I managed to visit Shambhala and do a few things in #ACNH.
Now, I'm trying to get #WRC started...
And trying NOT to just give up an lie down for a little while.
#Avolition
#Depression
#Anxiety
#Schizophrenia
#SchizoAffective
I have to do the dishes today since I didn't yesterday. And hopefully play something for a bit.
Yesterday feels like a big waste because I only got cooking goulash, laundry and a bunch of wrestling OC profiles done.
#Avolition
#Depression
#Anxiety
#Schizophrenia
#SchizoAffective
IE. AAA Rey de Reyes streamed live last night on YouTube, I discovered.
But I feel like I'm not allowed to do anything besides sit here in silence.
And I ESPECIALLY can't do things I enjoy.
#Anxiety
#Depression
#Avolition
#Schizophrenia
#SchizoAffective
Voices/anxiety/depression already ramping up hard...
Today feels like it's going to be a rough one...
#Anxiety
#Depression
#Avolition
#Schizophrenia
#SchizoAffective
I just want to DO something to distract from all the #anxiety and #depression...
#Avolition
#Schizophrenia
#SchizoAffective
It's not even 11am and my brain already says I need to do everything right this second or I'm a failure.
#Depression
#Anxiety
#Avolition
#Schizophrenia
#SchizoAffective
Sure doesn't feel like it.
#Depression
#Avolition
#Schizophrenia
#SchizoAffective
Stupid brain...
#Depression
#Anxiety
#Avolition
#Schizophrenia
#SchizoAffective
I want to try to knock out a couple more wrestlers today in #WWE2K26.
Assuming I can get myself to play it...
#Depression
#Anxiety
#Avolition
#Schizophrenia
#SchizoAffective
I did nothing.
I am nothing.
#Anxiety
#Depression
#Avolition
#Schizophrenia
#SchizoAffective
Stupid brain... stupid, mean, loud brain...
#Anxiety
#Depression
#Avolition
#Schizophrenia
#SchizoAffective
I need to figure out something to do.
And then muster the energy to do it...
#Avolition
#Depression
#Schizophrenia
#SchizoAffective
Part of me wants to try to actually write and book cards instead of rulesets with virtually no segments.
It'd be with real wrestlers and I'd post it on the #TNM7 Discord channel.
Just feel like I can't or shouldn't do it.
#Anxiety
#Depression
#Avolition
#Schizophrenia
#SchizoAffective
I wish my brain still worked...
#Anxiety
#Depression
#Avolition
#Schizophrenia
#SchizoAffective
Angry brain this morning... gonna be a long one today...
#Anxiety
#Depression
#Avolition
#Schizophrenia
#SchizoAffective
I want to do something, but I don't know what. As usual.
And I don't really feel like I deserve to do something fun because I don't feel like I did enough today...
#Anxiety
#Depression
#Avolition
#Schizophrenia
#SchizoAffective
Having a lot of anxiety about going to bed tonight.
I don't know why.
My brain is just like "You're not allowed to. You must stay up. Stay up and not be able to do anything."
#Anxiety
#Depression
#Avolition
#Schizophrenia
#SchizoAffective
Bad brain night...
#Depression
#Anxiety
#Schizophrenia
#SchizoAffective
#Avolition
The #avolition and the #anxiety and the voices are teaming up heavily this evening...
#Schizophrenia
#SchizoAffective
Already getting the overwhelming feeling that I should just give up...
#Anxiety
#Depression
#Schizophrenia
#SchizoAffective
#Avolition
When motivation is low, planning matters more than willpower.
Here’s a simple technique that works.
🎥 youtu.be/z62YMVETtS4
#Productivity #Avolition
🚫 No motivation? You don’t need more willpower — you need a system. 🔁 This daily technique actually makes you do the things you don’t feel like doing. 👇
youtu.be/z62YMVETtS4 #Productivity #Habits #Avolition
BRAIN: You have to do everything all at once or you're a failure.
#Anxiety
#Depression
#Schizophrenia
#SchizoAffective
#Avolition
Every so often I think of going back to Duolingo but my brain keeps getting more and more "what's the point" about everything.
#Depression
#Schizophrenia
#SchizoAffective
#Avolition
I feel so overwhelmed by the littlest things because everything in my head is 1,000x more difficult than it should be...
#Depression
#Anxiety
#Schizophrenia
#SchizoAffective
#Avolition
Feeling very "what's the point" right now...
#Depression
#Schizophrenia
#SchizoAffective
#Avolition
Today feels like it was such a waste...
#Depressed
#Anxiety
#Schizophrenia
#SchizoAffective
#Avolition
I have a really hard time making decisions because I feel like I KNOW I'll make the wrong one. Even for minor things.
#Anxiety
#Depression
#Schizophrenia
#SchizoAffective
#Avolition
