i deserve everything that’s come my way, i’m a terrible person.

#vent #halfvent #suicidetwt #suicidal

i think my friend just blocked me.. uh i had a thing with him and we are close friends but ever since i had a breakdown he’s refusing to talk to me.. kms dude????….get over it- i broke up with you bc your still stuck to a bitch you complain about 24/7, legit suck it up.

#halfvent

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i feel so empty for everyone. i don’t feel love for “my” friends let alone myself. never did and never will. i find love to truly be disgusting but not. it’s another human emotion that i refuse to share with another. i will deny love for myself and that’ll include my human self.

#lilhal #halfvent

i feel so blurry.. i feel horny but not, god i’m so disgusting. i wanna jerk off but i don’t feel anything to it, it just feels like im doing it for no reason anymore

#hypersexual #halfvent #blurry

sometimes i randomly think about my stalker and remember that he’s jerking off to old pics of me:3

wtf

#halfvent #stalker like i get how im on #obslovetwt but when it comes to him it’s more just a fetish he’s into….

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sometimes i wish i was a girl bc if im gonna be treated like one even tho i tell them over and over and over again that im a guy what’s the point<3 anyways i got tig ol bittys so it just works

#halfvent

Disability can be so lonely. I try to socialize, but it becomes super apparent how different I am. How different my life is (a thread)
#personal #Disabled #Disability #Ableism #Isolation #CovidCautious #CovidConscious #HalfVent #ChronicIllness #ChronicallyIll