Summary:
You feel light. In the dark, you are light.
As you stretch around it, as you part to make way, you think of him. His hair. It smells so much nicer than yours. His skin. It’s so much smoother than yours. Silk and cream.
You are sallow and wan.
You do not like him. You want him—his—you want his everything. His hair products, his fluffy towel, his height, his bulk, the look in his eyes.
You want him, you want him, you want him. You want him! Fuck, it’s so unfair.
For so long, Shang Qinghua has struggled to get by in difficult circumstances. Living is hard, harder still living in such a shithole. When he meets a beautiful person in the communal showers, he struggles to reconcile his feelings for him in an interesting and peculiar way.
“Shang Qinghua shits in the dark”
🪲E | 4912 words
🪲modern au, college/post college, showering together, feelings realization, angst/comfort, food as a metaphor for love & other things
🪲 archiveofourown.org/works/81039851
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