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Ep 226: We Were In a Cult? Katja's Story In this episode of We Were in a Cult?, I sit down with Katja, who shares her experience of being introduced to the ICOC in Germany, not as someone born into it, but as someone searching. As a young mother trying to find her footing in life and faith, she was met in a moment where community, clarity, and certainty felt both needed and welcome. What unfolds is an honest and thoughtful conversation about how environments like this can shape identity over time, how questions can quietly build beneath the surface, and what it takes to begin seeing things differently. Katja’s story is a powerful reminder that these experiences aren’t limited to one place or one kind of person, they’re often closer to home than we think. If you are a member, were a member, or know someone who was a member of the ICOC or ICC and would like to share your story about life in and out of the church, I’d love to hear from you. Together, we can continue exploring the question, “We were in a cult?” and perhaps find some healing along the way. You can reach me via email at clemenzwithaz@gmail.com, or send me a DM on Instagram at the Clemenz With a Z podcast page. If you want to support the podcast financially, you can head over to ClemenzWithAZ.com, there’s a merch store there with shirts, stickers, all kinds of stuff. You can also donate directly through the GoFundMe, the link’s in the show notes. Every bit goes a long way in helping me keep these conversations going. And if you’re looking for something a little more regular, check out my Substack: Devotions for the Disillusioned & Deconstructing. That’s where I share short reflections, devotionals, and some extra behind-the-scenes thoughts that don’t always make it onto the podcast. And of course, the best way you can support the show is by subscribing, rating, and leaving a review wherever you listen to podcasts. Share it with a friend, post it on your socials, drop it in a group chat, it all helps more than you know. This podcast keeps going because of listeners like you showing up, engaging, and passing it on. So thank you for being here, for listening, and for being part of this messy middle with me. Until next time, take care of yourselves, and each other.

"We were in a #Cult? Katja's Story"
Clemenz With a 'Z' Podcast
23 Mar 2026 [1:07:48]
#ICOC
https://s.cultpodcasts.com/RKRyx4AB80mpnWEXpE6uRg

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how i ended up in a christian cult (the icc) (part 2)
how i ended up in a christian cult (the icc) (part 2) thank you for being so patient with me as i finally found the time to sit down and record part 2 of how i ended up joining the icc (international church of christ) back in 2019. Instagram ➔ http://bit.ly/2Rlmhc3 FaceBook ➔ http://bit.ly/2KmqQ5d Tik Tok ➔ http://bit.ly/2oHKJKK Buy Me A Coffee ➔ http://bit.ly/2ZA8N0a Shop My SIte ➔ https://www.shereallyhadababy.com/ Shop My Amazon Store ➔ http://amzn.to/3lzXXCe ⬇︎Business E-mail⬇︎ jessica@preferencetalentgroup.com

"How I Ended up in a Christian #Cult (The ICC) (Part 2)"
She Really Had A Baby
18 Mar 2026 [0:16:25]
#ICOC
https://s.cultpodcasts.com/U27WU1-_EE_5Hi8ogLnJdw

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War Crimes Prosecutor Reed Brody on Epstein Files, Duterte's ICC Case & Ukraine War Anniversary
War Crimes Prosecutor Reed Brody on Epstein Files, Duterte's ICC Case & Ukraine War Anniversary Support our work: https://democracynow.org/donate/sm-desc-yt War crimes prosecutor Reed Brody joins _Democracy Now!_ to discuss a number of ongoing human rights issues, including the international fallout of the so-called “Epstein files,” the International Criminal Court case against former Philippine President Rodrigo Duterte, the Russian invasion of Ukraine — now marking its fourth anniversary — and more. Democracy Now! is an independent global news hour that airs on over 1,500 TV and radio stations Monday through Friday. Watch our livestream at democracynow.org Mondays to Fridays 8-9 a.m. ET. Subscribe to our Daily Email Digest: https://democracynow.org/subscribe

"War Crimes Prosecutor Reed Brody on #EpsteinFiles, Duterte's ICC Case & Ukraine War Anniversary"
Democracy Now! @democracynow.org
24 Feb 2026 [0:08:37]
#HumanTrafficking #ICOC #Cult
https://s.cultpodcasts.com/vX1kU_BB8kiqVFjDNqhNRQ

