a warm marui lit by some fire off-screen Gjera, completely undressed save for some trinkets and decorations adorning them, frotting against maxwell's erect clit cowgirl style
fertility rituals
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a portrait of roger's daughter, Omi, as a young tsakarem, the "princess" of her clan
a princess
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a sketch where Gjera pulls in her best friend and spouse into the dance circle both are fairly young yet, though already wearing the attire of Tsahik and Olo'eykte
the joys of youth
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a portrait of gjera chanting their congcord, dressed in their daily tsahik attire fit for cold weather, their shawl adorned with all the beads and embroidery that mark their memories from other clans they'd migrated to
an au we've been rolling around recently
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interpretations of my favorite female characters from avatar: the game (2009) from left to right: marali: beyda'amo's mate, a beautiful contrast of tipani's tenderness and spirituality to their perceived vigor and strength amanti: a strong female chieftain of one of the most tangerous thanator infested regions of tipani's territories fmilam: a cornered healer who barely speaks any english with somewhat Unique a retrieval quest for her unipey: my beloved, a rare portrayal of a tsakarem "who may not be fit for the role she was assignes after all"
confession: i am genuinely, Deeply in love and obsessed with 2009 avatar game
sure, it's not Good de-facto, but i genuinely believe it has one of the Biggest wasted potentials of all time - in places you wouldn't expect, even!
poke me, and hear me rant abt it for 5 hours non stop
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some silly ahh references for da problem baby
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everybody on my tl seems to be posting baibies today.
so i decided to contribute with Her
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a picture of Dina, roger's disabled daugher, sitting in High Camp severe myopia, her parent has fashioned a pair of visors for her that combines both the omatikaya's natural style and powerful lenses built in vitiligo, skeletal deformations, dysplasia, a cleft palate, and much more - she was born very frail and weak, with her bad temper to compensate for all
a black sheep (2023)
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a group photo taken with a bright flash, almost a parody of that infamous atwow sully family pic In the middle of it there is Samuil, Gjera's son, who is hugging both of his "moms", trying to bring them closer together Margarita is confused, a little bit embarassed, and overall lost (pretty much as always), unsure of how to act Roger, however, being so fond of their biological offspring (/sarc), can't even hide their grimace of disdain and disgust, fighting against Samuil's arm around their neck as they try to back away from him as much as possible Syoma is unbothered by all the family drama, since he equally loves both his foster "mom" (who was raising him alone for the first 6 years of his life after gjera's death) and the blood one.
a picture-perfect family (2023)
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Roger in their military recom uniform, with a stern look on their face Having just dismounted, they're standing by their banshee, Dersha - a huge bright orange/red monstrosity almost twice the size of a regular ikran - she's trying to nudge her rider, but they push her muzzle away "This is why we have lovers, And why we have fighters This is why the arms race And particle colliders"
They catch a glimpse of their wife looking at them, their eyes meet, and Gjera's face sinks immediately. They hate having Margarita Seeing them like that, her being reminded of what Sort of job they have to do on a baily basis. Their ears flatten, they frown, their face expressing both sorrow, shame and regret. They almost open their mouth to say anything - only to realize there's nothing to be said, really. All they can do is hope for forgiveness, and acceptance. Margarita is standing there, however, with an ambiguous look on her face, that of uncertainty, anxiety, grief, longing, and doubt - everything at once, and yet nothing at all at the same time. Arms crossed on her chest - she is unsure of what to say and how to behave. Her tiny frame is but an embodiment of a small soul crushed by a monstrous weight of all the events unfolding - corporations, dying earth, the scales of human race extinction against planet scale war crimes and genocide being committed. What is a human life compared to the death of the world? After all, they have nothing to hold on to but each other. "Mine's a humble flame, Just a little white lighter."
Typhoon - "Artificial Light" (2023)
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the stars on their chest: each mission under their command with civillian victims a "Challenger" logo - a reference to amanda palmer's "Astronaut: A Short History of Nearly Nothing": i had an image in my head, for whatever reason, of an astronaut’s wife, waiting on a beach for her husband’s return, only to watch as his body parts landed on the beach in front of her. but at least she’d have something – some reminder. a flying swallow - a symbol tied to a fateful affair that had led to Roger's birth, the one that they've cursed with every cell of their being for the entirety of their life, only to fall into the same trap again - cheating on their spouse. this tattoo is nothing short of a humiliating punishment and humbling irony - a reminder of who you are.
