3648bby the Jedi Temple Theron sat and tried to meditate. The last few months were difficult and he tried to set his mind at ease. Master Zho had taught him how to compartmentalize ;to organize his thoughts, but it was so hard for him to make the adjustment. The struggle was real. He had never been in love before and his only interaction with it was Lazuli and now Jonas. It wasn't something that was taught and the Jedi frowned on attachment, so this made it even harder to navigate his overflowing emotions.
He hated to say it, but Maybe the Jedi were right about that. He was beginning to understand why they detached themselves from relationships. It truly was a burden. He was so sad and his relationship with Jonas was making him uncomfortable. He avoided all of the areas that Jonas went to and stayed away from him as far as possible, even though it hurt. He took the far away assignments and purposefully took the ones that were as far away from Nar Shaddaa or Coruscant as possible so that they wouldn't be likely to run into each other. It was best for his mental state.
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