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Ex-UK envoy Mandelson released on bail in Epstein-linked misconduct probe | ANC
Ex-UK envoy Mandelson released on bail in Epstein-linked misconduct probe | ANC Here are the stories on ANC's The World Tonight (Feb. 24, 2026). - Prosecutors of the International Criminal Court opened day two of pre-trial hearing with details of the Duterte administration's oplan double barrel and the ex-president's supposed death list. - ICC prosecutors oppose a defense request to unmask possible witnesses in Duterte's crimes against humanity case. - The Philippine House Justice Committee is set to begin deliberations on the impeachment complaints against Vice President Sara Duterte. - President Marcos Jr. says they have been talking with some people for the 2028 presidential race. Subscribe to iWant to watch ANC live and on-demand: https://www.iwanttfc.com For more ANC Interviews, click the link below: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLm34qRgqWBU7xKLMmMuJiQANZkV2vwZ15 For more The World Tonight videos, click the link below: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgyY1WylJUmjcx3D-NKOQ1b9oNibUXc1a For more ANC Highlights videos, click the link below: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLm34qRgqWBU6F5m_wkXlwUmtHYQA0y_7l Subscribe to the ANC YouTube channel! https://www.youtube.com/user/ANCalerts Visit our website at http://abs-cbn.com/anc Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ancalerts Twitter: https://twitter.com/ancalerts #TheWorldTonight #ANCAlerts #ANC

"Ex-UK Envoy #Mandelson Released on Bail in #Epstein-Linked Misconduct Probe"
ANC 24/7
25 Feb 2026 [0:27:16]
#HumanTrafficking #ICOC #Cult
https://s.cultpodcasts.com/ZpdY1dkYHEy8eR5gEemEbg

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Abusive Cult Church IS Silencing It's Criticism (ICC)
Abusive Cult Church IS Silencing It's Criticism (ICC) The London ICC makes an organised effort to copyright strike and remove creators that have used their Church Studies content to debunk and rebuke their incorrect doctrine - in turn removing dozens of content and lived experiences critical to persuading people not to join their cult. Music: Chillpeach - In Dreamland : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DSWYAclv2I8 0:00 Introduction to ICC 3:38 ICC Copyright Strikes 6:00 The Problem 10:53 Why Now? 12:53 Conclusion

"Abusive #Cult Church is Silencing it's Criticism (ICC)"
Ferkan
21 Feb 2026 [0:14:16]
#ICOC
https://s.cultpodcasts.com/z57wWDnIkEC34i18dcwqLg

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EP 219: We Were In a Cult? Stef's Story In this episode of We Were In a Cult?, I sit down with Stef, a fellow “Kingdom kid” who grew up inside the ICOC to explore what it was like to be born into a system where church wasn’t just something you attended, but the entire framework for how you understood God, authority, obedience, and belonging. This conversation isn’t about sensationalism or tearing people down. It’s about memory. It’s about untangling fear from faith. It’s about what happens when reverence and anxiety get braided together in childhood and what it takes, as adults, to slowly learn how to trust our own voices again. Whether you were part of the ICOC, the ICC, another high-control church environment, or you’re simply curious about what that world felt like from the inside, this episode is an honest window into that experience. If you are a member, were a member, or know someone who was a member of the ICOC or ICC and would like to share your story about life in and out of the church, I’d love to hear from you. Together, we can continue exploring the question, “We were in a cult?” and perhaps find some healing along the way. You can reach me via email at clemenzwithaz@gmail.com, or send me a DM on Instagram at the Clemenz With a Z podcast page. If you want to support the podcast financially, you can head over to ClemenzWithAZ.com, there’s a merch store there with shirts, stickers, all kinds of stuff. You can also donate directly through the GoFundMe, the link’s in the show notes. Every bit goes a long way in helping me keep these conversations going. And if you’re looking for something a little more regular, check out my Substack: Devotions for the Disillusioned & Deconstructing. That’s where I share short reflections, devotionals, and some extra behind-the-scenes thoughts that don’t always make it onto the podcast. And of course, the best way you can support the show is by subscribing, rating, and leaving a review wherever you listen to podcasts. Share it with a friend, post it on your socials, drop it in a group chat, it all helps more than you know. This podcast keeps going because of listeners like you showing up, engaging, and passing it on. So thank you for being here, for listening, and for being part of this messy middle with me. Until next time, take care of yourselves, and each other.

"We were in a #Cult? Stef's Story"
Clemenz With a 'Z' Podcast
16 Feb 2026 [1:56:01]
#ICOC
https://s.cultpodcasts.com/EvIACvexEkq-Q80uaE-f3A

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ICoC PPI, Jan'26 - İstanbul Chamber of Commerce İstanbul PPI increased by 1,3% on monthly basis. Accordingly, the annual increase was 21,4%.

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ICoC İstanbul Consumer Price Index, Jan'26 - İstanbul CPI increased by 4,6% on monthly basis. Accordingly, the annual increase was 36,1%.

