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Escape

I want to escape.

Take me away.
Far, far away.

Out of my forsaken flesh.
Away from this abject anguish.

I don't want to be here.
I don't want to feel this way.

Sensations.
Overwhelming.
Mind.
Breaking.
Soul.
Prying itself apart.

Take me away.
Far, far away.

I don't want to be here.
I don't want to feel this way.

Escape I want to escape. Take me away. Far, far away. Out of my forsaken flesh. Away from this abject anguish. I don't want to be here. I don't want to feel this way. Sensations. Overwhelming. Mind. Breaking. Soul. Prying itself apart. Take me away. Far, far away. I don't want to be here. I don't want to feel this way.

Yet, I know.
I know.

Escape is an illusion.
A brief deceitful deferment.

Yet, I need it.
I need it.

To hold onto the last remaining pieces of me.



19th Kythorn 1492DR

Yet, I know. I know. Escape is an illusion. A brief deceitful deferment. Yet, I need it. I need it. To hold onto the last remaining pieces of me. 19th Kythorn 1492DR

It occurred to me that I haven't written poetry from #RolimOC 's POV in a hot minute.

Mind your spoons, it's dealing with dark themes.

CW: implied SA and dissociation, disconnection of body and mind

#BrokenMirrors #DoraWrites #OriginalPoetry #OriginalPoem #DarkPoetry #DarkPoem

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But here we are now, in a little Ryokan with our very own hot spring in the garden outside. I'm still not very fond of bathtubs, but bathing in a hot-water pond is different. And it sounds divine.
As Astarion puts down our luggage, I open the sliding door to the garden, taking it all in. It's surrounded by high bamboo walls with climbing plants creating lush and green walls.
There are small trees, bushes, and traditional Kozakuran stone lanterns lining a path through the garden that leads to an inviting stone bench beneath a red maple tree.
The hot spring sits on the left side of the garden, bubbling softly where the water exits through crevices in the earth below. Puffs of steam drift up from it, dissolving in the crisp evening air, and a shishi-odoshi breaks the serene quiet every once in a while with a sharp tock.

But here we are now, in a little Ryokan with our very own hot spring in the garden outside. I'm still not very fond of bathtubs, but bathing in a hot-water pond is different. And it sounds divine. As Astarion puts down our luggage, I open the sliding door to the garden, taking it all in. It's surrounded by high bamboo walls with climbing plants creating lush and green walls. There are small trees, bushes, and traditional Kozakuran stone lanterns lining a path through the garden that leads to an inviting stone bench beneath a red maple tree. The hot spring sits on the left side of the garden, bubbling softly where the water exits through crevices in the earth below. Puffs of steam drift up from it, dissolving in the crisp evening air, and a shishi-odoshi breaks the serene quiet every once in a while with a sharp tock.

Excuse me while I geek out about outside Onsen and Japanese gardens...

#RolimOC #MelethNestadui #DoraWrites

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The cover for the fanfic Broken Mirrors, showing Astarion and Rolim hugging.

The cover for the fanfic Broken Mirrors, showing Astarion and Rolim hugging.

Chapter 30 of #BrokenMirrors is up now!
Thank you to @redroomroaving.bsky.social for allowing me to borrow their version of unchanged Haarlep โค๏ธ

Initially, there was supposed to be #OakWeave smut, but Gale needs to think about ... things.

#RolimOC #DoraWrites

archiveofourown.org/works/646722...

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"You will regret this, you insolent fool!" he barks at me.

"There you go," I smirk. "Throwing a tantrum and proving my point," I close my eye, shaking my head. "Begone. The adults have business to attend to."

He bares his teeth before finally vanishing in a cloud of stinking sulfur.

I wave my hand in front of my nose to dispel the stink before turning back to the others.

"Now, where were we?" I ask.

"You will regret this, you insolent fool!" he barks at me. "There you go," I smirk. "Throwing a tantrum and proving my point," I close my eye, shaking my head. "Begone. The adults have business to attend to." He bares his teeth before finally vanishing in a cloud of stinking sulfur. I wave my hand in front of my nose to dispel the stink before turning back to the others. "Now, where were we?" I ask.

And Rolim Cordwainer delivers another crit hit to #Raphael 's ego!!!!

#RolimOC #BrokenMirrors #DoraWrites

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Do you love it as much as I do when you write and suddenly the character whose POV you're in right now pokes you and goes:
"You know, I have a tidbit of trauma I never told anyone, that would fit really well in here."

#DoraWrites

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Shandora's Commissions Commissions Open! Click to see Shandora's commission menu.

