Adult teacher deku from bnha murmuring, thinking

Thru my experiments of the methods I did between #metanonia n #SM_passionfruit, I originally hypothesized that id be faster n enjoy the full digital / no planning methods of PF but honestly ?!! I feel i drastically lost speed compared to the planned storyboarding / half trad half digital of M hmm !!

Okey I think it’s time to revv back up my mangaka machine - I wanna get the next chapters of #SM_PASSIONFRUIT and #METANONIA out so yall can enjoy them if they yo thang ehe

In my kinda 2 month on n off hiatus, I did finally rethink alot of the outside plot of metanonia. After the incident LOL

Back shot of dejected slumped “athlete” as he’s not given the level of praise he wanted for winning the game for the kaijus

Soggy kitten meme

This is the energy I imagine he’s giving away from our pov LOL soggy kitten dejected stupid baby I love him
#WIP #SM_PASSIONFRUIT #PF_theathlete #oc #silly

LEARNED ABOUT NAOYA INOUE aka “the monster” and OMFG I thought my fanning inspiration from sports shonen was bad enough (esp cuz YALL KNOW DAMN WELL I DONT KNOW SPORTS IRL THAT WELL)

But it’s the power, hype, PASSION

That’s why I decided to make the other half of #SM_passionfruit sports themed !

The athlete manga panel WIP where he’s running towards a teammate excited arms out, wanting praise - he’s big n beefy

My growth in manga makes me so PROUD DAWG LIKE IN ONLY 2 MONTHS !! IM FR LEARNIN N MY OWN WAYS OF IT !!!

I love that I found my groove when I do it traditionally and now full digital n finding my fave new brush fer it too !!
#SM_passionfruit #PF_theathlete #SM_art #SM_manga #art #manga #oc

Colorful panel of “the artist” snapping a pic, they’re monochromatic in a pink red, a colorful burst rainbow background behind them, their one visible eye is big in my style n sparkling w stars

WAITTTT IM COOKIN, WHYD I SERVE W THIS PANEL FUFU

#SM_passionfruit #SM_manga #SM_art #art #manga #PF_theartist #oc #theuniversesstar

Workin on #SM_passionfruit is both liberating to my heart n makes my romantic lonely heart wanna cry

But it’s literally a take on my most selfish wish I’ve had forever

Sketch WIP of “the athlete” running excited to a teammate of his

Sketch WIP of “the athlete” sulking cutely

He’s so fucking cute n hot n body-ody-ody GRAHH im in love with him
#SM_passionfruit #wip #manga #art #oc #SM_manga #PF_theathlete

“The athlete” spiking a fire volleyball shot brightly down past the net as the announcer yells “AND THE KAIJUS EMPEROR TAKES THE WINNING SPIKE !! As the athlete makes a wild crazed darkened face “blahhhhh”

The top panel is the athletes pov of the ball being spiked past opponents who looked frustrated as they realize that lost. In the crowd afar there’s someone snapping pics. The athlete lands in the next panel with his emperor garb. And finally at the bottom in as color render opposed to the others, he strikes a cocky arms out pose proud. “THE MONSTER CAPTAIN..” “WINS IT AGAIN!!” And there’s noises of the crowd shouting in back. The last panel is very vivid and colorful esp with his figurative emperor dressings.

The start of #SM_passionfruit is lowkey fuckin so hard n I like how im just gunna get more crazy campy w this one compared to # metanonia which is more expressive serious ? N that one is half trad + digital art process full planning, while this one is full digital no planning !
#SM_manga #SM_art #oc

Page art for my manga “passionfruit” of the athletes monster spike that the other team failed to block, there’s someone in distant crowd seemingly taking pics of him as he celebrates looking like a emperor metaphorically

WAITTT THIS LOWKEY EATIN !
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#SM_passionfruit #SM_manga #manga #oc #art #PF_theathlete #SM_art #emperor #volleyball

“The athlete“ from my manga to be “passionfruit” arms out in a cocky victorious pose as he’s symbolically shown as a dazzling emperor, this panel is full Color He’s colorful and dressed in gold, sapphire, and ruby accents

Up close shot of it

IM ON THAT SHIT IM ON THAT SHIT
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#SM_passionfruit #SM_manga #manga #oc #art #PF_theathlete #SM_art #emperor #volleyball

WIP line art of the athlete grinning cocky n freak

FOUND A BETTER PEN I LIKE IN MY MANGA BRUSHES YUHHHH
#SM_passionfruit #SM_manga #manga #oc #art #WIP #PF_theathlete

Sketch of a planned panel featuring “the athlete” from my manga to be “passionfruit” in his metaphorical emperor garb (that takes inspo from multiple cultures since this work is on a alt earth for creativity sake) he’s in a cocky arms out pose

THIS PANELS BOUTTA BE SO SEXY GWAH I LOVE UUU ATHLETEEE
#SM_passionfruit #SM_manga #manga #oc #art #WIP #PF_theathlete #volleyball

Also for #SM_passionfruit:
> #PF_theathlete ☆
> #PF_theartist ☆
> ship tag: #Passionet maybe? Like passion + net?? (Passionate?) ☆

Chat is it bad that I’m more excited rn for #SM_passionfruit than #metanonia? I think it’s cuz if you remember the last bad stuff externally that happened w/ metanonia (in relation to my ex wife / ex partner makin it)

Originally I was fired up to charge thru cus I REALLY love that project but also

Double color spread pages from opening of my second manga “passionfruit”. It’s “the athlete” spiking a volleyball over the net with a up close shot. His face looks devious and overshadowed from the bright lights above and behind. As he has his tongue out and gold accents shining from his teeth, piercings, and pupils. His hair is blue, he’s buff, eyes black with golden pupils, darker tan skin. There’s intense effects on the volleyballs shown movement getting spiked like electricity. There’s dialogue announced saying: “AND THE KAIJU’S ‘EMPEROR’ TAKES THE WINNING SPIKE!!”