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'I gave my last 46p': Young people say they felt pressured by church to donate | BBC News
'I gave my last 46p': Young people say they felt pressured by church to donate | BBC News The website of the London ICC describes it as being part of a global movement of more than 130 churches worldwide. It claims to be "not your average church", and its student-focused Instagram features slickly edited testimonies from young faces, along with vlogs and vox-pop interviews near university campuses. People we have spoken to, who were all students when they became involved with the ICC, have raised allegations with the BBC about feeling pressured into making donations they could not afford. The London International Christian Church told the BBC the allegation that undue pressure was put on the students for donations was untrue. It said its doctrine was that giving must be "voluntary, in keeping with one's means and never coerced or demanded". The Fundraising Regulator does not have powers to formally sanction organisations found to be non-compliant with the Code of Fundraising Practice, but works closely with statutory regulators including the Charity Commission where enforcement is needed. Reporter: Jonelle Awomoyi Producers: John Johnson, James Bryant Graphics: Manuella Bonomi Subscribe here: http://bit.ly/1rbfUog For more news, analysis and features visit: www.bbc.com/news #BBCNews

"'I Gave my Last 46p': Young People Say they Felt Pressured by Church to Donate"
BBC News
23 Jan 2026 [0:09:18]
#ICOC #Cult
https://s.cultpodcasts.com/9pTehCDm5061Ao_-A0V8bg

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IndoctriNation - Re-Mothering with Pamela Jackson LCSW (Re-Release)
IndoctriNation - Re-Mothering with Pamela Jackson LCSW (Re-Release) In this re-release episode, Rachel introduces Pamela Jackson, a licensed clinical social worker, creative nonfiction writer, and mother. Pamela delves into her past involvement with the International Church of Christ (ICOC), the impact of her mother's narcissism, and the death of her father. She shares her journey of trying to mend her relationship with her mother through structured conversations, her subsequent realization that her efforts were a form of recreating the dynamics of the cult, and her shift towards professional therapeutic work. Engaging deeply in inner child work and the study of complex post-traumatic stress disorder, Pamela reclaims her story and finds empowerment through her professional practice and writing. The discussion highlights the importance of recognizing patterns of vulnerability and finding self-determination after leaving controlling environments. Find more about Pamela and her work here: https://www.allomothering.org (https://www.allomothering.org) Follow Pamela on Social Media: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/pamelasjackson (https://www.facebook.com/pamelasjackson) Medium: https://medium.com/@pamelasjackson (https://medium.com/@pamelasjackson) n Connect with us on social media: ⁠⁠https://linktr.ee/indoctrination⁠⁠ (https://linktr.ee/indoctrination) Watch full video episodes of IndoctriNation here: ⁠⁠https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNAi0T2hzH9dM029dkTfj635PzuXl67jS⁠⁠ (https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNAi0T2hzH9dM029dkTfj635PzuXl67jS) Support IndoctriNation on Patreon for exclusive bonus episodes and more: https://www.patreon.com/indoctrination⁠ (https://www.patreon.com/indoctrination) Prefer to support the IndoctriNation show with a one-time donation? Use this link: https://www.paypal.biz/indoctriNATION (https://www.paypal.biz/indoctriNATIO) Restart and Restore: A Journal for Survivors of Manipulation: https://a.co/d/1ssz4Rm (https://a.co/d/1ssz4Rm) Restart and Restore: Companion Notebook: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0FSCLTZN4 (https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0FSCLTZN4) Download a Free Chapter from Restart and Restore: https://education.rachelbernsteintherapy.com/restart-and-restore-campaign (https://education.rachelbernsteintherapy.com/restart-and-restore-campaign) Download Rachel’s Video Lectures and Webinars here: https://rachelbernsteintherapy.com/videos.html (https://rachelbernsteintherapy.com/videos.html) IndoctriNation is edited by The Podcast Consultant: ⁠https://thepodcastconsultant.com/about (https://thepodcastconsultant.com/about) Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brands (https://redcircle.com/brands) Privacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy (https://redcircle.com/privacy) Episode link: https://play.headliner.app/episode/30907354?utm_source=youtube

"Re-Mothering with Pamela Jackson LCSW (Re-Release)"
IndoctriNation
31 Dec 2025 [1:07:13]
#ICOC #Cult
https://s.cultpodcasts.com/rvTanQxcYkO--cWff-rm-A

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Man Falls Back Into ICOC CULT after 15 years!
Man Falls Back Into ICOC CULT after 15 years! Original video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fTx9V_KWvY8&t=122s The #ICOC Cult has testimonials of members leaving and then coming back. This video discusses the psychology of why cult members return.

