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Nami stands ready to provide healing and care to those around her; all while being a growing mother herself.

There’s healing in trying again ☁️🖤

Nami stands ready to provide healing and care to those around her; all while being a growing mother herself. There’s healing in trying again ☁️🖤

A Mother’s Gift 💠

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26 year old n’ami covered in viscera; thanks to her father’s shadow.

26 year old n’ami covered in viscera; thanks to her father’s shadow.

remember, someone used to love you this way 💔

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Baan’ami never change 🖤🌙🗡️

These two knew each other since they were kiddos in the Steppe! Life certainly happened in the in between, but N’ami came back home and they decided to heal together 🤲🏾

Now they’re expecting twins!

@baatu.bsky.social

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So. Real N’ami fans. Remember a long time ago when I mentioned that her and G’raha were intimate and ended poorly? So much so he started crying?

Well-

Here’s some lore 🤲🏾☁️✨🧵

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Meet Deiji Malqir 🗡️🖤

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You Can Run But I'll Find You...

So. Let's talk about N'ami's aethersight and how Petal is involved. Petal is well aware of the situation with N'ami's father. His voidsent abilities being passed down makes N'ami overtly sensitive to corrupted aether. N'ami's mother is a gifted healer with saturated aether, which makes N'ami quite the overstimulated, yet talented aether manipulator. Because of this, Petal was greatly drawn to her abilities to read aether, but it also came with some caveats.

Being aether sensitive usually involves N'ami doing her very best to fight hungry tendencies that could involve her harming others. To stave this craving, Petal gave her an offer. Elder dragon aether is incredibly potent, so much so, that it can act as a catalyst for lessened withdrawals. So, in order for N'ami to fight the craving, Petal openly feeds her her aether. It's strong, it's enticing, it's addicting. Thus, Petal has become not only a 'protector' but an addictive little problem. The feeding feels incredible to Petal as well; feeling intimacy and sexual connection when this exchange is performed. 

They are fatefully tied together by a glowing thread of aether. One that N'ami is in no mood to rid herself of. 

Toxic Yuri? I think so. Feeding an addiction and being praised for it? Don't even get me started.

You Can Run But I'll Find You... So. Let's talk about N'ami's aethersight and how Petal is involved. Petal is well aware of the situation with N'ami's father. His voidsent abilities being passed down makes N'ami overtly sensitive to corrupted aether. N'ami's mother is a gifted healer with saturated aether, which makes N'ami quite the overstimulated, yet talented aether manipulator. Because of this, Petal was greatly drawn to her abilities to read aether, but it also came with some caveats. Being aether sensitive usually involves N'ami doing her very best to fight hungry tendencies that could involve her harming others. To stave this craving, Petal gave her an offer. Elder dragon aether is incredibly potent, so much so, that it can act as a catalyst for lessened withdrawals. So, in order for N'ami to fight the craving, Petal openly feeds her her aether. It's strong, it's enticing, it's addicting. Thus, Petal has become not only a 'protector' but an addictive little problem. The feeding feels incredible to Petal as well; feeling intimacy and sexual connection when this exchange is performed. They are fatefully tied together by a glowing thread of aether. One that N'ami is in no mood to rid herself of. Toxic Yuri? I think so. Feeding an addiction and being praised for it? Don't even get me started.

‼️ (Blood | Implied Vampirism | Aether Feeding)

No One Loves You Like I Do…
🌙 You Can Run But I’ll Find You 🥀

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[A subtle ring is heard as a twitch of the Miqo's ear brings it to life]

N: It's been'll of five minutes, lass. I've hardly left home.

P: Mm. Five minutes too long. Tell me, Sun Killer, how long do you expect to be gone?

N: …'s long as I need tae be. Why?

P: I grow rather worried when you're apart from me, a tad too worried. I can't keep my tabs on you as I wish to.

N: I think that's a good thing, Petal…

P: The worry?

N: The tabs… I'm nearin' 50, love. Ain't a need to have me so close…


P: I am Ten Times your senior… I've seen you fight many a battle and you always come home. What happens when you don't?

