A small piece I did sometime ago. A study of water and light. When I lived near the sea I would go to the beach when I couldn’t sleep. Walk the sands, breath the night, and feel my thoughts come rushing in like the tide. #Heavilymedicatedthoughts #Imisshome

#Heavilymedicatedthoughts: dear gods foreign, distant, and past. Return me my limbs so that my visions may last. Be real, be true enough to bring me solace and upheaval. enough to end this dowry of drudgery. Find me hands to break this world and a knife bold and keen enough to cut the flesh of pain.

#heavilymedicatedthoughts: do you ever break your own heart thinking about life while listening to music?

#Heavilymedicatedthoughts: Two fat gulps of Merlot straight from the bottle later and I still feel a bit too much pain to easily sleep. It’s New Year’s Eve now and I can’t help but wonder when I will get to have my life back. I miss drawing… I miss my freedom… I miss living.

#Heavilymedicatedthoughts: Twitter boy got his boxers in a bunch because he got his main account and his fake account CONFUSED. So now he’s banning people who called him out. I can’t wait to eat a billion dollar liver, tell the waiter it’s mid and get my $ back, ps send painkillers.

#Heavilymedicatedthoughts: I am no longer heavily medicated… I am only at most lightly slapped because my doctor WONT REFILL MY SHIT BECAUSE ITS THE HOLIDAY BA HUMBUG AND OMG MY ARMS ARE GOING TO FALL OFF

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#Heavilymedicatedthoughts: First night I’ve been able to sleep in months and I have a dream of a boy I loved. I was checking in on a friend who was suffering from postpartum when he comes through the door and I panic and leave and disappear into a crowd. CUE IMOGEN HEAPS HEADLOCK

#Heavilymedicatedthoughts: Money is a collar, media is the leash. Once we’ve analyzed the problem, then we can find our power. We out number them one million to one, but they keep us fighting each other… like dogs in a ring. “They only feeds us scraps… so why not bite their hand” - Clifford

#heavilymedicatedthoughts: BINGOBINGOBINGOBINGOBINGOBINGOBINGOBINGO

#heavilymedicatedthoughts: some Wealthy Chad: bro eat this dick.
Me: “gets fork and steak knife out of bag fanny pack” finally the appetizers are here.

#heavilymedicatedthoughts: “Milky Way ghetto” is the rawest serve of 2024 and it just went away. Fuck you disney, you keep fuckn up shit you conglomerate and strip the incendiary and rebellious from its bones. Late stage capitalism at its best. “The beast can’t be killed from inside.” - Mickey Mouse

#heavilymedicatedthoughts: Lets have fun, take your favorite food mascot and place it before (your) but after (I’m going to fucking) and add the (reason) and you have a great threat that is not only comical, confusing, and a touch sexual, so that you can get the jump on your target.

#heavilymedicatedthoughts: Bruh, my hand feels like it’s broken and burned, with a delightful peppering of stabbing sensations ranging from a needle prick to a #caliguladoesapolliceverso laceration ALL ALONG MY GODDAMN ULNAR NERVE. “Fuck being a chordate, I want to be a goddamn eukaryote” - Spock

#heavilymedicatedthoughts: I miss myself. I miss the things that I once did, I miss the way I lived. I miss the strength that I once held and the love I had to give. Pain has molded this past year into a form i just can’t take. Gorging pills by the fistfuls, does not a good life make.

#heavilymedicatedthoughts: strong and supple is the vine that binds me to this form. I mustn’t fight its grasp too hard for it has many thorns. This vine it lashes, stings and cuts and is my only one. This vine is life, its cruel caress snares many and everyone.