Celtic cross spread Heart of the matter: nine of swords. dark visions & anguish. Depression. Insomnia. Worries at midnight. Despair. Desperation. Battling with myself. Opposing factors: the lovers. Union. Desire. Joy. Strong relationships. Nourish. Honor & respect. Root cause: the empress. mother. Creation/nature. Compassion. Fertile. Wants more love. Reconnecting with nature. Past: daughter of wands. Free spirit. Busy in career. Stubborn much stronger than one seems. Transformation and spiritual breakthrough. Visionary passionate. Goal: high priestess. Mystery & psychic wisdom. Intuition and realms. Listen more closely to voices within. Future: nine of wands. Strength stamina and confidence. Doubt & fear. Final stretch. Rally confidence see how far ive come. Everything will pay off. You: father of cups. Diplomatic & open minded. Insecurity. Patron of art. External influence: 3 of swords. Betrayal heartbreak & turmoil. Emotional entanglement. Hopes & fears: 8 of wands. Sudden change. Clairty like lightning. Surrounded by it. Idenity. Final outcome: ace of swords. Truth and clarity. Make decisions ive put off.

Heart of the matter: nine of swords: dark visions & anguish. Depression. Insomnia. Worries at midnight. Despair. Desperation. Battling with myself.

Kinda scares me how close to home these hit sometimes. Did a reading on my current situation. Drew 9 of swords right out the gate. All I could think of was my 2 tumors. Outcomes are positive overall, just gotta be careful with external influences. #tarot #wildanimaltarot #narrativework