Before she was kidnapped, Myriam was never truly in love. There were short romantic flings with people who lived in a village nearby, but that was it, neither party called it love. At first, that's how Myriam approached romance with her new companions as well, but then two made her heart beat fast.
Myriam wasn't fond of Astarion at first and only reluctantly accepted him as an ally in this race against tadpoles, but started falling for him as they got to know each other better. She saw the best in him and tried to guide him to see it too, but ultimately failed when she couldn't talk him out of ascending. The moment she stood there, frozen, hesitant, she will regret forever. She broke up with him the very same night. To Myriam, the ritual had made him irredeemably evil, the man she loved was dead, and she'd better start preparing for her next task: Once the Grand Design is dealt with, she will have to take the Vampire Ascendant down. Little did she know how their fates would intertwine for centuries to come, in ways she couldn't predict. Or could she?
Falling for Karlach was much simpler. Sparks flew instantly. Karlach was hot (not just literally), but Myriam also loved her sense of humor, her strength, honesty, personality and what she fought for and believed in. Myriam never, not even for a moment, accepted that the fixes for Karlach's engine would be only temporary. She would tear the Hells apart just to find a solution. Luckily, it didn't require that much in the end, but the time the two spent in Avernus together was the hardest, most intense in their relationship. It made their bond unbreakable.
It wasn't easy for Karlach to move on after Astarion had changed, but compared to Myriam, she took it rather well. Most of their life together, they easily pretended he was dead to them. She mourned him and missed him as if he truly was.
But he was watching, and Myriam was watching him too. The final chapter of their tale was yet to be written.
Continuing the Myri yap for #MyOCWeekBG3 while my game is being a problem heh. It's fine I'm fine
Not talking a lot about the Karlach x Astarion side of the throuple here but you can probably imagine what's up with them haha