Think I'm done for the night.
Just got hit by two unmarked glue trap posts in a row and it's a lot.
#VentPost
my pc mouse just died and I'm so pissed off, I've had it less than a year, treated it like a baby and it just shat itself and damn near bricked my PC
I'm now hunting for new mice, I don't wanna touch razer but I don't trust logitech anymore π idk what to do or get
#nsfw #nsfwbsky #ventpost
Currently not doing so well found out two of our subsystems went dormant
#didsystem #opalorchidcollective #ventpost #lifeupdate #dissociativeidentitydisorder #systempost #mentalhealth
Always the soundboard and therapist friend; always dropped when Iβm no longer useful. π #vent #ventpost #deletelater
I guess this is a #ventpost ? #dreamPost ? #nightmarePost ?
Why do I still love him? He's broken my heart. He's over me. It's been 4 months. Why can't I just move on from him? #ventpost
I just hate life so fucking much in general right now. I'm in constant pain, my home is falling apart, and I can't be there to support my loved ones who are going through their own shit.
I just want to stop being kicked every five minutes whilst I'm already down.
#VentPost
I'm scared that one day I will die and none of you will know. Or that any of you will even care. Uhhhhhh #ventpost I guess. I'm realizing this is super sad and now I'm over my sadness.
Early post because I have some vent art I literally just made
#ventpost #artwork #originalart #furry
My eyes fill with fear when you come around
Hollow bones breathing slow through this empty ground
Fill this hole in my head with your solemn vows
Melodies ringing out with a broken sound
#cyanslucy
#smallartist #ocartist #transartist #originalcharacter #ventart #traumacore #crywolf #ventpost
So ive gotta stop being a little bitch and do something for myself. maybe get off the internet for a while. interact with people more. become a real person instead of a sad little leech that lurks online like a fucking loser! #ventpost also
I thought some sexy time would take my mind off of all the emptyness im feeling. But no, I can't find anything to get me into the mood. And now I'm just back to feeling like shit. This is like my best coping mechanism! Distracting my mind from the bad thoughts! What the heck!? #ventpost #nsfw
Hoolyyy shittt.... I just finished catching up on Shine, and I don't think I've cried that much in my life. The feels are... feeling. Though, reading it has made me more sad and jealous that I don't have anyone to care for me or anything. Idk, I feel silly for thinking that..... #VentPost I guess π
People once threatened to ai generated porn of me. The fucking cornered me in a bathroom and took pictures of me. Once again, I have another reason to hate Ai
#antiai #vent #ventpost
Me: *yaps about Galactic Brawl*
Person B: βLearn anatomy. Stick to the fundamentals.β
Ffs.. Canβt a guy yap about his passions without this constant bullshit.. π€¦πΎββοΈ
#doodle #traditionalart #ventpost
I'm honestly feeling like shit lately, and I know it ain't helping by feeling guilty over it keeping me from being productive or social in any way.
I know I have a duty to rest as needed, I don't owe anyone to wear myself out.
Is just an evil cycle in my head
#VentPost
two deers hooding hands. one deer is chubby with brown hair and brown eyes, while the other is thinner with gren hair and green eyes. text above them says: "we hate having a body"
having a body is so odd having a ED sucks and losing weight is hard
#vent #ventart #ventpost #anthro #anthroart
Idk why I've been so extra jealous and depressed about being single. Why is it only hurting so much now? He broke up with me like 3 months ago. It hurt then too, but it's like it all came back and came back so much worse. #ventpost
I hate feeling sad. Like, there's so much bad stuff happening in the world that I should be upset about but here I am concerned with my own problems. There are people dying out there while I lay here and complain about how I feel lonely. God I'm pathetic. #ventpost
I would love to give a fuck about pokemon but the middle east is getting fucked and children are dying what about their dreams and families? The games they would have wanted to play. This shit is fucking me up omg bruh im sorry i cant deal. #vent #pissed #ventpost #willdelete
I remember when I used to get excited for the new Pokemon games, but now they're all on a game system I can't afford, the games themselves I can't afford and while I still love Pokemon - I just don't get excited for their games anymore. π€·ββοΈ
#Pokemon #AsheRambles #VentPost
yeah I blocked you, I made it clear I didn't care for your pics man. you didn't need to go make another account just to tell me you reciprocated the block. you π are π not π God's π gift π to π earth.
#nsfw #nsfwsky #spicysky #ventpost
for context I have cosplayed in the past, and I have no issue with low effort cosplays but you standing there in knock off speedos and calling it a lewd cosplay doesn't cut it friend. at least make an effort. calling me a moron because I said no and to leave it?+
#nsfw #nsfwsky #spicysky #ventpost
got my first hate mail!!
imagine getting so butt hurt over the most mid of "lewds" or "cosplay" that you make 2 more accounts to send your mid pics and to call me stupid and say you blocked me. okay dude, NEXT! +
#nsfw #nsfwsky #spicysky #ventpost
hitting severe autistic burnout...
im so tired of having to explain my dx to people
#cyanssona
#actuallyautistic #autism #ventart #ventpost #smallartist #ocartist #transartist
God I'm so tired of being in pain
this is the rest of my life
I'm never going to not be in pain
oh god
I'm so tired
#ventpost
Kind of sad as I come to accept that I won't be able to do a short story per day this #MacroMarch like I did last year. I've just been repeatedly traumatised the last 6 months, feel drained, and I'm also missing art I'd hoped to have go with it.
But in the end, healing is more important.
#VentPost
sorry to the folks who have dmed me, I'm just kinda feeling like shit and after everything yesterday i was just too in my feels to have convos with others
#nsfwacc #ventpost
Person standing apathetically with their intestines spilling out onto the ground
When you leave therapy like...
#ventpost
it's a fucking mess and it can feel really hostile at times when all im trying to do is bring the other side of a debate. it's really hard for me to make friends at the best of times and this just ruins it
#nsfwacc #ventpost
(sorry for the tags, it stops the wrong kinds of people seeing this)