a better, more complete ref of the rest of their tats (some of which aren't present on the pic above)
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several shots showing off roger's recom tattoos "Acta Deos nunquam mortalia falunt" - Of mortal deeds Gods can't be deceived from Ovid's Tristia - "Of mortal deeds Gods can't be deceived - Thus, you must know, that crime was absent from my fault" A bloody red, flaming wolf on their back, holding an arm grabbing its tail in its mouth - a the combo of two latin proverbs - i hold the wolf by its ears, and to hold the tiger by its tail - a deadlock, a situation where both holding on and letting go could be deadly. the throes of her service in the Recom squad The spot on the right hand - the birthmark, bears huge significance to them so it had to be replicated. The flower on a wedding ring finger - a replacement for a wedding ring (and rita's Flower name) a snake on the wrist - a harsh reminder to not let your mind be overtaken by deadly passions. Placed upon a past scar the crowns on the nape - a nickname from prison, "Triplecrown", comparing her to an elite racehorse who broke her leg and had to be put down - the symbolism of all the "trinities" in their life. a partridge on her chest, above the heart - an ommage to the illustration from the aberdeen bestiary. It was believed in the middle ages that it steals eggs from other birds, to nurture those as their own felo de se - felon from himself - archaic legal term for one who commits suicide, referring to early English common law punishments, such as land seizure, inflicted on those who killed themselves Rungjerd was Roo for short - and Joey was their baby name only their father used to call them On the right shoulder - and on the left leg too - huge scars left from two gnarly bullet wounds The throat - Ahriman, - Zoroastrian "devil", all that opposes the cleansing fire & truth. So severe and catastrophic the consequences of their actions and missteps are, of their very birth even, so much grief they had brought upon the loved ones- the downfall is inevitable, crowned by self-hatred
a chronicle of failures (2022)
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a full-body reference for Margarita's avatar body - lean, flat, unpronounced features, thick regular stripes - a perfect image of a "серая тетька" (her hair is up to show the neck stripe pattern)
a headshot sketch for the same avatar, her hair canonically down now
an old experiment of a sketch
was just trying to see how rita's own blue doll version might've looked like
/non-canon, will never be
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Gjera on a smoke break, sitting there, severely malnourished, thin, underslept, huge bags under their eyes, their hair has long since grown out and is unkempt, they are wearing a shirt that hasn't been washed in Months and is adorned with nasty food and sweat stains Dr. René Harper, the head of their department, scolds them for breaking all of the wellness guidelines for employees, while they simply shrug it off (in a rather rude manner) H: "Gee Roger, you smell like murder, when was the last time you-" G: "'Fuck do you care, Harper"
needless to say with a brand new able 3m doll to run all your errands their human body got "abandoned" rather quickly.
(this sketch has aged poorly and im just *itching* to "fix" it but obviously, im not wasting my time on this.
So let it be)
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Gjera's avatar, freshly decanted, unfathomably huge (3.30m+), sitting on a bunk, gleaming with joy as they stare at their wife (who works as a nurse, and had been assigned to watch after their recovery), for this is the first time in Years they've been able to see her, at long last. Margarita's med personnel attire's silhouette is painfully reminiscent of a wedding dress and a gown. Whole in their union, once again.
Margarita smiles modestly, as Roger cups her tiny face in a breathing mask with their ginormous hand, and Rita holds onto one of their fingers shyly
oh to be born anew, only to fall for for you again.
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Rita sitting there, her face barely showing the signs of deep, deep grief, her eyes glistening with tears ever so slightly, her frame illuminated by a faint blue light in front of her "I told you, i told you,"
Roger's avatar floating in an amnio-tank, now forever comatose, or in a deep sopor, never to be driven again as their human body has long since been incinerated - the once cleanly shaved hair has already grown out by this point "...I have nothing left with which to hold you"
"I lean up" Margarita reaches to touch her necklase w her fingers - it's a "safe drive", a portable storage Roger copied their entire DNA structure and brain's neural network onto - their memories, personality, everything. It has a golden cuckoo chick engraved onto it. "against you," This is the only peace of "them" margarita has in their death. "We need heat where we're gonna go,"
A faint silhouette of Roger in deep, deep, cold waters - a backpack tied tight around their torso, as their unconscious body slowly descends into pitch black, drowning. Their body is now forever entombed in this cold, empty blue, just as they intended to, when they tried to commit suicide at the age of 19, many years ago A figure of a small child, their 4 year old self, lost and alienated, sits in the foreground. "...I have been there, I should know that."
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They found our limbs caused us too much pain
Oh, so they cut off my arms
And they cut off my legs
Now I'm wanderin' around and I feel out of place
I would like to go back to-
a shot of Sybille, in her military uniform, slumped on a chair - her face is partially obscured, and what we can see is completely blank and expressionless. her arms are numb, her hands are shaking, whether it's a consequence of having just carried a heavy weight, or simple shock. Or both One of her shoulders is adorned by a horrid stain - blood, sweat and saliva mixed all together, the last imprint of what once used to be the living human being soaked into the fabric.
Ayah al-Imran 3:143 "You were longing for death, before you met it. Now you have seen it with your own eyes" Dried up bloody foam, uncannily abundant, splattered across the floor.
An image that was burnt into Sybille's memory forevermore The sight of Gjera's horribly bloodshot eye - skin red, veins bulging Up to this day, Sybille is not sure whether it was an unseeing stare of a body seized by agonal convulsions, or there was the last mute plea for help in it.
"Anahita", or an ultimate pursuit of complete Rebirth (2022)
(tw: implied death depictions)
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Avatar dorms, late night Gjera (in their braind new avatar body) undresses, gleaming with joy as they show off their new, perfect body, their sanhì unusually bright, flicking their ears - they eye Rita, asking whether she likes what she sees mischievously Rita, face blank, unimpressed: ..mm-i could get used to that… i guess
Gjera crawls on all fours towards Margo, pestering her Margo, pretending to be annoyed (in russian): That’s it, enough, we’re up to our necks in work, and you keep fooling around… (whispers) and in public, too… To which Roger answers with a loud, obnoxious “meow”
body euphoria, or «ears and tails speak too» (2022)
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margarita, fastening her bra, her glasses elsewhere, looking flustered, confused, and mildly embarrassed : You better… get dressed. Martin said they wanted to check on your avatar sometime tonight,
Rita: I- I don’t think you want them to find it like this, do you?… meanwhile gjera (or rather, their avatar), gleaming with joy, lying there absolutely Naked, with nothing but a piece of sheet covering their most compromising parts up, grinning at Margo: Well that would be awkward
hideout (2022)
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Margarita (human) gently embraces Gjera’s (avatar) ginormous head, scratching their shaven scalp, holding onto the CO2 gas mask with her other hand, as they lean into her cheek and run their giant fingers through her hair absentmindedly
safe haven
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