients" "i see why you have so much trouble, your mouth is tiny" "now give me your hand, oh gosh, so small!" there are times it is degrading, to be condensed down to nothing. of course i love my friends, i love being the little one. just ah, sometimes it turns into actual insults lol. a jab. a strict binary. and i dont really, know how to be firm. i had to move around my therapy appointments so i just, feel alone and at a loss. but i needed this. i need to try. the clinic has been so nice. im just struggling to find my confidence in social spaces. i know these people mean well haha. its just, so awkward at times. infantilized as a trans person, ive been digging into my RSD, getting diagnosed and taken seriously is so hard. feeling emotions is hard. its such a big blow and extreme low. i have surgery the 26th, im hoping it improves my chronic pains, but its going to be a month/year thing till i see progress. so im just, slogging through the emotions. i always cry over the smallest of things haha, its so embarrassing. i dont feel like a person with willpower, i don't feel human. i feel broken and like too much! i do want to be, small and cherished, deep down. but i feel admitting that means im weak? denying it gives the wrong impression. can't we just be? some sort of oobleck? soft and firm whenever we want? do i have to pick one? i have a even harder time admitting this in cis spaces lol, bc everyone thinks i want to transition to a large transman. but no, im content being small, i love my agender self. i love my size. its just those days where, everything feels intimidating? like im forgettable? i feel too sensitive. that my emotions are too big. im always kind to others but its way too hard to be kind to myself...
๏ผ๏น๏ผ [vent] #paxart
rough thumbnail of Pax feeding Cow Cam. one paw under their chin as they offer a pastry.
slightly cleaner sketch of Pax feeding Cow Cam. this time Cam towers over them...Pax with one paw on his boob
#fatfur
editing the height difference kills me bc i can no longer hold Cam's face...
"just draw phantom paws" ITS NOT THE SAME #paxart
a small doodle of Cam as a round green cow, swirly eyes but excited to be brought a pie. Pax is represented by a black wolf, dragging a blanket by their teeth, tail wagging. caption reads: "wolf that uh, enables the livestock"
thank you for stopping by. this sounds silly but i have not had fun with art like this in what feels like ages #fatfur #paxart
older chibi sketch i drew expressing me not partaking in certain kinks, but happy to see the creation of art and deep passion. caption is a placeholder for the reader to envision their own thing. "my friend's art" chibi character: yay! they clap their hands and smile warmly. "my friend's kink art that i don't understand but i support" chibi: "THE HIGHLIGHTS ARE SO SEXY" they say, with clasped hands and interlocking fingers. they stare and drool with approval and interest.
make positive vent art, and read alt text #paxart
CHAOS (he/him, 30s) a white cat with a bobtail and black blood limbs for arms. his expression is annoyed with his arms crossed. Varas (he/him, 17yrs) a gray cat with orange highlights across his fingertips and cheeks. he has his chest puffed out ready to square up with CHAOS. a caption points to Varas saying "standing like a hater" Ekon (he/him. 1yr) a large golem that towers in the back behind the two. he looks like hes trying to be patient with the both of them, but secretly annoyed. he has the same markings as Varas, his older brother does.
rough sketches of the previous drawing. CHAOS headshape studies and a silly doodle of the 3 previous characters each of them have a rough summary written about their character CHAOS (30 something who hates a 17 year old boy fo no good damn reason) Varas (17 year old shithead) Ekon (1 year old rock baby boy who's super patient but it's kinda funny seeing him lose it over the 30 something)
i like when people realize they are the bad guys heehee
#paxart #patchwork
thanks for havin' me cooldown sketch drawing of (Pax) pressing a heart sign into Luke's tummy :]
Gerry, (he/him, 30s) a mouthless alien with 4 red eyes on both his chest, and another pair of 4 on his face. he has thin branch like horns and dark red claws. a mouth with sharp white teeth resides where his stomach is. he is 9 feet tall and towers over Pax both in weight and scale. Pax, (they/them, 26//sona) is a 5'2 phantom, similar in species. but they have only 5 blue eyes on their face and dark skin resembling shadow. Pax is attempting to get their soft measuring tape back. phantom paws tugging the yellow tape from Gerry's maw. Pax: Good news! you SMASHED your goal! Pax: n-now can i ha-have my tape b-back...? they say, intimidated by his size.. Gerry laughs; HA HA HAH ! he he...no :) he smiles with pride.