Heyo guys โค๏ธ
Just a lil refresher that I still have writing c0mmissions open.

ko-fi.com/shandora/com...

#DoraWrites #BG3FanFic #BG3FanFiction

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Camping in the Gauntlet.

Rolim takes the first shift of the watch.

Camping in the Gauntlet. Rolim takes the first shift of the watch.

It's happening...

Teaser for Chapter 30 of #BrokenMirrors

#RolimOC #BG3FanFic #BG3FanFiction #DoraWrites #Act2 #GauntletOfShar

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"The first thing you ever did after drawing your first breath, while you were just a baby, concerning yourself with nothing other than eating and sleeping, was to save a life, your sibling's life," she quietly says, gently wiping my tears with her thumbs.

"The first thing you ever did after drawing your first breath, while you were just a baby, concerning yourself with nothing other than eating and sleeping, was to save a life, your sibling's life," she quietly says, gently wiping my tears with her thumbs.

Vincent looking unsure.

Vincent looking unsure.

Got possessed by the angst-demons again.

#VincentOC #Elasha #RolimOC #Prophetverse #DoraWrites

Read the whole scene here: ellipsus.com/read/qq0Jx2f...

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Describe it: Fear / Panic Fear: be afraid of (someone or something) which is perceived as being dangerous, painful, or threatening. Panic: sudden uncontrollable fear or anxiety, often causing unthinking behavior.

It's #WeeklyWritingWednesday!

And this time, we're describing an emotion: FEAR

#DoraWrites

Do you have any writing tips or resources to share? Use the tag so others can find it :)

descriptionary.wordpress.com/2017/02/28/d...

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"Alfie, something wrong?" I ask. She usually doesn't interrupt a lesson unless it's important.

"Astarion is here. He wants to pick you up for a construction site viewing," she explains. "I can take over for you here."

"Construction site?" I tilt my head in confusion. "Why would I need to view a construction site?"

"Because it's Szarr palace," Alfira answers, her voice dipping low with a frown. "Well, what's left of it anyway."

Ah, that explains it.

I don't answer right away, my mind briefly wandering to the day two weeks ago when the council finally decided to demolish the place. Tear down this den of debauchery and stage of corruption. To finally free the city of one of its most prominent reminders of the crimes committed within the upper echelon of Baldur's Gate. Before that, it had been ransacked, everything that seemed worth anything taken, windows smashed in anger, curtains ripped from their hangers.

"Alfie, something wrong?" I ask. She usually doesn't interrupt a lesson unless it's important. "Astarion is here. He wants to pick you up for a construction site viewing," she explains. "I can take over for you here." "Construction site?" I tilt my head in confusion. "Why would I need to view a construction site?" "Because it's Szarr palace," Alfira answers, her voice dipping low with a frown. "Well, what's left of it anyway." Ah, that explains it. I don't answer right away, my mind briefly wandering to the day two weeks ago when the council finally decided to demolish the place. Tear down this den of debauchery and stage of corruption. To finally free the city of one of its most prominent reminders of the crimes committed within the upper echelon of Baldur's Gate. Before that, it had been ransacked, everything that seemed worth anything taken, windows smashed in anger, curtains ripped from their hangers.

It appears that, after no one claimed ownership of the palace, people saw it as an invitation to vent their anger about many things. The trials did stir the pot quite a lot, and tempers still run hot, animosities and suspicions between Upper and Lower City running rampant.

The council must've made a decision on what to do with the big empty place in the middle of the city, and decided to ask the only people still around who were once forced to call it home.

"I see," I finally answer her. "Thank you, Alfie."

"He's waiting for you by the stairs," Alfira nods toward the staircase, and I smile, briefly squeezing her hand before turning back to my students.

"Something's come up, be good for Miss Alfira, yeah?"

"Sure thing, teach!" they echo back, and then I wheel off to meet Astarion, get this dreadful meeting over with.

It appears that, after no one claimed ownership of the palace, people saw it as an invitation to vent their anger about many things. The trials did stir the pot quite a lot, and tempers still run hot, animosities and suspicions between Upper and Lower City running rampant. The council must've made a decision on what to do with the big empty place in the middle of the city, and decided to ask the only people still around who were once forced to call it home. "I see," I finally answer her. "Thank you, Alfie." "He's waiting for you by the stairs," Alfira nods toward the staircase, and I smile, briefly squeezing her hand before turning back to my students. "Something's come up, be good for Miss Alfira, yeah?" "Sure thing, teach!" they echo back, and then I wheel off to meet Astarion, get this dreadful meeting over with.

#RolimOC #ANewDawn #DoraWrites #BG3FanFic
I needed a quick break from reading about gender stereotypes in fairy tales, so here's a snippet from yesterday!

