still exhausted, but at least theres 2hrs left of my shit. then i can go home and rot
#personalstuff #irl #work
i started doing some pilates at home before going to bed, hoping to lose some weight. but i think its helping me to sleep better too.
#personalstuff #goal
bruh do the people here think we're fucking stupid? god i wanna burn this fuckass town down. at least these stupid fucking projects would stop & we wouldnt have to deal w them. who the fuck wants meta here anyways
#personalstuff #irl
legit so echausted but i dont think th gym will be very busy today so at least i have that
#personalstuff #irl #work
put my hair up while i draw or else ill have a breakdown. and i think i mean that seriously. havent been feeling right for the past few hours
#personalstuff #irl
forgot to say: i didnt check out that omegaverse book last night loll. i DID check out a novel called "The Gatsby Gambit" & i started reading it this morning. ngl i like it so far. we'll see if thatll stay that way
#books #reading #personalstuff #irl
was in the library waitin for my friend & was lookin to see if i could find anything that piqued my interest. found a PLETHORA of omegaveree novels by the same person. thinkin bout readin one for shits & giggles
#personalstuff #irl #books
im tired of being embarrassed. im tired of fucking shit up. im just tired in general. i need to get high, forget everything, and be forgotten
#personalstuff #irl
gotta prop open the door somehow
#personalstuff #irl #work
how to layer clothes so you dont have heat stroke:
button ups under tshirt. thats it
#irl #personalstuff
once i get a car. im quitting my job & getting tf away from here. im so sick & tired of everything.
#personalstuff #irl
i should be allowed to leave my body for a while. or be dead for a while. either one works
#personalstuff #irl
sleep is useless. i never sleep
#personalstuff #irl
I DONT NEED SLEEP I NEED MORE CAFFEINE. AND I NEED IT TO WORK. IM GONNA LIVE FOREVER!!!
#personalstuff #irl
who woulda thought that a hospital visit & subsequent appts would make me feel less and less like "myself" & more like "intangible creature that shouldnt exist"? i didnt but maybe i shoulda. quoting RussianBadger video: "i should not exist"
#personalstuff
update for the masses: ive been discharged & im finally home!! hopefully smth like this never happens again. that was honest to god terrifying
#personalstuff #diabetes
im sad & want ramen :(
#personalstuff
yup. still in hospital
update for the masses: no diacharge today, but ive made improvements! i can finally eat soldi foods! im still fairly tired & now waitin for mom to get here to talk her ears off loll. i feel great, or as great as you can be for being in hospital
#personalstuff #diabetes #hospital
hey gang. i ended up at the hospital last night. ketoacidosis, severe dehydration from vomiting. cant remember very much; was v out of it last night, boredeine delerious. but i made it! still in hospital but i may be dischRged today #diabetes #personalstuff #hospital
(pic from last night)
i cant wait for tmrw where im alone, clean & disaociate for hours like the good fuckin robot i am #personalstuff yeah im not doing well but who cares loll i dont
im starting to think im rlly an android. cuz what else does an android do but clean up & make places presentable then go hide in their room when theyre not needed eh??? #personalstuff #dbhreference
dont you love how dead you look?
#personalstuff
the mental illness is mental illness-ing (has been for weeks lmaoooo) i apologize in advance for any fuckshit i post #personalstuff
iron lung movie fitπ₯π₯π₯
#personalstuff #ironlungmovie
im waiting for my hair to dry before i put my hat on loll
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Omw to my psychology final !! 45 min presentation (β Λβ ο½₯β _β ο½₯β Λβ ) wish me luck :">
i cant wait to go home & sleep foreeevveeerrrrrrrr #personalstuff
was lookin at photos from around graduation time cuz nostalgia is a bitch and. man. i should never have made it this far :D #personalstuff
birthday's comin up too fast :/ goddamnit #personalstuff
went drivin for like 2 & a half hrs so im very glad i got myself a reward before the trip back home (the part that took the longest lol)
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