Brian's World of Scattered Revelries | Substack I write poems, rants, ramblings, sometimes run-ons, necessarily through the lens of me being a CPTSD survivor. Click to read Brian's World of Scattered Revelries, by Brian the Bold, a Substack publica...

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Small sample of the *ridiculously* hard drum programming (patterns and notes on paper) for the song I’m doing.

1000% harder due to neurodivergency.

#traumor #fearscapes #metalsky #blackmetal #cptsd #neurodivergent

Writing new music part 2.
#traumor #fearscapes #blackmetal #metalsky #extrememetal

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Writing new music part 1. #traumor #fearscapes #blackmetal #metalsky #extrememetal #fallsofrauros #lunaramulet

Shout out to Falls of Rauros and Lunar Amulet!

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Lyrics for the first song, "Jagged Curse of Mind", on my Traumor album "Fearscapes".
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#traumor #fearscapes traumor.bandcamp.com #extrememetal #blackdeathmetal A couple riffs. The album is cohesive in structure and there are many many more riffs to satisfy both black metal and death metal fans.

I think I did a really good job with the image on the notes I'm starting to leave for physical CD purchasers:

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#traumor #fearscapes #metalsky #blackmetal #deathmetal #symphonicmetal

Satisfied fan. I decided to include personalized notes on card stock for physical CD sales, and he was overjoyed.

Please find the image I created on the reverse in reply to this; this is his photo upon receipt, and Bsky doesn't support multiple photos

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Listened to/watched my performance clips. I have the structure for beginning drum machine programming. Which is always arduous. And I need to take care of myself. Too much stress has me waking up with soaked sheets due to night sweats. #traumor #Fearscapes #metalsky

Wrote a new song today. Now all I have to do is practice it, program the drums, do the bass, record it...you know, all that really easy non-time-consuming stuff.

I mean, I only just learned about the existence of the Community tab on Bandcamp today :P

#Traumor #Fearscapes #metalsky

Bandcamp is LIVE.

#metalsky #metal #traumor #fearscapes #bandcamp #mayhem #emperor #dimmuborgir #morbidangel #devintownsend #nile #blackmetal #deathmetal

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Fearscapes, by Traumor 10 track album

@alienlilith.bsky.social Bandcamp is LIVE.

#metalsky #metal #traumor #fearscapes #bandcamp #mayhem #emperor #dimmuborgir #morbidangel #devintownsend #nile #blackmetal #deathmetal

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Get that trauma and rage out, by hearing me get that trauma and rage out. #traumor #fearscapes #metalsky

Funfact: The title of my album, project Traumor -"Fearscapes" - was inspired by a lyrics from the Tori Amos' song "Mother".
#traumor #fearscapes #fearscape #mother #toriamos #littleearthquakes

So yeah. I’m growing more, and feeling very vulnerable, and these two things were actively dangerous growing up; they’re still here, but I uploaded this. A glimpse of me when i couldn’t be me at all in that house. The body still keeping the score. #traumor #fearscapes #metalsky #mentalhealth

#ptsd #trauma #growth #traumor #fearscapes