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#DoraWrites #RolimOC #NoahOC

TIME FOR EASTER EGG GALORE!

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I don't drink often, but now, after the stress and the accusations of the past few days, it seems like the only appropriate thing to do to quiet my mind and numb it to all of this shitfuckery.

So I've grabbed a bottle of whiskey and tucked myself away in the office of our safe house.

I stare at the ring of Wish in front of me. Mulling over my decision.

I know Withers gave it to me to extend my lifespan to match Astarion's, but to do that seems awfully selfish, when I could be doing something else with itโ€”something far better.

I don't drink often, but now, after the stress and the accusations of the past few days, it seems like the only appropriate thing to do to quiet my mind and numb it to all of this shitfuckery. So I've grabbed a bottle of whiskey and tucked myself away in the office of our safe house. I stare at the ring of Wish in front of me. Mulling over my decision. I know Withers gave it to me to extend my lifespan to match Astarion's, but to do that seems awfully selfish, when I could be doing something else with itโ€”something far better.

Guys, guys, guys... It's happening.
#RolimOC is doing the Big Stupid Thingโ„ข๏ธin #TheSzarrTrials

#DoraWrites

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"We're ready then?" I ask, waiting for everyone to nod before entering. I try to walk as silently as possible, but with Vincent right behind me, I may as well forego the effort; he clings and clangs enough to be mistaken for an entire armory.

And it's that noise that ultimately makes the person standing by the wall turn around, their movements jerky and mechanical, like a broken doll.

"H-ere to see-see the doc-tor? He is rea-lly, very bu-sy, the physician, al-ways so bu-sy-bu-sy."

Even her words are choppy, and her voice sounds distorted and just plain wrong, like a creature merely imitating human speech to lure its prey, making gooseflesh creep up my spine. Still, why not try a peaceful route first?

"I'm actually wondering if you've recently admitted two patients," I answer. "Friends of mine, you see?"

"Ah," she nodsโ€”well, more like jerking her head up and down. "Foul-blood-bloods, de-vils?"

"They are tieflings," I answer her again.

But instead of talking to me again, she suddenly comes at me, dropping on all fours and crawling toward me with a speed that I wouldn't have attributed to her; she reminds me more of a cockroach than a human being. Behind me, Vincent braces his longsword, and Shadowheart already has a spell on her lips while Astarion draws back his bowstring, ready to shoot her if she goes through with the attack.

But she doesn't.

"We're ready then?" I ask, waiting for everyone to nod before entering. I try to walk as silently as possible, but with Vincent right behind me, I may as well forego the effort; he clings and clangs enough to be mistaken for an entire armory. And it's that noise that ultimately makes the person standing by the wall turn around, their movements jerky and mechanical, like a broken doll. "H-ere to see-see the doc-tor? He is rea-lly, very bu-sy, the physician, al-ways so bu-sy-bu-sy." Even her words are choppy, and her voice sounds distorted and just plain wrong, like a creature merely imitating human speech to lure its prey, making gooseflesh creep up my spine. Still, why not try a peaceful route first? "I'm actually wondering if you've recently admitted two patients," I answer. "Friends of mine, you see?" "Ah," she nodsโ€”well, more like jerking her head up and down. "Foul-blood-bloods, de-vils?" "They are tieflings," I answer her again. But instead of talking to me again, she suddenly comes at me, dropping on all fours and crawling toward me with a speed that I wouldn't have attributed to her; she reminds me more of a cockroach than a human being. Behind me, Vincent braces his longsword, and Shadowheart already has a spell on her lips while Astarion draws back his bowstring, ready to shoot her if she goes through with the attack. But she doesn't.

Once she's right in front of me, she twists her body upright again, standing face to face with me.

"You your-self-self are aw-fully pale-pale," she says. "Are you s-ick-ick?"

"I'm really just looking for my friends," I try again.

"They are sl-eeping, you cannot s-ee them right n-ow."

"I just want to check in with them, I'm babysitting their daughter, you see?" I smile.

"F-ine," she pushes her arms into her hips, her elbow bending the wrong way.

I bite back a flinch.

"Foll-ow-ow me."

Once she's right in front of me, she twists her body upright again, standing face to face with me. "You your-self-self are aw-fully pale-pale," she says. "Are you s-ick-ick?" "I'm really just looking for my friends," I try again. "They are sl-eeping, you cannot s-ee them right n-ow." "I just want to check in with them, I'm babysitting their daughter, you see?" I smile. "F-ine," she pushes her arms into her hips, her elbow bending the wrong way. I bite back a flinch. "Foll-ow-ow me."

