make technology work in Colorado & California & Thailand 🇹🇭 & now back here in the bloody Kaintuck, where it's impossible to find a decent doctor much less a pain one.
#gratefuldead #letitgrow #Egoscue #kundalini #complexptsd
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in Kansas because we couldn't get up off of the floor; that's the pic of the 🌅 & the #Egoscue Static Back pic, & we eventually made it to CO & tried our 1st batch of CO weed @ The Farm, where we'd applied for a job, but they didn't want to hire me, & we went on the hunt for an apartment using Lyfts,
10:30 26/1/2569
#Egoscue "Static Back" w 🌵 arms or arms in a T or arms at the side makes my head yank up #violently & fascia in the upper right back thorax & skull 💀 rip violently over & over & over & over again, & we never relax & we're never OK, & we're always in #pain & always #moving to try &
2019 03 25, Longmont, CO
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We can't get this 2.6 GB 📹 of us holding #mudras & #shungite & #selenite & doing #Egoscue exercises & singing #GratefulDead tunes to download from the fakakta #Dropbox on the abhorrent #Spectrum WeeFee here in Wanda's 🏠, so here's a link.
Is Pete #Egoscue on Bluesky? Really am leading a miserable existence every waking second & have only gotten worse in 6 months being back in the US & here in the bloody Kaintuck, where there's no healthcare to speak of & no pain management docs to ✍️ allopathic pain meds & we have zero 💰 to be able to
She said she'd been held up a mountain near Idaho Springs for 3 years & had a 2 year old son. She had finally gotten away from the guy & was trying to live again. We put her in #Egoscue Static Back & smoked weed for 4 hours. Don't think I drew at all that day. I gave her a #Buddha statue of bronze,
#Egoscue Static Back w 🌵 arms, 🦁's breath 👅, & 👁ball #drishti & all I can think is Mick #Jagger
🎶 Me I'm just waiting so patiently, lying on the floor, I'm just trying to this jigsaw puzzle, before it rains anymore 🎶
here at 12:30 post meridian 11/12/2568 in the year of our Lord Indra.
10:10 7/12/2568 in the year of our Lord Indra w the 👻 of On Kawara & the body #shenanigans, neck #clicking, hip #firing,🦵#popping up, & 👠 #stomping come unbidden repeatedly as we try to sit still here in the 🥶 of the #bloody Kaintuck in Lexington. Wish we still had our #PAIN FREE 📖 by Pete #Egoscue.
pain 😢 was too ungodly to remain vertical & making it hard to breathe & impossible to think 🤔 & not a chance of being nice. So we're back in #Egoscue Static Back & our right scapula clicks & neck fascia snaps & we let out a "Sheisse". Awful way to have to live in this pain body that never stops.
But we're doing our #Egoscue exercises & the body is splitting apart & the body shenanigans are beginning in the weed legal Open Carry, Stand Your Ground, Prohibited Use of a Weapon, white run flyover fiefdom of Colored Red.
Do you #Egoscue? I've been using the postural exercises out of Pete Egoscue's 📖 'PAIN FREE' for a decade. We use yoga blankets since someone threw out all our towels & $1,000 worth of pillows & the 7 sets of Marimekko sheets & duvet covers we owned, & our down duvet cover, but who's counting? Anywho
9:00 23/11/2568
7 years & 8 months later & I'm lying on my back in "
#Egoscue Static Back & life sure looks bleak compared to when we shot this 📹 & were about to depart for NYC & fly to Venice w the munchkin. #trauma #BesselVanDerKolk #yoga #energy #PTSDwSomaticResponse
#fat & wore that army belt w harmonicas in it #around his neck. So we walked back down to Liquors Hub & saw Mr. Adi from #Nepal 🇳🇵 who's in #computer science at UK & we got 2 more New #Amsterdam vodka shooters & we're gonna sing on our back in the dark in #Egoscue Static Back & call it a day.
Ciao!
I forget I can't save my own 📹 📹 from inside the untaxed unregulated unpublisher of amygdala driven hate machine algorithm ad revenue app GoogleYouTube & it doesn't make a copy. We're trying to do #Egoscue Static Back & vibrating all over & legs are shaking & guts hurt.