"Man Falls Back into #ICOC #Cult after 15 Years!"
ICOC & ICC Shenanigans
19 Dec 2025 [1:08:21]
https://s.cultpodcasts.com/Qb8Gz1XhcEyVFq0q_jKRnw

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Couple Left the ICOC CULT and got sucked back in again [LIVE REACTION]
Couple Left the ICOC CULT and got sucked back in again [LIVE REACTION] Original video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xtGWNS_-UWU Married couple shares their cautionary tale of how they left the ICOC cult,,,and then fell back into the cult again with their children.

"Couple Left the #ICOC #Cult & Got Sucked Back in Again [Live Reaction]"
ICOC & ICC Shenanigans
12 Dec 2025 [0:30:55]
https://s.cultpodcasts.com/0Ety8wb9W06wtluCYCID_A

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New Religions: The Cult Question (Begins at 0:30:00) MTV's investigative report on alternative religions including the Church Universal and Triumphant, International Churches of Christ, and Scientology.

"New Religions: The #Cult Question"
MTV
26 Jun 1995 [0:32:30]
#Scientology #ChurchUniversalAndTriumphant #ICOC #CultApologists #OSHO #STOPQuotingOSHO
https://s.cultpodcasts.com/c6RWLKTBf0_LuVOUHFcPLw

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ICoC PPI, Sep'25 - İstanbul Chamber of Commerce İstanbul PPI increased by 1,3% on monthly basis. Accordingly, the annual increase was 22,1%.

#Türkiye #ICoC #İstanbul #inflation

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ICoC İstanbul Consumer Price Index, Sep'25 - İstanbul CPI increased by 3,2% on monthly basis. Accordingly, the annual increase was 40,8%.

#Türkiye #ICoC #İstanbul #inflation

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This Christian Cult Took THREE DECADES of Her Life
This Christian Cult Took THREE DECADES of Her Life Ex-cult member Tania Diaz exposes cult mind control within the Boston Church of Christ (International Churches of Christ/ICOC/ICC), Kip McKean's abusive discipling methods, recruitment deception, misogyny, racism, and exploitation in this can't-miss Cult Conversations episode. Join Dr. Steven Hassan on this eye-opening episode of Cult Conversations: The Influence Continuum, as he interviews courageous survivor and advocate Tania Diaz. Recruited at the tender age of 18 at Mexico’s National University, Tania spent nearly three decades in Kip McKean's authoritarian Christian cult, eventually becoming a leader tasked with expanding its reach throughout Latin America. Tania bravely shares how the International Churches of Christ manipulated her idealism, controlled every aspect of her life through abusive discipling relationships, and silenced survivors of sexual abuse, racism, and financial exploitation. Hear her harrowing yet hopeful story of escaping indoctrination, reclaiming her voice, and now dedicating her life to educating Spanish-speaking communities about dangerous religious manipulation. Topics include: - Kip McKean & the ICOC's coercive discipling model - Targeting Latin America for expansion and exploitation - How racism, misogyny, and homophobia thrive in cult environments - Silencing abuse survivors and mandating secrecy - Therapeutic recovery and reclaiming identity after cult trauma - Tania’s journey from victim to advocate through education and activism 🎧 Listen now to gain essential insights into recognizing cult mind control, breaking free from authoritarian groups, and reclaiming autonomy after abuse. ▶️ Check out Tania Diaz's podcast, "Voces; espacio sagrado para sobrevivientes de religioso" https://open.spotify.com/show/2xPEJ57iSjQizbYfO9y7uV 🔔 Subscribe for empowering conversations with survivors and experts who illuminate pathways from trauma to healing. 🌐 Learn more at www.freedomofmind.com ⏱️ Chapters 00:00 – Intro: Escaping Kip McKean’s ICOC Cult 02:15 – Recruited at 18: Targeted on Mexico’s Campus 05:10 – Inside ICOC’s Aggressive Mind Control Methods 09:05 – Mission to Cuba: Extreme Devotion & Starvation 12:45 – Family Torn Apart by Religious Indoctrination 16:20 – Exposing the ICOC Pyramid of Abuse & Control 20:10 – Henry Kriete’s Letter: Shattering My Faith 24:00 – Boston Headquarters: Witnessing ICOC Corruption 27:30 – ICOC Exploitation of Undocumented Immigrants 31:20 – Financial Manipulation: Cult Demands Inheritances 35:00 – Misogyny & Abuse: Silencing Women’s Voices 38:40 – Racism & White Supremacy in the ICOC 42:25 – The ICOC Cover-Up: Silencing Abuse Survivors 46:00 – Fired for Speaking Out Against Abuse 50:15 – Therapeutic Recovery: Reclaiming My True Self 53:30 – How I Finally Broke Free from ICOC Mind Control 57:15 – Advice for Cult Survivors: Finding Your Voice 1:01:00 – Life After the Cult: Hope, Healing & Advocacy #drstevenhassan #stevenhassan #cults #mindcontrol #brainwashing #BITEmodel #influencecontinuum #CultRecovery #ICOC #BostonChurchOfChrist #ReligiousAbuse #MindControl #cultawareness #survivorstories ******************************************** Enroll in our courses - https://courses.freedomofmind.com/collections Download a .pdf of the BITE model here! https://freedomofmind.com/cult-mind-control/bite-model/ Subscribe to the Freedom of Mind newsletter: https://freedomofmind.com/subscribe/ Read or listen to Dr. Hassan's books: https://freedomofmind.com/books/

