#sarahyaps You know I've seen some people (not necessarily recently, just since being in the fandom) say that they'll hate if they give Val a sad backstory because it'll look like justifying his abuse, but like... is feeling that way not in and of itself justifying abuse?
My mental health these past two weeks have been awful ngl so I do think my dread for MegaCon is just thanks to that. Like I wanna be excited! I really do! #sarahyaps warning ahead
sorry for going on and on about an OC i just care about him lol #sarahyaps
Also they got some magic abilities but I'm keeping powers/abilities/other world building stuff close to my chest for now because I might change my mind with some of these characters on what they can do and why #sarahyaps
Basically an untrustworthy, morally gray danger twink who likes to wear skirts and loves his bf. He and his bf are both super smart and are also the youngest of the group (fresh out of high school) and they think they are sooo much smarter than everyone else but they are also sooo naive #sarahyaps
But now that I think about it, he's not really. I think now that I've deep dived so far into Angel I could actually make a real character out of this OC. (His name is Rowan btw... unless I decide to change it but for now that is his name- Ro for short) #sarahyaps
And now I'm like "I see why I took to Angel so fast" because he has a similar vibe. Not much else is similar though. He's kind of a cross between Angel and Nico di Angelo actually. I remember being upset because I felt like he was too similar to Nico back in the day #sarahyaps
All this because I named an OC who isn't even the MC btw lmfaoooo
But he's honestly the most fleshed out character in my brain so far. I was looking through his stuff I wrote out for him and realized he's actually kind of like Angel in personality??? #sarahyaps
Named an OC that I had not previously given a name to because I wanted to give him the perfect name because he's my baby despite him being an untrustworthy shit starter
First burst of inspo to do anything with my OCs in a long time but maybe now I can finally start something with them. #sarahyaps
I just gotta know if anyone has advice to prevent that?? like how do I keep myself from getting demotivated after reading someone else's stuff?
I'm not good at smut by any means and its something I need to work at but I actively sabotage myself by being like "oh i'll never be this good" #sarahyaps
I have to make a confession. I stopped writing that valangel smut I said I would have ready for valentines day because I read other's people smut and it was wayyyyy better than anything I could ever dream to write and it demotivated the hell out of me #sarahyaps
ngl i also just don’t wanna subject anyone to my family so thats another reason. i guess i just wanna browse just to feel like i have the option to date if i wanna even if my brain makes me feel bad about it afterwards #sarahyaps
Maybe it’s not “lol” like there is something genuinely wrong with my self worth. I have probably missed out on so many people who probably would have been great matches for me but alas #sarahyaps
Every time I hop on a dating app I am overcome with this idea that all these people can do wayyy better than me so I end up not swiping right on anyone lol #sarahyaps
I hate how every time I bring up homework around my family someone suggests I use chatgpt. "I know you don't wanna use it to get the work done, but why not let it check your work?" BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO. #sarahyaps
I'm not really feeling good tonight. I actually haven't felt good in a couple of days but I've ignored it because if I think too much about it, I will spiral and start telling people I have diseases I diagnosed myself with lol #sarahyaps #hypochondria
Kind of heavy subject matter ahead, be warned
I just really need her not being a licensed therapist to bite her in the ass. She wants to prove Pen wasn’t a fluke and ends up doing more harm than good for Angel and any new residents at the hotel. #sarahyaps
I want Charlie to get desperate for her hotel to work. OR I want her to learn that Pen got to Heaven and get a huge head over it to a point where she thinks she’s something she’s not. #sarahyaps
idk how i feel about the theory that angel has a pink outline because he was supposed to go to heaven
i prefer the idea that angel earned his place in hell. #sarahyaps
they could have just slapped a pentagram on it and the backpack would have looked 10x better and nobody would be arguing that it’s for kids vs adults
Its funny how people see ugly merch and assume its for kids though lol. Kids deserve better things imo. #sarahyaps
any other fellow hypochondriacs oddly obsessed with appendicitis?? i swear its one of my most reoccurring worries that keep me up at night #sarahyaps
Oh my youtube recommended specifically targeted me by recommending a video it KNEW would trigger my hypochondria at first glance #sarahyaps
DONE WITH SEASON 1!!! Yay! Final thoughts, it was okay! It was interesting to see how much the show has evolved over the years. It aged like milk in a lot of areas but that doesn't make it bad! (thank god Santino is no longer a judge btw, this guy is a dick) #sarahyaps
I👏 DON'T👏 SEE👏 YOU👏 OUT👏 THERE👏 WALKING👏 CHILDREN👏 IN👏 NATURE👏
Let's goo!!!! Been waiting for that line all reunion! Season 1 reunion is actually kind of painful to watch so thank god this line has lightened the mood for me. #sarahyaps
They hate that she was in the top 3 but girlies, you were the ones who elevated her up there. you gave the producers a reason to keep her around lol
though i will be honest i have no idea why these girls dislike her so much. this is why we need untucked because i'm lost. #sarahyaps
jade you started touching rebecca first wtf
i do not get why she is so shocked that she lost. "rebecca got physical" YOU STARTED IT. I bet that's why jade lost tbh. But also these girls hated rebecca so much they needed to keep her on the show for that drama #sarahyaps
it's very pathetic. like come on, surely there are other things you could be doing with your time rather than acting like the world is ending because celebs you like enjoy a show that you don't like.
#sarahyaps
people act like it's embarrassing to be a hazbin fan but after seeing people make a fool of themselves over kei urana liking helluva and patrick stump being on hazbin....
i personally think it's more embarrassing to be apart of the "hatedom" at this point
#sarahyaps
I have to believe Val hates the name Fat Nuggets. He doesn't get why Angel didn't name the pig "Precious" or "Louis Vuitton" #sarahyaps