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10:10 We're lying on our back in #Egoscue Static Back w our 1 yoga 🧘♀️ block we got from Vovo in Pattaya in a fuckton of pain eating Cheeze-Its & swiggin' 🍓 apricot Red Bull waiting for our Telehealth appt. w white jesus Isaiah 🏠 to see if they can get me 7 or 8 referrals to see some god damn doctors.
but he never made it happen. I hate relying on the unreliable. We've got our 10# sandbag that we bought to keep the foot vertical in one #Egoscue exercise & we've been pumping the sandbag up & down lying in Egoscue Static Back & crinkling & popping the "yoke of the coat hanger & maybe out of pain.
Welp, this has taken 4ever & a day to upload & we did 📦 @ the 🧱 long hard slow 🐌 & deep, that brought a minute of relief 😮💨 & we did our #Egoscue golf ⛳️ grip arm circles 🔵 🔴 50 frontwards but only 17 backwards & my neck & internal structures pop & click & we growl & drink our 4th ☕️ shaking all over,
From earlier... We're back on our back in #Egoscue "Static Back" trying to ameliorate the incessant pain in the body as we've done these last many years as we've been denied our bennies twice by the niggardly whites who run SSDI. So now we got a lawyer at Stromatt & Associates & what a sad state of
Guess we go back to our wee room surrounded by another's detritus & lie down in #Egoscue Static Back & ⌚️ bullshit on the untaxed unregulated unpublisher of amygdala driven hate machine algorithm ad revenue #GoogleYouTube till it's time to go back to 🛌. Feels like we're still trapped in Thailand 🇹🇭.
We are back on our back in #Egoscue Static Back, as we've been for a decade, since we started carboxylating cannabis to get off of the 6 allopathic pain meds that were making us feel like we lived outside of our body & wanted to die, but this is healthcare now in the US.
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12:12 Bored 😴 on a cold 🥶 Saturday in #Egoscue Static Back w ungodly #pain in my #neck & #head & #trapeziuses & #shoulders & my head snaps violently as we waste another day of #life.
1st try! We made the building 👷♂️ go ka-blooey. 💣 💥
This is probably my favorite #mission in the game 🎮.
#gtavc
#Egoscue Static Back & violent painful neck snaps. It's a shame that in the location-based #disease pathology model of heathcare where you get to see a #doctor for 15 minutes max, they are so ignorant about how the system works as a whole & that there's no separation between #mind & body & #gravity.
Rampage!
I would've been a helluva sniper.
#gtavc
We're on our back in #Egoscue Static Back wasting another day of life without a penny to our name, but at least we're not on a filthy plastic mat w bed bugs, lice, fleas, & mites at the Don Jacobs Honda Quantrell Cadillac Hopelessness Center.
who knows #Iyengar or #Rolfing or #Egoscue, to come up with some kind of diagnosis & routine to do because this ain't worth going through any longer, & I have no idea what to do.
2018/11/20, The Sunnyside of Life v2.0 in the grow room. 1 of 2
#energymedicine #trauma #PTSD #SomaticResponse #cannabis #mudras #yoga #Egoscue
This has been my life basically every day for 9 years. Today we are in a fuckton of pain, vibrating all over w our neck snapping back & fascia ripping.
Do you #Egoscue? This is "Static Back" & now when we do it our head snaps violently up off the floor. The level of pain I'm in right now is staggering & it's impossible to think or focus on anything else so we go to ground & let gravity take hold & rearrange our corpus as it sees fit. #pain #fascia
In ungodly pain lying in the dark in #Egoscue ‘Static Back’ w cactus🌵arms listening to Harry. We bought the PAIN FREE 📖 @ Kripalu kripalu.org in 2013 & we were lying on the floor at The Sunnyside of Life in 2016 & looked up at our $3,600 Room & Board bookshelves w the modernist eased front edge &
10:10 📞 in all your 😇 😇 & devas & ancestors & benefactors & spirit guides & alien 👽 hybrids & the Ananaki & the Anasazi & five Buddha families 'cause your country's been taken over by white jesus tribalism, private white corporationpeople dark money, & lawless lying lawyers.
#Egoscue 'Static Back'
10:10 a.m. 8/7/2568 in the year of our Lord Indra w the 👻 of On Kawara in Wanda's house of abuse, neglect, & ignoring, where I am 602 years old & hurt all the god damn time, in #Egoscue Static Back w a neck that perpetually aches & we're at it again screaming 😱 into the void, trying to create, a
#Egoscue Static Back, trying to be able to leave the house & go buy sone New Amsterdam #vodka shooters & OJ to quell the #pain, since we don't have access to doctor or dentist or mental health or pain management, like #Celebrex, #Lyrica, #Tramadol, a #Butrans patch or 30mg #Adderall, as when