N: Ah- Don't do that now, aye? D'us a favor, yeah? Don't worry yer pretty 'ead over me. 

P: I'll worry as I please. But lest you've forgotten… You breathe because of me. You swing your blade in my name. You wring the blood of strangers dry because of my very essence. Do not forget who you belong to.

N:…Aye.

[A subtle ring is heard as a twitch of the Miqo's ear brings it to life] N: It's been'll of five minutes, lass. I've hardly left home. P: Mm. Five minutes too long. Tell me, Sun Killer, how long do you expect to be gone? N: …'s long as I need tae be. Why? P: I grow rather worried when you're apart from me, a tad too worried. I can't keep my tabs on you as I wish to. N: I think that's a good thing, Petal… P: The worry? N: The tabs… I'm nearin' 50, love. Ain't a need to have me so close… P: I am Ten Times your senior… I've seen you fight many a battle and you always come home. What happens when you don't? N: Ah- Don't do that now, aye? D'us a favor, yeah? Don't worry yer pretty 'ead over me. P: I'll worry as I please. But lest you've forgotten… You breathe because of me. You swing your blade in my name. You wring the blood of strangers dry because of my very essence. Do not forget who you belong to. N:…Aye.

The Elder Needs A Word…

‼️ Linkpearl Dialogue Post of N’ami & Petal ‼️

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V: Petal “The Elder”

Who doesn’t love to be tasked by an elder dragon to protect one of their dragonborn? Along N’ami’s trips throughout Eorzea, she was pleased to stumble into Dravania. Within her trips to Tailfeather, she would often find peace and solitude in the many dragonborn that dwelled there as well as their constituents. Among them was the Elder, Petal, who has long lineage to Hraesvelgr of The First Brood.

Petal took a liking to N’ami, both of appreciation and a slight romance as well. She’s protective of N’ami and The Syndicate in kind, and asked to be ‘protected’. This was simply to continue to be attached to N’ami, believing she was capable of great things. What made Petal even more connected to N’ami were far back connections of ancestry involving N’aaja. N’aaja being the warrior of light, had helped Petal’s kind. She wanted to return the favor. Perhaps falling in love with her daughter was the next best thing.

She serves as the Syndicate ‘Investor’ but also protector. She’s capable of incredible power and might that is only used when absolutely necessary. She is often behind the scenes and-

THE YURI IS GREAT YALL.

Interesting Facts:
- 500 Years Old
- Eerily Imprinted on N’ami, Sworn Protector
- In Love w/ Her But Has Yet to Tell Her

V: Petal “The Elder” Who doesn’t love to be tasked by an elder dragon to protect one of their dragonborn? Along N’ami’s trips throughout Eorzea, she was pleased to stumble into Dravania. Within her trips to Tailfeather, she would often find peace and solitude in the many dragonborn that dwelled there as well as their constituents. Among them was the Elder, Petal, who has long lineage to Hraesvelgr of The First Brood. Petal took a liking to N’ami, both of appreciation and a slight romance as well. She’s protective of N’ami and The Syndicate in kind, and asked to be ‘protected’. This was simply to continue to be attached to N’ami, believing she was capable of great things. What made Petal even more connected to N’ami were far back connections of ancestry involving N’aaja. N’aaja being the warrior of light, had helped Petal’s kind. She wanted to return the favor. Perhaps falling in love with her daughter was the next best thing. She serves as the Syndicate ‘Investor’ but also protector. She’s capable of incredible power and might that is only used when absolutely necessary. She is often behind the scenes and- THE YURI IS GREAT YALL. Interesting Facts: - 500 Years Old - Eerily Imprinted on N’ami, Sworn Protector - In Love w/ Her But Has Yet to Tell Her

V: Petal “The Elder” 🪷

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N’ami often has a moment to answer questions from students! Today, they decided to ask a question she has been trying to avoid for the longest time.  Better late than never, I suppose. 

[A moment of reprieve for the students of Hidaka Dojo is often met with questions for the Grandmaster.]

Master Hidaka, what was your first kill like? Were you scared?