IM COOKIN LOWKEY EHEHE 🔥🔥

Team name reveal “The Kaiju” and yes his side nickname is also emperor as this is a symbolic story for me and my desire to be found thru shared furry passion, in a sense :)
#SM_passionfruit #SM_art #SM_manga #manga #oc #art #volleyball #shonen #PF_theathlete

a drawing of a girl with a yellow shirt that says ' a ' on it Alt: A fucked up mapped over 3D model dance gif of a anime girl, dancing with broken physics

Guessss who didn’t go to sleep post 8 hour stream and locked in half asleep into #SM_passionfruit

BLLAAAAAA 😛
I like this so far !!
#WIP #SM_passionfruit #art #manga #SM_art #oc #SM_manga #volleyball

WIP Sketch of “the athlete” from my second manga in works “passionfruit” first panel spread, he’s spiking a volleyball and scoring with intense fire making a freak monstrous expression with his tongue out

OYAOYAOYA
Ignore my messy on the fly plannin w this one, metanonia will b a planned out storyboard shabam but im rawdoggin this one cuz im curious n its fun 😛
#WIP #SM_passionfruit #SM_manga #SM_art #art #sketch #oc #volleyball

I also forgot to post closeups since Bsky chomps quality :3

#SM_passionfruit #SM_art #art #manga #oc

First volume cover for my second manga “passionfruit” : it’s a colorful vibrant rendition of the artist face big up close in a side profile, going to devour the athlete who welcomes it smiling too, the athlete is spiking a volleyball into the artist eye acting like their pupil

What we thinkin? I finally was awake long enough to do sum art stuff (I’ve been insanely narcoleptic like passing out 4-5 times a day)

The story is really expressive in plannin n more colorful based so I just blacked out as usual and rendered/edit it silly fufu
#SM_passionfruit #SM_art #SM_manga

Work in progress screenshot of my first volume cover for my upcoming second manga “passionfruit” !! It’s the artist up close giant ready to devour the athlete, who happily accepts it. He will also be spiking a volleyball into the artist eye. The artist is an extension is me so they have stylish Gyaru makeup, colorful intense eyes, gold top teeth grills with colorful tooth gems and colorful bottom teeth, tongue out to eat. The athlete is being held up by the artist as he grind excited blushing. He’s wearing a red and black volley ball uniform

[WIP] SLOWLY COOKINN !! ✨

Might go strong color grading + lighting in post, we will see where my gut takes me :)

#SM_passionfruit #SM_art #SM_manga #art #manga #oc

I’m saving edits of them even tho I haven’t properly seen their shit yet

LIKE THEYRE PERFECT #SM_passionfruit INSPO!!! I think I might even have the artist who’s already a extension of me - post divorce too ehe

Work in progress shot of the first volume manga cover for my story “passionfruit”, it shows a color coded sketch of the artist face huge with crazed eyes and open mouth - ready to devour the athlete who looks happy to do so, while he spikes a volleyball into the artists pupil. They’re both blushing and freaks excited - I guess you could say they were passionate fruits BDUMTSS

[WIP] OKEY BUT WHY AM I COOKINGGG - was usin a ref as inspo I found but ughhh I love thisss already

My break from doin mostly digital art is shinin showin ⭐️✨
#SM_art #SM_passionfruit #manga #art #oc #ocart #PS_TheArtist #PS_TheAthlete #queer #volleyball

Debatin on whether I’m gunna make #SM_passionfruit half color or all color manga

I wanna try sum diff to what I am for #metanonia , to not only challenge n hone multiple skills at once but also keep it fresh for me n i wont get fatigued of one style of render

PS will be full digital methinks tho

And cuz I remembered I can do whateva THE FUCK i want now-

I might just start on #SM_passionfruit too after I sleep MWAHAHA Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ

Also I’m thinkin maybe for #SM_passionfruit maybeee I should like do full digital ? So I don’t get trad art fatigue since I’m doing a majority of #metanonia in half trad then digital, ya dig? #SM_manga

Cus I can feel if I do both in the same method I’ll get fatigued w the method so I think balance

a man in a green helmet is drawing a comic book page Alt: Rohan from jojos bizarre adventure crazily rapidly making n drawing manga

Fightin demons to work on #SM_passionfruit already, gotta finish #metanonia new chapter FIRST (I’m enjoying both)

A example of his aura pictured (ignore the context of the characters shown besides last one [my oc]) I’m afraid (I’ll be exactly where I’m meant to be when the time cums, do NOT save me)

I think I’m accidentally tapping into his energy making the athlete in #SM_passionfruit ehe

🌟My #SM_index for bio!!🌟

🌈My projects:
#Metanonia
#Neurosis
#SM_passionfruit ☆
#rootofmyvoice
#SM_sonder ☆
#SM_manga ☆ (4 all my manga)
#SM_games ☆ (^)
#Limerence

🌈My art:
#SM_art

🌈Sona stuff:
#theuniversesstar
#SM_fanart ☆ (if u ever make art of me!)

🌈Personal:
#starlightmorningstar

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