"How the International Church of Christ (#ICOC) Preys on Hispanic Communities with Tania Díaz"
Cult Conversations: The Influence Continuum with Dr. Steve Hassan @cultexpert.freedomofmind.com
21 Jul 2025 [1:22:30]
#Cult
https://s.cultpodcasts.com/VL8xghd4C0m-gh2lZb89nw

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Kingdom Kids: Inside the ICOC Cult
Kingdom Kids: Inside the ICOC Cult Join host, Ari Sherwood, for a compelling episode diving into the multifaceted experiences of growing up in the International Churches of Christ (ICOC). Podcaster and cult survivor, Roy Clemens, opens up about the struggles of life as a "Kingdom Kid," grappling with the realization that the ICOC is more than just a church—it’s a cult. We explore the lasting impact of purity culture on adulthood, from internalized shame to relationship challenges. Discover how storytelling becomes a powerful tool for healing, as Roy shares his journey of reclaiming his narrative and finding empowerment through sharing his experiences on his podcast, Clemenz with a Z. This episode offers a profound look at resilience, self-discovery, and the transformative power of giving voice to one's story. Thank you for watching DisAllusioned Podcast! Like and subscribe for more compelling interviews with survivors of coercive control who are using their voices and reclaiming their power. Follow Roy Clemenz: Clemenz with a Z website: https://www.clemenzwithaz.com/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/clemenzwithazpodcast/ Substack: https://substack.com/@clemenzwithaz Follow DisAllusioned Podcast: TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@intrinsic_agency Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/disallusioned_podcast/ Follow Intrinsic Agency: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/intrinsicagency/ #icoc #icc #cultsurvivor #cultawareness #cults #coercivecontrol #purityculture #podcast #cultrecovery

"Kingdom Kids: Inside the #ICOC #Cult"
DisAllusioned
13 Jul 2025 [1:12:47]
https://s.cultpodcasts.com/Ryk--VKMqEe6ijaiJVIF3w

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EP: 190 We Were In a Cult? Tara's Story n this powerful episode of We Were In a Cult?, I sit down with Tara to unpack the layers of pain, survival, and spiritual manipulation she experienced—both before and during her time in the ICOC. Tara speaks openly about growing up in a home marked by abuse and instability, and how that history made her vulnerable to the church’s promises of love, family, and transformation. This conversation is raw, honest, and at times deeply unsettling. But it’s also brave—and necessary. If you've ever wondered how high-control religious groups prey on people’s wounds and rewrite their stories, Tara’s voice brings that reality into sharp, unflinching focus. Trigger warning: This episode contains discussion of childhood abuse and trauma. If you are a member, were a member, or know someone who was a member of the ICOC or ICC and would like to share your story about life in and out of the church, I’d love to hear from you. Together, we can continue exploring the question, “We were in a cult?”—and perhaps find some healing along the way. You can reach me via email at clemenzwithaz@gmail.com, or send me a DM on Instagram at the Clemenz With a Z podcast page. As always, if you enjoy the podcast, please rate and review—it helps more people find these stories. And don’t forget: I’m just a channel, I ain’t the source. You can support the show by visiting clemenzwithaz.com, and grabbing something cool from the shop, subscribing to my Substack, or contributing to the GoFundMe here:  https://gofund.me/7ebb0524.  Every little bit helps keep this going, and I’m so grateful for it. Until next time, take care of yourself, stay grateful, and keep growing. Peace!

"Ep: 190 we were in a #Cult? Tara's Story"
Clemenz With a 'Z' Podcast
1 Jul 2025 [2:06:05]
#ICOC
https://s.cultpodcasts.com/W7lMOYsrf0KSNY08PftXBw

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I accidentally joined a cult
I accidentally joined a cult Let’s talk about the Boston Church of Christ and how it’s actually a cult. It took me a while to realize it but once I actually sat down and processed what life was like and how limited I was, I realized what was going on. I started deep diving and realized I wasn’t the only person to experience this. #influencer #cult #church #help #churchofchrist #latina #latinas #hispanic

"I Accidentally Joined a #Cult"
Aisha Gonzalez
28 May 2025 [0:08:41]
#ICOC
https://s.cultpodcasts.com/yL9rrtzBW0qdHlfgmHK4xQ