"Heh, scared shitless actually. I remember the look in his eyes, trembling like a wretch. A mess he was. I, however, was overtaken by his shadow. He squirmed under my blade, he begged for mercy and I kept driving it through his chest, deeper and deeper. His crimson dressed my skin. It looked… breathtaking. Finally, he met my hilt and I hissed at his misery. He told me, "I love you…" I told him.. "Too late…"

Was this- was this a lover of yours?

"God no, a lover would never be met a blade like mine…"

Then who was it?

"His name was N'oemi. N'oemi Hidaka.”

N’ami often has a moment to answer questions from students! Today, they decided to ask a question she has been trying to avoid for the longest time. Better late than never, I suppose. [A moment of reprieve for the students of Hidaka Dojo is often met with questions for the Grandmaster.] Master Hidaka, what was your first kill like? Were you scared? "Heh, scared shitless actually. I remember the look in his eyes, trembling like a wretch. A mess he was. I, however, was overtaken by his shadow. He squirmed under my blade, he begged for mercy and I kept driving it through his chest, deeper and deeper. His crimson dressed my skin. It looked… breathtaking. Finally, he met my hilt and I hissed at his misery. He told me, "I love you…" I told him.. "Too late…" Was this- was this a lover of yours? "God no, a lover would never be met a blade like mine…" Then who was it? "His name was N'oemi. N'oemi Hidaka.”

N’ami standing above the unlucky bearer of her blade. The pain is withstanding as she stands with fire covering the town behind her. She did what had to be done…

N’ami standing above the unlucky bearer of her blade. The pain is withstanding as she stands with fire covering the town behind her. She did what had to be done…

A Lovely Tuesday @ Hidaka Dojo 🗡️🥀

A Pained Admission 💔

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IV: Meeko ‘The Rabbit’s Paw’ Dewlight

Meeko is a lone recovering voidsent who’s reigned from the first seeking asylum and guidance with The Hidaka Dojo. He started as an outcast within Eorzea, having been excommunicated from the Green Wood. He is mixed race. His mother Viera, his father au ra, he struggles to find where he stands within his own family as well as the world he lives in. Uncareful steps found him in our shard, recalled as the “The Fallen Angel” from the first. Being of mixed race, there is gentleness and care placed within his character’s experiences. They are approached with a very fine line of understanding oneself as well as knowing where you fit within society. N’ami had the absolute honor of meeting him within the Steppe as a bystander, watching him serve food and medicinals to those that dwelled there. His acts of service, his selflessness was enough for her to offer her home and found family. He joined alongside the others without hesitation and sees N’ami as a sister and confidant.

Though he appears large in stature, his heart, his soul is of pure intent. He carries himself as a gentle giant to whom he cares for, but a fierce protector as well. Shall he be tested, his enemy is met with their demise in kind.

Interesting Fact: He is often seen as the Syndicate’s Inner City Liason. He focuses on community projects as well as understanding its needs so that he can assist with supplying them! 

Quick Facts:
Trans Man
Dating Atlas (Borderline Obsessive)
Wears The Muzzle Because it looks So Damn Good (Atlas told him to wear it, cause it’s sexy)

IV: Meeko ‘The Rabbit’s Paw’ Dewlight Meeko is a lone recovering voidsent who’s reigned from the first seeking asylum and guidance with The Hidaka Dojo. He started as an outcast within Eorzea, having been excommunicated from the Green Wood. He is mixed race. His mother Viera, his father au ra, he struggles to find where he stands within his own family as well as the world he lives in. Uncareful steps found him in our shard, recalled as the “The Fallen Angel” from the first. Being of mixed race, there is gentleness and care placed within his character’s experiences. They are approached with a very fine line of understanding oneself as well as knowing where you fit within society. N’ami had the absolute honor of meeting him within the Steppe as a bystander, watching him serve food and medicinals to those that dwelled there. His acts of service, his selflessness was enough for her to offer her home and found family. He joined alongside the others without hesitation and sees N’ami as a sister and confidant. Though he appears large in stature, his heart, his soul is of pure intent. He carries himself as a gentle giant to whom he cares for, but a fierce protector as well. Shall he be tested, his enemy is met with their demise in kind. Interesting Fact: He is often seen as the Syndicate’s Inner City Liason. He focuses on community projects as well as understanding its needs so that he can assist with supplying them! Quick Facts: Trans Man Dating Atlas (Borderline Obsessive) Wears The Muzzle Because it looks So Damn Good (Atlas told him to wear it, cause it’s sexy)