measurement YCH - for LonelyMoth on FA!
p-please its mmy last one...๐๐ฆ
#paxart #fatfur #sizedifference
#paxart bc i forgor :]
little muffins and little loaf of bread bananas, oats, sunflower seeds, peanutbutter, sugar, whey protein, and chocolate chips. the camera is positioned above on a wire rack
its 10pm (way past my bedtime) but i made nana muffins and nana bread....im calling it banana oat duck bread tho #paxart
chibi comic doodles pax: la la la they are making nana bread (banana bread) [pax recalls their friends, gamers and cam, different events but commenting on their ocs] Gamers: THAT'S SO COOL! CHAOS IS COOL! gamers has highlights in his eyeball and looks pumped Cam: Varas and CHAOS give off sonic/shadow energy! smiling warmly pax sways and giggles in absolute bliss, their phantom paw continues stirring as they wiggle pax: hehehe... i-i never heard m-my friends s-so excited!
HELLO SPACE CADET!! heres a little blog post for the project i was working on stream today :] and thank you for 5% funded for the march goal! ๐ซ
ko-fi.com/post/progres... โ๐
#animation #paxart #epilepsywarning
got some work in and found a cool blender add on x] #paxart
streetpunk wear for @mossflwer.live
winter outfits for Ekon [he/him , 1yr]
Benzedrine [he/him, 100>yrs] tailor outfit
country/punk casual summer look for @crittercomet.bsky.social
skater fox outfit design for @reckarus.bsky.social
cozy outfit design for @missjackiecr.bsky.social
blacklight colored outfits, inspired by 20s suits for my oc Starman [they/he]
i really should just compile my outfit comms somewhere. but i also hope to host a PW outfit stream! (stream where i design you a look to fit in my story universe) but enjoy these bc i forget to post my art #paxart
im just gonna make all my ko-fi stuff free now, so yeah. :]
i'll still upload here, but as i finish animation work im excited to compile previous supporters in the credits!!
enjoy the jay exploration concerpts #paxart
loose sketches of Pax and Luke Pax is petting Luke's head saying; whatever it is, we can take steps to improve. but I'm happy you chose rest today, why don't you rest here my friend! and maybe try my paczki!
continuation of the previous characters. Pax is holding Luke's head; "i know i'm not extra soft like you- but i'm still soft in other places! (i'm talking about my thighs...) they mumble ohh i know! tea, paczki, and pets!! every precious thing needs rest, and you're pretty precious!!" Pax using their phantom paws to brew tea and float over snacks. They pet his head as his tail thumps happily @fattydragonite.bsky.social
rest @fattydragonite.bsky.social ๐ซ๐ฉโจ
#paxart #fatfur
deltarune fandesign sketches tv head with wide hips and a chubby chin bc i can cringe self insert where he calls me "little fella" and im normal abt it
#paxart i want to deltaruin his waistline [sighs]
chibi comic of Pax (they/them) and anonymous friend eating out Pax: oh its got red bean paste filling! so yummy!! wanna sum? Friend, disgusted at the offer: No thanks- I don't like spicy food Pax: what? its the color- its beans and sugar- Friend: still! no thanks... Pax: You don't like Beans? Friend: Nope. texture's mushy and I hate the taste! Pax: what about refried beans ina burrito? bean soup with pork?? Friend: blagh! no way! me: okey dokey!!
i love red bean paste!! ill never forget trying mochi and my friend getting sooo upset it wasn't icecream meanwhile i found my new fav thing!! #paxart
captioned: HAPPY (late) BIRTHDAY Gamers! Pax (they/them) hugging Eyeman (he/him) from behind! he is a fluffy squirrel anthro with a floating eyeball head, him and Pax are making direct eye contact. He holds his fluffy paws shyly as Pax's phantom paw brushes his big bushy tail. The shed fluff cartoonishly becomes it's own eyeball creature
he is my best friend he is soft and i love him :] #paxart