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New Chapter of #MelethNestadui is out, you guyssss!!!
I really enjoyed working on this one 🥰
The Kink this time: Mirror sex and praise kink
Two more to go until the fic is finished, and I already feel nostalgic haha
#NSFWwriting #NSFWfic #FanFic #BG3FanFic
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Chapter 8 of #MelethNestadui is fully written and sent to the beta readers!
Can't wait to share it with you guys ❤️
#RolimOC #Astarion #SongAndGavel
But here we are now, in a little Ryokan with our very own hot spring in the garden outside. I'm still not very fond of bathtubs, but bathing in a hot-water pond is different. And it sounds divine. As Astarion puts down our luggage, I open the sliding door to the garden, taking it all in. It's surrounded by high bamboo walls with climbing plants creating lush and green walls. There are small trees, bushes, and traditional Kozakuran stone lanterns lining a path through the garden that leads to an inviting stone bench beneath a red maple tree. The hot spring sits on the left side of the garden, bubbling softly where the water exits through crevices in the earth below. Puffs of steam drift up from it, dissolving in the crisp evening air, and a shishi-odoshi breaks the serene quiet every once in a while with a sharp tock.
Excuse me while I geek out about outside Onsen and Japanese gardens...
#RolimOC #MelethNestadui #DoraWrites
"Forgive me." I jerk awake to the echo of Rolim's voice in my head, when we found him in the office. A bloodcurdling scream had caused us to rush in, finding the room in disarray and Rolim lying in the middle of it, blood trickling down from the corner of his mouth. We'd asked him what happened, but he didn't answer. Just kept asking for forgiveness. And now, whenever I close my eyes, I see him like this and I pray to every god I know that this image won't be the last I've ever seen of him alive.
I initially wanted to write something for #MelethNestadui today. Give my boys some softness after the womp of #TheSzarrTrials.
But #RolimOC has other plans. So now we're writing traumatized Astarion waiting for the healer to tell him if Ro lives or dies instead!
FUN! 🥹
Making my friend retreat into a bit of a writing retreat always pays off.
Wrote two chapters today, one for #BrokenMirrors and the last one of #TheFallOfHouseErbil.
Tomorrow, I'll work on #MelethNestadui and #TheSzarrTrials!
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New Chapter of #MelethNestadui is out!
Astarion is on a mission to make Rolim ask for things.
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#RolimOC #SongAndGavel #Astarion #BG3Fanfic #MyFanfic #NSFW
#TavQOTD #NSFW
#RolimOC is still discovering dirty talk for himself.
But in the second chapter of #MelethNestadui, he's in Astarion's lap while masturbating.
To keep him grounded in the present, they're sharing a sexual fantasy.
So, that and "Feast on me."
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12) Rolim is in charge for most of their early sessions, and Astarion happily relinquishes control to him, not just because he wants Ro to be as comfortable as possible, but also because he finds out he enjoys it.
I write about that journey in #MelethNestadui.
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I'm really proud of what I'm doing with #MelethNestadui! It's a project that's very, very dear to me.
As for reading. I adore Alwaysmauria's Rockstarion fic and will binge the sequel over the holidays.
Links in comments.
#TavQOTD
That he's not enough, that he won't ever heal "enough" to give #Astarion the love he deserves. That he'll forever be broken deep, deep down.
Thankfully, that eases up over the course of the events in #MelethNestadui.
#RolimOC
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New chapter of #MelethNestadui is up!
#RolimOC and #Astarion finally did it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#SongAndGavel
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Tags for the fanfic: Rating: Explicit Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply Category: M/M Fandom: Baldur's Gate (Video Games) Relationships: Astarion/Tav (Baldur's Gate)Astarion (Baldur's Gate)/Original Male Character(s) Characters: Astarion (Baldur's Gate) Tav (Baldur's Gate) Original Trans Character(s) OC: Rolim Additional Tags: Spoilers Spoilers for Broken Mirrors Angst and Fluff and Smut Fluff and Angst Fluff and Smut Healing Healing Sex Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence Astarion is Not a Vampire (Baldur's Gate) Trans Male Character POV First Person POV Multiple Soft Astarion (Baldur's Gate) Protective Astarion (Baldur's Gate) Demisexuality Past Sexual Abuse Tav Needs a Hug (Baldur's Gate) Sweet Astarion (Baldur's Gate) Smut Past Trauma Therapy Masturbation Voyeurism Lapdance Voice Kink Scent Kink Heavy Petting Oral Sex Cunnilingus Blow Jobs First time for the couple Temperature Play Orgasm Edging Sensory Deprivation Body Worship Penis In Vagina Sex But in a trans way Mirror Sex Praise Kink Lingerie Semi-Public Sex Cock Warming Consensual Somnophilia Healing journey Rape Recovery Past Rape/Non-con Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con Soft Hand Jobs Safe Sane and Consensual Safeword Use Porn with Feelings Post-Game: Baldur's Gate 3
3) Through lots and lots and lots of therapy, Rolim eventually learns how to develop a secure attachment style.
I'm exploring this journey in my fanfic #MelethNestadui
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#TavQOTD
My favorite WIP for #RolimOC right now is #MelethNestadui. I just love what I'm doing with this fanfic. 🥰
Art:
I have so much, and I really love each piece I get! But for this post:
2nd 🎨 @lucenart.bsky.social
3rd 🎨 @redroomroaving.bsky.social
4th 🎨 @lycanicorn.bsky.social
2) Once again, I refer to my fanfic #MelethNestadui for examples of this.
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2) Because he only sees Cazador's face, about to strike and hurt him again.
You can read that in Chapter 6 of my fanfic #MelethNestadui
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Thank you so much for drawing my baby!
He's so happyyyy!!!