IV: Meeko ‘The Rabbit’s Paw’ Dewlight

🖤🗡️

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-Sun amongst the sky, donning this brilliant connection…-

-Bring forth my kin, may they arriveth in mine reflection…-

This is a spell spoken between N’ami and her mother as they attempt to communicate across unchartered ‘shards’. Though N’ami still believes her mother is gone, and is simply experiencing visions; her mother is very much alive and well. 

Her reflection beckons her mother; a woman proud of the feats her daughter has overcome. Now if only she had the courage to tell her, her work is yet finished.

-Sun amongst the sky, donning this brilliant connection…- -Bring forth my kin, may they arriveth in mine reflection…- This is a spell spoken between N’ami and her mother as they attempt to communicate across unchartered ‘shards’. Though N’ami still believes her mother is gone, and is simply experiencing visions; her mother is very much alive and well. Her reflection beckons her mother; a woman proud of the feats her daughter has overcome. Now if only she had the courage to tell her, her work is yet finished.

Sun amongst the sky, donning this brilliant connection… ☀️

Bring forth my kin. May they arriveth in mine reflection… 🌙

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And it continues…

🌙☁️☀️

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A landscape shot of N’ami completely nude, dressed in jewels. She is lying in front of a crystal in a bed of warm water, looking towards the the viewer with knowing eyes.

For her lover, she is known as his Nhaama, The Dusk Mother! So she presents herself as such and is highly praised for it 🙂‍↕️🌙

A landscape shot of N’ami completely nude, dressed in jewels. She is lying in front of a crystal in a bed of warm water, looking towards the the viewer with knowing eyes. For her lover, she is known as his Nhaama, The Dusk Mother! So she presents herself as such and is highly praised for it 🙂‍↕️🌙

‼️ Nudity

My Nhaama ✨🌙

#HidakaClan | #HidakaLore | #MyNhaama

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The Malqir Tribe specifically has a special place in her heart. Even her partner is Malqir tribe and they both grew up knowing each other! She participated in many of their Naadams until she had to flee.

It’s so interesting to discuss and explore!

#HidakaLore

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III: Adelo 'The Smooth Talker' LeBlanc

Adelo serves alongside his twin sibling, Tzi as another long standing member of the clan. Orphaned at a young age with his brother, Adelo also longed for belonging and found family. He serves as the syndicate liaison, using his wit and sharp interrogation skills to understand the inner workings of incoming threats. Adelo has a wealth of knowledge, both in the mental and physical, being the alchemist of the group. He specializes in alchemy and mixology, acting as a bartender for his own bar (front) within Limsa Lominsa. The bar is a place where many lie down their woes, for which he can exploit for information. Once the information is had, he communicates it forthrightly with the clan. Whether it's knowing who's in need, measuring the next threat, or simply talking up a business deal, Adelo is your guy.

Fun Fact: Adelo has used many of his alchemist talents to assist with Doman citizens in need of healing potions or medicinals. As a budding herbologist, he seeks to understand the needs of ill residents and to supply them with whatever they need to seek healthiness. His only hang up is that he has tirelessly tried to convince N'ami to seek medical help. To which she consistently resists.

“Lie your woes along the bar top, your secret is safe is with me…”

III: Adelo 'The Smooth Talker' LeBlanc Adelo serves alongside his twin sibling, Tzi as another long standing member of the clan. Orphaned at a young age with his brother, Adelo also longed for belonging and found family. He serves as the syndicate liaison, using his wit and sharp interrogation skills to understand the inner workings of incoming threats. Adelo has a wealth of knowledge, both in the mental and physical, being the alchemist of the group. He specializes in alchemy and mixology, acting as a bartender for his own bar (front) within Limsa Lominsa. The bar is a place where many lie down their woes, for which he can exploit for information. Once the information is had, he communicates it forthrightly with the clan. Whether it's knowing who's in need, measuring the next threat, or simply talking up a business deal, Adelo is your guy. Fun Fact: Adelo has used many of his alchemist talents to assist with Doman citizens in need of healing potions or medicinals. As a budding herbologist, he seeks to understand the needs of ill residents and to supply them with whatever they need to seek healthiness. His only hang up is that he has tirelessly tried to convince N'ami to seek medical help. To which she consistently resists. “Lie your woes along the bar top, your secret is safe is with me…”

