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The ache of quiet dysphoria.

2023.

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And we're not going anywhere.

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#poetry #visualpoetry #grief #memory #canischaos #canischaospoetry

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unspoken
pretense
veiled intent with
disposition in
conflict and so
i became your
worthless
animal
-jc

unspoken pretense veiled intent with disposition in conflict and so i became your worthless animal -jc

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i fled into that deep black
begging to be lost
banishing the ghosts with each stride
dawn nipping at my heels like a feral dog

-jc

i fled into that deep black begging to be lost banishing the ghosts with each stride dawn nipping at my heels like a feral dog -jc

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Fourteen. Fourteen times. Again and again. Rotation. Replication. Fourteen times.

In just a few short weeks I will be co-publishing a book, 'Jackal & Horse'.

See you on the other side.

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sole surviving rook
staring down the barrel of a queen 
threatening to break in 
like the roar of a winter storm 
the seething gray intent on killing the calm
painting the walls with static as it goes
and unpromising the hard-fought serenity of warmth
leaving me bereft of the elysisms that were fostered in fallow soil
like gnarled roots
addled and weary
unable to let go
of that awful open  door

sole surviving rook staring down the barrel of a queen threatening to break in like the roar of a winter storm the seething gray intent on killing the calm painting the walls with static as it goes and unpromising the hard-fought serenity of warmth leaving me bereft of the elysisms that were fostered in fallow soil like gnarled roots addled and weary unable to let go of that awful open door

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hello again, it's been a while
your mouth is moving
who are you again?
are you talking i can't hear
hello again, it's been a while
we exchange a glance
who are you again?
no sound is coming out
hello again, it's been a while
i'm sorry, i don't understand
who are you again?
you flash me a smile
hello again, it's been a while
and turn to leave
who are you again?

hello again, it's been a while your mouth is moving who are you again? are you talking i can't hear hello again, it's been a while we exchange a glance who are you again? no sound is coming out hello again, it's been a while i'm sorry, i don't understand who are you again? you flash me a smile hello again, it's been a while and turn to leave who are you again?

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(i am) spinning
spiraling out
(i am) writhing
inside
(i am) chocking
heaving, retching

lost in this haze

(i am) spinning spiraling out (i am) writhing inside (i am) chocking heaving, retching lost in this haze

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whiteout
its titanous grip
weaving out the colors
within what remains of this hollow nothing

whiteout its titanous grip weaving out the colors within what remains of this hollow nothing

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burden of giant's making
betrayed by their lasting impression

burden of giant's making betrayed by their lasting impression

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