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EP 177: We Were In a Cult? Emma's Story In this episode of Clemenz With a Z, I sit down with Emma for a powerful conversation in the We Were in a Cult? series. Emma was born into the ICOC—raised as a Kingdom Kid by parents who helped plant churches overseas and in the U.S. For her, the church wasn’t something she joined; it was the world she inherited. We talk about what it means to grow up in a high-control religious environment, how deeply it shapes your sense of identity and worth, and the long, painful process of untangling truth from fear. Emma’s story is honest, reflective, and deeply relatable for anyone who has ever questioned the system they were raised in. This episode is for the ones still processing, still healing, and still learning how to trust their own voice again. If you are a member, were a member, or know someone who was a member of the ICOC or ICC and would like to share your story about life in and out of the church, I’d love to hear from you. Together, we can continue exploring the question, “We were in a cult?”—and perhaps find some healing along the way. You can reach me via email at clemenzwithaz@gmail.com, or send me a DM on Instagram at the Clemenz With a Z podcast page. As always, if you enjoy the podcast, please rate and review—it helps more people find these stories. And don’t forget: I’m just a channel, I ain’t the source. If you’d like to support the podcast financially please follow this link: https://gofund.me/7ebb0524 Also—if you’d like to support the podcast financially, you can head over to clemenzwithaz.com and grab a sticker or something cool from the shop. Every little bit helps keep this going, and I’m so grateful for it. Until next time, take care of yourself, stay grateful, and keep growing. Peace!

"We were in a #Cult? Emma's Story"
Clemenz With a 'Z' Podcast
19 May 2025 [1:42:49]
#ICOC
https://s.cultpodcasts.com/6LKHxyB4yUapu6vqV3EGrQ

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EP 176: From Obedience to Ownership. Leaving a Cult and Finding Her Voice — with Ari from The Disallusioned Podcast Trigger Warning: This episode contains discussion of sexual trauma, spiritual manipulation, family dynamics, and feelings of violation. Please listen with care. In this powerful and honest conversation, I sit down with Ari, host of The Disallusioned Podcast. Ari shares her journey through two different high-control religious environments—growing up in a strict evangelical space and later becoming involved in a cult as an adult. We talk about the lasting impact of spiritual control, what it takes to walk away, and the ongoing work of healing and reclaiming your story. This episode is not easy, but it is real—and I’m so grateful to Ariel for her vulnerability and strength in telling it. Be sure to check out more of her story and the important work she’s doing over on The DisallusionedPodcast, available wherever you get your podcasts Huge thanks to Ari for joining me and sharing so openly. If you want to hear more of her story, be sure to check out her podcast, The Disallusioned Podcast, available wherever you get your podcasts. She’s doing some powerful work over there, and I’m honored to have had her here. If you are a member, were a member, or know someone who was a member of the ICOC or ICC and would like to share your story about life in and out of the church, I’d love to hear from you. Together, we can continue exploring the question, “We were in a cult?”—and maybe, just maybe, find some healing along the way. You can reach me via email at clemenzwithaz@gmail.com or send me a DM on Instagram at the Clemenz With a Z podcast page. As always, if you enjoy the podcast, please rate and review—it helps more people find these stories. And don’t forget: I’m just a channel, I ain’t the source. If you want to support the show financially, follow this link: https://gofund.me/7ebb0524. or snag something cool from clemenzwithaz.com to help keep the fire lit. Until next time, take care of yourself, stay grateful, and keep growing. Peace.

"From Obedience to Ownership. Leaving a #Cult & Finding her Voice — with Ari from the Disallusioned Podcast"
Clemenz With a 'Z' Podcast
15 May 2025 [1:28:04]
#ICOC
https://s.cultpodcasts.com/ZteGluAn3kWuCbM11ambPQ