This goes into #MelethNestadui hehehe
#RolimOC #Prophetverse
Astarion kissing down Rolim's body.
Rolim enjoying himself as Astarion eats him out.
Next chapter of #MelethNestadui is up!
I have a feeling these two won't be waiting much longer for the real deal...
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4) Post-game, about 1,5 years, he's in therapy to deal with his many issues surrounding intimacy.
I explore his healing journey in my fanfic #MelethNestadui.
There's lots of boundary setting and the occasional setback.
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A new chapter of #MelethNestadui is up as well today!
I'm already working on the next one!
#NSFWwriting #HealingJourney #FanFic #BG3FanFic
#RolimOC #Astarion #SongAndGavel
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#BG3FirstsWeek #NSFW #RolimOC #SongAndGavel
Rolim's first voluntary orgasm in nearly two centuries.
From #MelethNestadui
The moment our lips truly meet, my heart nearly stops. I have to consciously keep my touch on his cheek gentle, to not move in a way that would scare him or undo the many small steps he's made on his healing journey so far. Rolim shifts closer, his lips brushing mine in tentative, slow nibbles. He's taking his time, too, checking in with himself before every slow movement he makes. It's cautious, as everything he does is. The moment his tongue pushes against my bottom lip, I nearly lose myself. I bite back a groan as my lips part, inviting him in. He doesn't take the invitation—not at first, but after a few more careful strokes of his tongue, he tilts his head and deepens the kiss. I can feel the tension in his shoulders reaching its peak. He's anxious, waiting for the moment when a memory destroys this soft moment between us. But when our tongues finally touch between our lips, Rolim shudders, and a quiet sigh escapes from his nose.
For @whirlinginroses.bsky.social #BG3FirstsWeek I'm sharing never-before-shared bits of a future chapter of my fanfic #BrokenMirrors.
#SongAndGavel 's first kiss <3
Their first time having penetrative sex is going to be in #MelethNestadui
Snippet is subject to change.
[ #RolimOC #Prophetverse ]
Little follow up/sneak peak to this one hehehe
Working hard on that next chapter for #MelethNestadui
14) This leads to their first kiss.
But they don't have sex during the game events, as Rolim is definitely not ready.
The rest of their journey on the road to intimacy, you can read in my fanfic #MelethNestadui.
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Another chapter for #MelethNestadui is up!
I started this fic for #BG3Kinktober to document #RolimOC 's healing journey with intimacy.
It has been so gratifying to get such good feedback from my betas!
I present to you: the softest smut on AO3
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Annon allen, maban nín For your kindness, your patience, your support. Every touch, a small win. Annon allen, maban nín. For giving me the freedom to explore. Drawing my desires upon your skin. Annon allen, maban nín. My name, tumbling from your lips in a breathy plea. Our love—endless, like the sea. Your presence, lighting up my soul, keeping shadows at bay. Our love—a new dawn, a brighter day. Where could I ever begin? To thank you, maban nín? Allow me to use this as a start. To tell you, you'll forever be in my heart. For helping me heal, without and within. Annon allen, maban nín.
Rolim and Astarion at Rosymorn.
#RolimOC made me write poetry again...
"Annon allen" is Sindarin Elvish for "I give thanks to you"
"Maban nín" means "my support, the one I lean on"
This poem will be featured in #MelethNestadui 's next chapter.
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#CharacterPoetry #OriginalPoem #OriginalPoetry
A snippet from the Fanfic Meleth Nestadui I'm putty in his hands, and I can't help the groan that erupts from me, feeling myself fill out in my pants, the fabric suddenly feeling far too restrictive. My hold on the backrest tightens as Rolim's lips ghost over my throat. There's only the barest hint of a touch, just enough to keep me wanting, just enough for him to taste me. "Rolim", I moan—almost pleading—squeezing my eyes shut. "What do you long for, maban nín?" he asks, pressing his lips to the spot right beneath my earlobe. "Whatever you're willing to give", I answer breathlessly.
Rolim and Astarion being cute
A snippet from an untitled fanfiction about Kilrai, his necrophilia is cranked up to 11 Kilrai had the Banite bent over his own office desk, hand on Gortash's throat as he thrust into the bleeding body before him. Gortash had—as always—started to claw at his hand at some point, making that helpless face again as he slowly turned blue. Problem was, Kilrai really liked it when Gortash turned blue, when his thundering heartbeat got slower and slower until it stuttered and stopped. It was only then that Kilrai could reach a truly satisfying orgasm.
He's evil I tell you... EVIL!
Sometimes you write the softest smut you've ever seen on AO3 of your OCs partner having the patience of a Saint.
And other times, you write absolute filth when one of your other OCs decides it's time for you to try your hand at ABO.
#MelethNestadui #NSFWwriting #RolimOC #KilraiOC
#TavQOTD
#RolimOC
Snuggles.
Snippets 1 and 2 from cowriting with @ishi-amai.bsky.social
3rd Snippet from my Fanfic #MelethNestadui
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Another chapter of #MelethNestadui is up!
I had an actual therapist read the therapy scene to make sure it's legit <3
Credits in story notes.
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#NSFWwriting #NSFW #Smut #SoftSmut #FluffAndSmut #BG3Kinktober #Kinktober2025 #BG3Kinktober2025 #Kinktober #BG3FanFic
#TavQOTD
#RolimOC wants to try that. He's unfortunately been tied up against his will before so he won't be the one to be bound. Astarion will.
They do that while exploring their intimacy after the Elderbrain fight.
I'll write this into #MelethNestadui
It's the first time they have penetrative sex.
The cover for the fanfic Meleth Nestadui Astarion and Rolim are kissing in front of a beautiful dawn. Text reads: Meleth Nestadui, by ShandoraTheExplorer
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