III: The Smooth Talker

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(A simple black background and a white rune/symbol rests upon it)


At the young age of 9, N'ami had been carefully working on various symbols to communicate with her fathers to denote her location and safety. If you've delved into N'ami's lore, you'd know that her family specifically was targeted often in clan raids within the Steppe. She'd need to clearly communicate where she had found asylum until she returned home. Her fathers would find these symbols intricately placed within Doma to locate her.

This symbol shown has many aspects that relate to N'ami's life in kind. The symbol is a rising sun along the coast of the red sea. The dash in the middle of the sunrise is a lone samurai, or in our case, N'ami. The dot just above the sunrise denotes an angel, N'ami's mother. N'ami decided to keep this symbol throughout her life, using it as the coined symbol of the Clan/Syndicate. Whispers mention that this symbol can STILL be found amongst docks, carved in trees and even stained in charcoal on Kugane side streets. If your character has ever ventured into Kugane or Yanxia, perhaps they may have stumbled upon this symbol. Perhaps they may have tried to understand it's meaning. It's simple: The Hidaka Clan is here. The Hidaka Clan is home.

(A simple black background and a white rune/symbol rests upon it) At the young age of 9, N'ami had been carefully working on various symbols to communicate with her fathers to denote her location and safety. If you've delved into N'ami's lore, you'd know that her family specifically was targeted often in clan raids within the Steppe. She'd need to clearly communicate where she had found asylum until she returned home. Her fathers would find these symbols intricately placed within Doma to locate her. This symbol shown has many aspects that relate to N'ami's life in kind. The symbol is a rising sun along the coast of the red sea. The dash in the middle of the sunrise is a lone samurai, or in our case, N'ami. The dot just above the sunrise denotes an angel, N'ami's mother. N'ami decided to keep this symbol throughout her life, using it as the coined symbol of the Clan/Syndicate. Whispers mention that this symbol can STILL be found amongst docks, carved in trees and even stained in charcoal on Kugane side streets. If your character has ever ventured into Kugane or Yanxia, perhaps they may have stumbled upon this symbol. Perhaps they may have tried to understand it's meaning. It's simple: The Hidaka Clan is here. The Hidaka Clan is home.

Let's Talk About the Rune/Symbol of The Hidaka Clan ☀️🗡️

Created by Me!

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Tzipporah 'The Sharp Shooter' LeBlanc

(Tzi | Zee)

Tzi serves as one of the oldest members of the syndicate serving alongside his twin brother, Adelo. Tzi had a turbulent upbringing but has found solace in being the omniscient one of the twins. He serves as the syndicate scout, searching for aspiring samurai and tacticians to uphold the syndicate creed. He specializes in engineering, gunsmithing and weapons making. When he's not busy scouting in the field, he works with other blacksmiths and engineers in the area to make great weapons for the clan and potential customers.


CW: SA Mention
Interesting Fact: Tzi often hosts self defense classes at the dojo for mothers and victims of assault, serving as an asylum and safe space for them. He has also been seen taking matters into his own hands when it comes to revenge, however. His motto is simple: "An Eye For Eye."

Tzipporah 'The Sharp Shooter' LeBlanc (Tzi | Zee) Tzi serves as one of the oldest members of the syndicate serving alongside his twin brother, Adelo. Tzi had a turbulent upbringing but has found solace in being the omniscient one of the twins. He serves as the syndicate scout, searching for aspiring samurai and tacticians to uphold the syndicate creed. He specializes in engineering, gunsmithing and weapons making. When he's not busy scouting in the field, he works with other blacksmiths and engineers in the area to make great weapons for the clan and potential customers. CW: SA Mention Interesting Fact: Tzi often hosts self defense classes at the dojo for mothers and victims of assault, serving as an asylum and safe space for them. He has also been seen taking matters into his own hands when it comes to revenge, however. His motto is simple: "An Eye For Eye."

