Hopefully, when I wake up, tomorrow is less of a rollercoaster.
#nightthoughts #feelingalone #feelinglost #gaymer #experiencinglife #troublesleeping #fellingused #tryingtoheal
It's not until you have counselling that you realise how deep the emotional wounds of grief really are and how you have changed.
I know in the last few months I've been difficult to be around and I apologise.
I'm currently signed off for seven days due to stress and mental health.
#TryingToHeal
I started to have flashbacks to where I was bullied by my peers in 7th grade. I thought those memories were buried. The former wicked landlord and her friends unsuppressed those memories.
#TryingToHeal #GotToBeBetter
I hope I'm able to reconnect with my Biological Dad's side of the family.
The former wicked landlord and her friend messed with me so badly to where I felt unsafe building a bond with that side.
One of their friends were a distant cousin. I started to feel unsafe. :(
#TryingToHeal
"Awareness is the first step in healing." ~Dean Ornish Background: abstract clouds in pink, cyan, green, orange, yellow, and white.
Ever notice how awareness gets framed like it's some kind of magical first step? The reality is that awareness is uncomfortable. Noticing what's working and what's not is the starting point of empowerment, and it's a necessary first step toward healing… and change.
#EmotionalSobriety #TryingToHeal
Day 668 since my life changed, supplemental;
What happened to me, what was done to me, what changed me … can not be undone.
The sooner I accept that and my role in it, the sooner I put it behind me.
The sooner I can move on.
#BrokenMan #HeartBroken #TryingToHeal #Solitude
Are you watering a dead tree? #ruminating #deadtree #tryingtoheal #watering #ruminatingthoughts
Day 663 since my life changed …
The early morning sky was a beautiful tapestry, and the music of the birds was a soft melody for my early morning walk…
#nature #positive #peace #tranquility #TryingToHeal
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#Grief #Stillbirth #InfantLoss #BrokenMother #Poetry #BabyLoss #Awareness #HealingJourney #TryingToHeal #MentalHealth #LossOfAChild #ParentingAfterLoss #Heartbreak #InMemoriam #Memories #EmotionalJourney #LoveAndLoss #GriefSupport #SayTheirName #ForeverLoved #AlwaysRemembered #NeverForgotten
This last week has been a bear. My dog's life was threatened by a person who actually shot and killed a different dog later in the week. That person was charged with 3 felonies and a misdemeanor. I do not feel safe in my neighborhood. #tryingtoheal