Can you tell that I really, really love the creepy nurses in Act 2?

#BrokenMirrors #DoraWrites

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"Can you help him?" Karlach asks, kneeling beside me and placing Gale's head in her lap.

"I-I'm trying," I stutter, but my love's eyes are already growing hazy, unfocused. The sickly veins are spreading up his face and painting his sclera black.

And his heartbeatโ€”

The heart of my heartโ€”

It's slowing down.

And then it stops.

"Can you help him?" Karlach asks, kneeling beside me and placing Gale's head in her lap. "I-I'm trying," I stutter, but my love's eyes are already growing hazy, unfocused. The sickly veins are spreading up his face and painting his sclera black. And his heartbeatโ€” The heart of my heartโ€” It's slowing down. And then it stops.

Gale's resurrection protocol initiated!

Gale's resurrection protocol initiated!

Oops...

#DoraWrites #BrokenMirrors

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I take a deep breath, fighting down the tears. Wulbren has always been prone to those outbreaks, but ever since he joined the Ironhand Gnomes, those have only gotten more frequent. It had gotten so bad that the two of us decided to take a break from our relationships and just be friends for a while.

Wellโ€ฆ Wulbren had decided, really.

After that, we'd completely lost contact, though, and now that I finally found him again, he seems like an entirely different person.

It pains me to see him so changed, but he's still my friend. And, truth be told, part of me still loves him.

Dammon, the tiefling weaponsmith I'd nurtured a tentative friendship with, steps closer to Wulbren, seemingly not ready to stop the argument. But before I can do anything to try and smooth things over, the door to the Inn opens again, and one of the adventurers returns, taking the pressure off our conversation.

I take a deep breath, fighting down the tears. Wulbren has always been prone to those outbreaks, but ever since he joined the Ironhand Gnomes, those have only gotten more frequent. It had gotten so bad that the two of us decided to take a break from our relationships and just be friends for a while. Wellโ€ฆ Wulbren had decided, really. After that, we'd completely lost contact, though, and now that I finally found him again, he seems like an entirely different person. It pains me to see him so changed, but he's still my friend. And, truth be told, part of me still loves him. Dammon, the tiefling weaponsmith I'd nurtured a tentative friendship with, steps closer to Wulbren, seemingly not ready to stop the argument. But before I can do anything to try and smooth things over, the door to the Inn opens again, and one of the adventurers returns, taking the pressure off our conversation.

I sigh softly and turn to leave, catching some fresh air outside while the attention is on the returning adventurers.

But just as I turn to take a stroll along the lakeshore, I feel a warm hand on my shoulder.

"Wanna talk about it?"

Dammon's voice, soft, gentle, caring in a way that brings tears to my eyes.

"Iโ€ฆ" I begin, but trail off. Dammon is a stranger, one I've had fun with as we tinkered with ideas for an infernal engine. A fix for a friend, one of the adventurers. But part of me still doesn't want to lay my heart bare again for fear of getting it bruised further.

"It's nothing, really," I mumble, turning my head to smile at him over my shoulder.

"Your face says otherwise," Dammon frowns and tilts his head.

"Ah, magga cammara," I chuckle, wiping away a single tear that escaped. "Wulbren always said I was a terrible liar."

I sigh softly and turn to leave, catching some fresh air outside while the attention is on the returning adventurers. But just as I turn to take a stroll along the lakeshore, I feel a warm hand on my shoulder. "Wanna talk about it?" Dammon's voice, soft, gentle, caring in a way that brings tears to my eyes. "Iโ€ฆ" I begin, but trail off. Dammon is a stranger, one I've had fun with as we tinkered with ideas for an infernal engine. A fix for a friend, one of the adventurers. But part of me still doesn't want to lay my heart bare again for fear of getting it bruised further. "It's nothing, really," I mumble, turning my head to smile at him over my shoulder. "Your face says otherwise," Dammon frowns and tilts his head. "Ah, magga cammara," I chuckle, wiping away a single tear that escaped. "Wulbren always said I was a terrible liar."

Lookie here... ๐Ÿ‘€๐Ÿ˜˜

Working on Dammon x Barcus Wroot

#DoraWrites #TinkerForge #BarcusWroot #Dammon

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Fanfic cover for the fanfic "The Fall of House Erbil"

Fanfic cover for the fanfic "The Fall of House Erbil"

I just uploaded a new Chapter of #TheFallOfHouseErbil!

#DominoOC arrives in Waterdeep.

We meet Aunt Zalista!

archiveofourown.org/works/775803...