II: The Sharp Shooter

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N'ami 'The Sun Killer' Hidaka

N'ami is sat upon a chair that rests in the lower level of her dojo. Legs crossed in a well fitted suit, she awaits a meeting with the rest of her colleagues.

The Hidaka Clan hosts a dojo for many who are looking to train and hone their skills; to be impactful and humble swordsman. However, below it's opening doors rests the syndicate, a group of 8 individuals who have upheld an ongoing philanthropic mission. They are often hired mercernaries, hired entertainment and businessman. But most of all, they lead to give to those in need, by any means necessary. Of the group, N'ami Hidaka stands as acting owner and creator of the LLC. Though there is lessened crime significance of the group, other governing bodies define them as such. N'ami is realized as the leader and keen eyes have been consistently tracking her. Lucky for her, the city, it's constituents and it's people, prefer her presence. She provides them with hope, rids the city of potential threats and does so with a humble and kind heart.

N'ami 'The Sun Killer' Hidaka N'ami is sat upon a chair that rests in the lower level of her dojo. Legs crossed in a well fitted suit, she awaits a meeting with the rest of her colleagues. The Hidaka Clan hosts a dojo for many who are looking to train and hone their skills; to be impactful and humble swordsman. However, below it's opening doors rests the syndicate, a group of 8 individuals who have upheld an ongoing philanthropic mission. They are often hired mercernaries, hired entertainment and businessman. But most of all, they lead to give to those in need, by any means necessary. Of the group, N'ami Hidaka stands as acting owner and creator of the LLC. Though there is lessened crime significance of the group, other governing bodies define them as such. N'ami is realized as the leader and keen eyes have been consistently tracking her. Lucky for her, the city, it's constituents and it's people, prefer her presence. She provides them with hope, rids the city of potential threats and does so with a humble and kind heart.

I: The Sun Killer

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N’ami standing in a gorgeous white gown, humbly bowing to the spirit of her mother. She’s realizing that healing starts from within, and she’s doing her best to make it happen. Step by step ☁️✨🤲🏾

N’ami standing in a gorgeous white gown, humbly bowing to the spirit of her mother. She’s realizing that healing starts from within, and she’s doing her best to make it happen. Step by step ☁️✨🤲🏾

☁️🗡️🖤

#SagelyRebornXIV | #HidakaLore

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🎶 I’M GONNA SING OUT ☁️

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Have I Not Done Enough?

“I have bled. I have lost every sense of self. For your purpose, father. Have I not done enough? Have I made you proud yet? Have I walked the path you so carefully wrote for me? Is it finally done? Can I finally lay you to rest? Can you let me go? I am begging, with all of me, to please let me go.”

CW: Self Harm | Attempted Suicide 

N’ami rests in her meditative position, asking to be let go from her father’s grasp. Her father stands in a faded portrait of himself, as a voidsent looms just beside him. This voidsent is known as his shadow. This shadow has protected N’ami since his death; so much to the point he’s stopped her from taking her own life. The very mountaintop she is sat upon, is the same mountaintop she attempted to take her life. She has found herself here yet again, not in desperation, but in a graceful plea to let her father’s hold release her. Around her are gentle black wisps of smoke. These usually manifest when she’s asking for her father’s presence in kind. Here, she is begging, desperately, to finally walk her own path. Yet he refuses to let her go. Has she done enough?

