I hope that people know I'm more than just my financial struggles. That I'm a real person behind it.
I'm sorry for being so annoying with needing help and asking each month. Life is currently difficult and will continue to be. But I am working as hard as possible to get on top again. <3
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Knowing that I'm gonna have to pathetically beg for rent, yet again, is weighing really heavy on my conscience right now. At least I'll be able to offer art this time in return.
I'm sorry in advance that I still need help. :( Expect a post about it later I suppose. Ugh.
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Sudden panic attacks about being able to afford rent have me fucked up. I'm working hard though.
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Feel like I've been completely dissociated for the past month and it's so awful. Just want my health and financial situation to get better.
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Idk about anyone else, but my artist friends and I have been dealing with SO MANY parasocial followers/commissioners in recent years.
I'm not talkin about petty problems here and there, I'm talkin people who are weird/creepy enough to get blocked & stalk us for months or years after it.
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Like 12 years ago I had almost all of my childhood N64 games stolen from me by a cousin who pawned them for drug money. I lost my treasured copy of Majora's Mask with the holographic sticker... ugh, getting sad all over again thinking about it. :(
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My apartment is asking me to pay two months of rent in advance due to lease renewal bullshit, and I'm kind of freaking out. lmao
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