#DoraWrites #BG3Fanfiction #DNDFanfiction

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Soonโ„ข๏ธ๐Ÿ‘€

My very first zine piece is coming out soon! It was the first time I contributed to a zine, and it was an absolute delight!

Preorders have been open for a while, but the time is finally here!

Please consider donating to grab your copy of the zine. โค๏ธ
#BG3Zine #Fanzine #BG3 #DoraWrites

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Shandora's Commissions Commissions Open! Click to see Shandora's commission menu.

Just a little reminder that my commissions are still open โค๏ธ

ko-fi.com/shandora/com...

#DoraWrites #BG3Fanfic

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Post by @literaryvein-reblogs ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0ย ย ๐Ÿ” 96ย ย โค๏ธ 436ย ยทย 110 "Beautiful" Words for Your Sex Scenesย ยทย Iโ€™m not sure if you do nsfw words or phrases. But is there something you can post for the writers who need words for sex scenes? Onesโ€ฆ

#WeeklyWritingWednesday!
I did not forget this time!

This one is a bit #NSFW

Beautiful words for your #Smut

#DoraWrites #WritingTips

www.tumblr.com/literaryvein...

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I wanna start this for the art of writing as well!

WRITERS! Quote with some random writing advice!

Writing an especially erudite fella? Thesaurus is your best friend!

(esp. for dialogue tags, more in comments)

www.powerthesaurus.org/say/synonyms

#WriteSky #DoraWrites #WeeklyWritingWednesday

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The fall of house erbil fanfic cover

The fall of house erbil fanfic cover

Coming soonโ„ข๏ธ

#DominoOC #DoraWrites

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Giving myself whiplash with my own writing hehe
Yesterday, all fluff and proper BDSM etiquette, today an unhinged Bhaalspawn treating his Banite like shit.

#DoraWrites

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Post by @creativepromptsforwriting ๐Ÿ’ฌ 60ย ย ๐Ÿ” 15536ย ย โค๏ธ 31113ย ยทย Masterpost: How to write a story?ย ยทย Compilation of writing advice for some aspects of the writing process. How to motivate myself to write more How to get rid of writerโ€™โ€ฆ

It's #WeeklyWritingWednesday y'all!

Sticking with the basics once more. A masterpost from Tumblr with all kinds of different goodies for writing your story!

www.tumblr.com/creativeprom...

#DoraWrites #FanficWriting #WriteSky #FicWriting #AmWriting #WritingResources

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Wedding WIP | Ellipsus Ellipsus makes it easy for anyone to write together.

Me: I want to write smut today!
Also me: But what about the angst?

Enjoy this little snippet of #Astarion cutting off his father for being a racist purist prick.

write.ellipsus.com/edit/cb487f2...

#DoraWrites #Prophetverse

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We have a winner!!

Congratulations!!! @scarletpath.bsky.social

Please toss me a DM whenever you have the time โค๏ธ

#FanFicRaffle #DoraWrites

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100 Good phrases for composition Unlock creative writing skills with 100 powerful English phrases for Primary 6 composition on Geniebook's tuition platform.

Thanks to @thesilkenspider.bsky.social I'm gonna start sharing my writing resources here in a weekly post.

Some of these have been shared on Discord servers I'm in, and others I have found on my own.

Let's start with something basic โค๏ธ

#DoraWrites

geniebook.com/tuition/prim...

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The Fae and the Fisherman's son - ShandoraTheExplorer - Original Work [Archive of Our Own] An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

@lilacmilktea.bsky.social allowed me to write a lovely flavor text in the form of a fairy/folk tale :D

I had so, so, so, so much fun with this, and I can't wait to do more of these!

#DoraWrites #BG3Fanfic #OriginalLore

archiveofourown.org/works/76260306

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The number of times when I have to look up dissociation vs. disassociation is crazy.
One would think that after writing over 100.000 words for a character with lots of trauma, that I'd know which is which by now. ๐Ÿ˜…

But alas, time to research once again!

#DoraWrites

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The birth of a baby Dhampir - ShandoraTheExplorer - Baldur's Gate (Video Games) [Archive of Our Own] An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

I just finished my part of the Art trade I made with @cheeks-art.bsky.social for Octavian's new head โค๏ธ

Sorry for the wait!
But I'm glad you love your fic about how #DorianSzarr was born and what his first shapeshift into a bat was like!

archiveofourown.org/works/75193761

#DoraWrites #BG3FanFic

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Massively jumping over my shadow here, but as I really, really love writing (not just for myself, but for others too) I've opened comissions on my ko-fi.

Maybe, eventually check them out?

ko-fi.com/shandora/com...

#BG3FanFiction #BG3Fanfic #AmWriting #DoraWrites

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