Have I Not Done Enough? “I have bled. I have lost every sense of self. For your purpose, father. Have I not done enough? Have I made you proud yet? Have I walked the path you so carefully wrote for me? Is it finally done? Can I finally lay you to rest? Can you let me go? I am begging, with all of me, to please let me go.” CW: Self Harm | Attempted Suicide N’ami rests in her meditative position, asking to be let go from her father’s grasp. Her father stands in a faded portrait of himself, as a voidsent looms just beside him. This voidsent is known as his shadow. This shadow has protected N’ami since his death; so much to the point he’s stopped her from taking her own life. The very mountaintop she is sat upon, is the same mountaintop she attempted to take her life. She has found herself here yet again, not in desperation, but in a graceful plea to let her father’s hold release her. Around her are gentle black wisps of smoke. These usually manifest when she’s asking for her father’s presence in kind. Here, she is begging, desperately, to finally walk her own path. Yet he refuses to let her go. Has she done enough?

Are You Proud of Me Yet? 🗡️💔

#HidakaLore | #IfNotByFate

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❄️Even in the snow, he has to join! 🐨

Kodak, you precious goober 🤲🏾☁️

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N’ami is speaking with her since grandmaster in command, Kaze. Afraid to leave and retire.

“Kaze… What if I’m not ready?”

“…Hmm? For what?”

N’ami is speaking with her since grandmaster in command, Kaze. Afraid to leave and retire. “Kaze… What if I’m not ready?” “…Hmm? For what?”

She lays it out more bare for him to understand. She isn’t ready to let go of what she’s built. It’s been her whole life and nothing else.

“To leave it all behind… I-I built this place… I don’t think I’m ready to leave…”

“N’ami…”

She lays it out more bare for him to understand. She isn’t ready to let go of what she’s built. It’s been her whole life and nothing else. “To leave it all behind… I-I built this place… I don’t think I’m ready to leave…” “N’ami…”

She begins to justify her staying in her current role. Being a samurai despite her own health and needs. Kaze looks at her with a confident smile.

“There’s still so much to be done, so many people to save… I’m not-“

“N’ami…” he reassures…

She begins to justify her staying in her current role. Being a samurai despite her own health and needs. Kaze looks at her with a confident smile. “There’s still so much to be done, so many people to save… I’m not-“ “N’ami…” he reassures…

N’ami begins to realize that she has a hard time letting go, which brings her to tears… she’s not ready. But her heart is begging her to let go, for her own health. Kaze continues to reassure her.

-sniffle-

“You’ve done well to lift up the next generation. Let us handle the rest, while you deserve the rest of your life…”

N’ami begins to realize that she has a hard time letting go, which brings her to tears… she’s not ready. But her heart is begging her to let go, for her own health. Kaze continues to reassure her. -sniffle- “You’ve done well to lift up the next generation. Let us handle the rest, while you deserve the rest of your life…”

With age, comes the horrid reality that you aren’t as strong as you once were. But you are wiser. 💔

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☁️ Light Years….. 🖤

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N’ami be in her own world sometimes and I love it.
She ADORES dancing.

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N’ami completely covered in blood; an aftermath image of the life she’s tired of. She’s saddened covering herself and gazing weakly at the viewer. You can tell she’s hurt, tired and wanting to be done with this particular lifestyle. She’ll get a break soon. 💔

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N’ami completely covered in blood; an aftermath image of the life she’s tired of. She’s saddened covering herself and gazing weakly at the viewer. You can tell she’s hurt, tired and wanting to be done with this particular lifestyle. She’ll get a break soon. 💔 ALL CHARACTERS PORTRAYED ARE CONSENTING! ‼️

🩸Don’t You Look Good in Red 💔

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N’ami resting beside Baatu during a well needed hot bath. He’s nodded off to sleep and she spends time admiring him as he does.

‼️ CONSENT GIVEN BY BOTH PARTIES ‼️

N’ami resting beside Baatu during a well needed hot bath. He’s nodded off to sleep and she spends time admiring him as he does. ‼️ CONSENT GIVEN BY BOTH PARTIES ‼️

“Ya Sleepy Ole Man….”

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Though the dojo is always ready for company; as company arrives she is STILL cooking everything she possibly can. Hell, she might even get them an apron:

“Oi, can yew grab the sticky rice fer me? Nary a stomach left unsatisfied in this dojo.”

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Hopefully soon, I can explore this with her and maybe, just maybe, she’ll be the sage her mother always wanted her to be. Mayhaps this can be her next arc, healing so that she can indeed heal ✨

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