#distantstargazer the hermit; independence, introspection, and self-discovery. a lone wanderer who has journeyed far and has learned much from it...

lawrence (he/they; an elezen with pale skin and dark hair) kneels in the darkness, their head in their hands in anguish. from his back sprouts two sets of wings, wings of a butterfly and wings of a bird — still, these wings are barely there, ghostly in appearance. his dreams of flight are simply that, only dreams. it feels like they'll never be free...

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one day, i am gonna grow wings...

Two elezens sit upon a bed, on straddling the other as he lays back. They both are pale skinned and dark haired, though the one beneath the other has a bit of a warmer tone to their skin and blue eyes (Lawrence) while the other is cooler toned with golden eyes, narrowed with amusement (Lauri). Lauri leans in, a makeup brush in hand perched to apply eyeshadow on Law’s eyelid. In his other hand is a make up pallet. Law’s face is nervous and blushing.

“Don’t squirm too much, hm?”
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(Featuring @laitselec.bsky.social ‘s Law <3)
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< #🥀:Lauri - #distantstargazer - #gpose - #elezenhours >

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carmen... which means song, lyric, poetry.

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law was raised around sailors, so. yes LMAO

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lawrence: technically "from laurentum", but i prefer "bright / shining one" <3 especially in an eorzean + hyuran convention context.
griffin: i'm finding a lot of meanings for this one, but i like "strong / fierce prince"... plus the mythical creature, of course.

#distantstargazer i talk abt law and blueberries a lot, but he also likes bananas too <3 coconut and blackberries... apples are also very nice, he likes the sound when u bite them.

#distantstargazer everything. his appearance, his demeanor, his actions... again, lawrence was the result of an unwanted pregnancy; his mother left and his father resented him for it. lawrence grew up with very little love in his life. so in his adulthood, he thinks something's wrong with him :(

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one must be ever persistent in the pursuit of friendship (1/2)

nevermore...
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#distantstargazer kinda ? abt this bc i'm not sure if we're talking about law's reaction to being feared or how he shows fear; i'll answer for both.

#distantstargazer 7.5, maybe? a passing grade, but not ideal. law can dance if it's what someone he cares for would like, but dancing is not something he does on his own volition. he has the grace and footwork for it, but not much passion. it's just a nice way to bond with others <3

#distantstargazer this is very rare of him, but. it's subtle at first. deep trembling breathes, blinking to try and hold the tears back, tense shoulders and clenched fists. he is trying so hard not to. but sometimes, the tears spill and he breaks. hides his face in his hands bc he's so embarrassed

i don't feel like switching accounts sorryyy

#distantstargazer a little blush on his cheeks at the thoughts racing through his mind. kinda clingy, especially with handholding. half-lidded gazes. a little shifty, hard for him to keep still. their kisses linger and their voice softens...

#distantstargazer heheheh

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tank - dark knight
magical dps - black mage
melee dps - dragoon
ranged dps - bard
healer - astrologian

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puppy... <3 (g2 #210)

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walk with me

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1. interrupting him. on accident or on purpose, with his speech or actions.
2. touching their stuff, especially their instruments.
3. immense praise. makes him really uncomfortable
4. kind of a joke answer, but calling them larry 😭 it's either law, lawrence, or nothing.

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needs a bit of a rework but yippee

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Hm.

lawrence stands in the darkness; the hands of the scions of the seventh dawn, alive and lost, reach out and point from the shadows. some reach out to him, some reach out for him. however, lawrence rejects them all, hiding in his arms — for he doesn't need your help. or maybe he doesn't want to remember how he couldn't help you...

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though my arms shake, though my heart breaks,
i will make myself strong enough to carry your weight.
... i'm sorry i can't let you carry mine.

[ thank you so much, @mafreiidyne.bsky.social ! ]

blossoming...
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[ thank you so much, @ludwigsrifle.bsky.social ! ]

#distantstargazer since law's from la noscea and grew up around fisherman, he, of course, developed a lominsan accent. it's mostly subtle, but you can hear it when he pronounces his Rs, putting more emphasis to that and vowels. the accent gets heavier when he's angry lmao

#distantstargazer law has a habit of vivid dreams in general... they are mostly nightmares, though. nightmares of every face he's ever killed, even by his own hands or by association (a.k.a those who have sacrificed themselves for him or those he was too late to save. he blames himself a lot </3)

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"let's get this over with." or silence..... lmao

#distantstargazer it's a little funny saying this bc not a lot of law's ships follow this, but!
- taller than him. always flutters his heart
- tails... he thinks they're so fascinating
- fatter body builds. he wants to groan a little if u sit in his lap
- long hair. braiding and styling <3 yay

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#distantstargazer U ALREADY KNOW. BLUEBERRY SWEEP ‼️🫐‼️🫐‼️🫐

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law will die first. always.