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EP 172:  We Were In a Cult? Eugene's Story
EP 172: We Were In a Cult? Eugene's Story Source: https://www.podbean.com/eau/pb-x6f4s-189d3c6 This episode is another part of the We Were in a Cult? series here on the Clemenz With a "Z" Podcast. I sit down with Eugene, who joined me all the way from Russia to share his story of life inside—and beyond—the International Churches of Christ. In this series, I sit down with former members of the ICOC and ICC to listen to their stories, make sense of what we experienced, and hopefully find some healing along the way. Eugene was a freshman in Saint Petersburg in the early 90s when he first encountered the ICOC. What followed was a years-long journey of devotion, disillusionment, and ultimately, healing. Despite the distance, Eugene’s experience mirrors so many of the same patterns we’ve heard throughout this series: control disguised as discipleship, fear wrapped in love, and the long, quiet work of reclaiming your sense of self after leaving a high-control group. This conversation is a powerful reminder that the impact of the ICOC wasn’t confined to one country—it was global. And so is the healing. If you are a member, were a member, or know someone who was a member of the ICOC or ICC and would like to share your story about life in and out of the church, I’d love to hear from you. Together, we can continue exploring the question, “We were in a cult?”—and perhaps find some healing along the way. You can reach me via email at clemenzwithaz@gmail.com, or send me a DM on Instagram at the Clemenz With a Z podcast page. As always, if you enjoy the podcast, please rate and review—it helps more people find these stories. And don’t forget: I’m just a channel, I ain’t the source. If you’d like to support the podcast financially please follow this link: https://gofund.me/7ebb0524 Also—if you’d like to support the podcast financially, you can head over to clemenzwithaz.com and grab a sticker or something cool from the shop. Every little bit helps keep this going, and I’m so grateful for it. Until next time, take care of yourself, stay grateful, and keep growing. Peace!

"We were in a #Cult? Eugene's Story"
Clemenz With a 'Z' Podcast
5 May 2025 [1:05:36]
#ICOC
https://s.cultpodcasts.com/VoQCvjZROUGXUqF3GKHUkw

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What Being A Cult Leader For The International Christian Churches (ICC/ICOC) Taught Me About MAGA
What Being A Cult Leader For The International Christian Churches (ICC/ICOC) Taught Me About MAGA The Overman’s Manifesto: https://adobe.ly/3ErMwug Support me at my Pay-What-You-Want Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/gabethegreat18

"What being a #Cult Leader for the International Christian Churches (ICC/#ICOC) Taught Me about #MAGA"
Gabe The Great
3 May 2025 [0:30:11]
#QAnon
https://s.cultpodcasts.com/fjTRbMr62UyKNsuOgT4YKw

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EP 167 This Was Supposed The Place #7:  From Church to Cult of Personality: Pastor Worship and the I
EP 167 This Was Supposed The Place #7: From Church to Cult of Personality: Pastor Worship and the I Source: https://www.podbean.com/eau/pb-yeeea-18845bd What happens when a church stops being about community and starts revolving around one man? In this episode of Clemenz With a Z, I continue the “This Was Supposed to Be the Place” series by digging into the idolization of pastors—starting with Kip McKean in the ICOC, and then zooming out to the wider church culture where pastor worship, branding, and platform-building have taken center stage. I reflect on my own experiences, both in the church and beyond, and explore what happens when our faith is shaped more by charisma than by Christ. This one’s about power, presence, and what church could still be—if we’re brave enough to imagine it. If you are a member, were a member, or know someone who was a part of the ICOC or ICC and would like to share your story about life in and out of the church, I’d love to hear from you. But also—if something from this episode hit home for you… if you’ve ever found yourself centering your faith around a pastor, a personality, a system… and you’re working your way through it—I’d love to hear your story too. Maybe it’s time we talk about it together, out loud. You can reach me anytime at clemenzwithaz@gmail.com, or send me a DM on Instagram at the Clemenz With a Z podcast page. If this episode resonated with you, please take a second to rate and review the show—it helps more people find these conversations and this space. And as always: I’m just a channel. I ain’t the source. If you’d like to support the podcast financially, you can follow this link: https://gofund.me/7ebb0524. Or you can head to clemenzwithaz.com and grab a sticker or something cool from the shop. Every little bit helps keep this going—and I’m so grateful for it. Until next time, stay honest, stay grounded, and keep growing. Peace.

"This was Supposed the Place 7: From Church to #Cult of Personality: Pastor Worship & the Idolatry of Leadership"
Clemenz With a 'Z' Podcast
18 Apr 2025 [0:35:39]
#ICOC
https://s.cultpodcasts.com/RIK3qiQm-Ue4kuegHNtG1Q

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EP 165 This Was Supposed To Be The Place #6:  We Dont Worship Idols, Just Everything About Church
EP 165 This Was Supposed To Be The Place #6: We Dont Worship Idols, Just Everything About Church Source: https://www.podbean.com/eau/pb-5s88q-1877cc7 This was supposed to be the place.The place where I’d grow. Where I’d feel safe. Where God would feel close.But somewhere along the way, the church became something else—something heavier.In this episode, I reflect on how the desire for connection slowly got replaced by the pressure to conform… and how the church I was born into started to feel less like a community and more like something we worshipped.Not God—but the church itself.And the more I’ve looked around, the more I’ve realized: this isn’t just a “my church” thing. This kind of idolatry—where we elevate the system, the brand, the building, the leaders—shows up in churches everywhere.This episode isn’t about throwing the whole thing away. It’s about telling the truth.Because when we start worshiping the place instead of seeking the Presence…We lose what the place was supposed to lead us toward in the first place. If you are a member, were a member, or know someone who was a member of the ICOC or ICC and would like to share your story about life in and out of the church, I’d love to hear from you. Together, we can continue exploring the question, “We were in a cult? Or If this episode stirred something in you, if you’ve wrestled with what church has meant in your life, or if you just have a story you want to share, I’d love to hear from you. Whether you want to process something, reflect, or even come on the podcast—feel free to reach out. You can contact me via email at clemenzwithaz@gmail.com, or send a DM on Instagram at the Clemenz With a Z podcast page. If you’re enjoying the show, please take a moment to rate and review—it really helps more people find these stories. And remember: I’m just a channel. I ain’t the source. If you’d like to support the podcast financially, you can head over to clemenzwithaz.com and grab a sticker or something from the shop. Or, you can follow this link: https://gofund.me/7ebb0524. Every little bit helps keep this going, and I’m so grateful for it. Until next time—take care of yourself, stay grateful, and keep growing. Peace.

"This was Supposed to be the Place 6: We Dont Worship Idols, just Everything about Church"
Clemenz With a 'Z' Podcast
10 Apr 2025 [0:28:15]
#ICOC #Cult
https://s.cultpodcasts.com/f5092scgsUyfytpEOs1sbw

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EP 164: We Were In a Cult? Greg's Story In this episode of Clemenz With a "Z," I sit down with former member of the ICOC Greg to unpack the winding road that led him from a Catholic upbringing into the heart of the ICOC. Greg’s story is one of spiritual searching, family dynamics, and the slow unraveling of certainty. With honesty and depth, he shares what it felt like to be swept up in a system that promised purpose—but delivered pressure. This conversation is part of our ongoing “We Were In a Cult?” series, and it's another raw, powerful reminder that healing begins with telling the truth. Whether you’re deconstructing, recovering, or just curious, this episode is for you. If you are a member, were a member, or know someone who was a member of the ICOC or ICC and would like to share your story about life in and out of the church, I’d love to hear from you. Together, we can continue exploring the question, “We were in a cult?”—and perhaps find some healing along the way. You can reach me via email at clemenzwithaz@gmail.com, or send me a DM on Instagram at the Clemenz With a Z podcast page. As always, if you enjoy the podcast, please rate and review—it helps more people find these stories. And don’t forget: I’m just a channel, I ain’t the source. If you’d like to support the podcast financially please follow this link: https://gofund.me/7ebb0524 Also—if you’d like to support the podcast financially, you can head over to clemenzwithaz.com and grab a sticker or something cool from the shop. Every little bit helps keep this going, and I’m so grateful for it. Until next time, take care of yourself, stay grateful, and keep growing. Peace!

"We were in a #Cult? Greg's Story"
Clemenz With a 'Z' Podcast
8 Apr 2025 [1:37:45]
#ICOC #Catholicism
https://s.cultpodcasts.com/cI6QwSIl8E_SMiAt4bH0jw

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EP 159 We Were In a Cult?  Sachiko's Story
EP 159 We Were In a Cult? Sachiko's Story Source: https://www.podbean.com/eau/pb-unfxn-1861cba In this episode of Clemenz With a "Z," I sit down with Sachiko to hear her story of life inside—and eventually, outside—the International Churches of Christ. With honesty, warmth, and depth, Sachiko shares what it was like to grow up in a high-control religious environment, the internal battles she faced, and how she began reclaiming her voice after years of being told who she was supposed to be. This conversation is part of our “We Were in a Cult” series—an ongoing exploration of faith, fear, healing, and the long, complicated process of finding yourself again. Whether you're deconstructing, questioning, or just curious, Sachiko's story is one you won’t want to miss. Thank you for tuning in to this episode of Clemenz With a Z. Your support means the world to me and helps keep these important conversations going. If you are a member, were a member, or know someone who was a member of the ICOC or ICC and would like to share your story about life in and out of the church, I’d love to hear from you. Together, we can continue exploring the question, “We were in a cult?”—and perhaps find some healing along the way. You can reach me via email at clemenzwithaz@gmail.com, or send me a DM on Instagram at the Clemenz With a Z podcast page. As always, if you enjoy the podcast, please rate and review—it helps more people find these stories. And don’t forget: I’m just a channel, I ain’t the source. If you would like to support the podcast financially please follow this link: https://gofund.me/7ebb0524 Until next time, take care of yourself, stay grateful, and keep growing. Peace!

"We were in a #Cult? Sachiko's Story"
Clemenz With a 'Z' Podcast
26 Mar 2025 [1:57:08]
#ICOC
https://s.cultpodcasts.com/Fa-v3o2PkESU-ZmzgnYglw

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