#memtalhealth if I really have to be in a creative burnout, could my stupid brain also then stop craving for creative things to do!! If I really cannot have interest in literally any kind of hobbies or activities, could my stupid goddamn brain stop yearning for stimulation and things to do!!!!!111
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My most common tags :
#art #OCsky #memtalhealth
Two years or more ago; I read in a book:
Why do the desperate people of this world live only to wish for death?
#depression #memtalhealth
I’m done with my quick short comic thing (I’m ok for those who might worry) #comic #illustration #artist #memtalhealth #oc #originalcharacter
I’m a work in progress but thank god that I progressed from where I was.
#RecoveryPosse #MemtalHealth #lycanology #sobriety
#memtalhealth Autism and Finnish, truly a horrible combo for trying to make friends amirite. Or maybe it's just me that's the issue.
#memtalhealth Feels like I'm failing again in everything attempt to cheer myself up. Drawing ends in constant disappointments one after another, rigging doesn't advance at all, I feel like a complete nuisance in every social circle I'm trying to be a part of.
#memtalhealth oh yeah that social anxiety? It is hitting me bad oof.
I know people don't want to read or interact with constant art insecurities, but also i dunno, keeping it constantly in and having it build up is kinda getting on me. I am working on those insecurities I promise, but when talking about the topic feels illegal it is kinda suffocating. #memtalhealth
I grew up hearing Children should be seen ànd not heard. Who knew that, as an adoptee, I am part of a group perpetually infantilized? One society would prefer be seen but stay silent? #adoption #adopted #marginalization #silence #exploitation #coercion #truth #family #bestinterests #memtalhealth
#memtalhealth at times it truly feels like you could die of anxiety, but because I am rational enough to know that it's not actually possible, IT DOESN'T MATTER. Just spend the day alone silently in a full-blown flight or fight mode like the rest of the people, ain't that just normal living??
My ADHD pals on Concerta/methylphenidate, what kind of side effects have you had on rising the daily dose? Because I'm having the worst time of my life and I'm not sure if that dose is the reason behind it or is it something else. #memtalhealth
I've lost touch even with my most minimal daily routines because I'm just too exhausted to exist and it makes me feel like a failure hhhhh #memtalhealth
#takeamoment2025 #takeamoment #memtalhealth #brixtonstreetwear #rayburmiston #celebrities #piccadillylights #piccadilly #london
I had a dream form my childhood where I was constantly pushed away by people and my presence was not wanted anywhere so YAY feels extra good to wake up and remember that I indeed DO have people who want me around. 🕺🤸 #memtalhealth
#memtalhealth It's been a day of overwhelming sorrow, over the fact that no electricity, magnets, or meds is ever going to cure my autism. So I'll likely never get rid of the feeling of not belonging anywhere, I'll live the rest of my life feeling isolated and never achieving a happiness. Yay.
#memtalhealth but boy I just. Can't. Bring myself to hold any kind of trust for this treatment to work either. It's supposed to have a good treatment response, but so had ECT. So had the countless meds I've tried for the last two decades. .....The more I think about it the sadder I just become.
#transrigjts #memtalhealth #figjt #resist #fdt
CW: Mass shooting, family annihilators
Today’s internal cleansing and grounding brought to you by one of my favorite therapists 🥰
#aerenity
#memtalhealth
#grounding
Oh how I wish the goddamn ECT had worked. Every time my mood drops I just get so upset over it I can't even describe it in words. All that physical and mental pain for absolutely nothing of worth. #memtalhealth
Aaand I'm glad to know I won't be seeing my psychiatrist before October. Pleaaaaase give me anxiety meds.... #memtalhealth
Maybe it is because I haven't slept properly but man today it feels extra much like I'm just unable to communicate properly. Whatever I choose to say is always the wrong thing and I have just a constant 🧑🤝🧑➖➖ effect in other people, and more anxiety builds up. #memtalhealth
sometimes you gotta make personal vagueposts and then delete them 5mins after #memtalhealth
Sorry everybody
Bwehh anxiety kicking my ass extra good tonight it I guess #memtalhealth
...to suppress all images in the process of trying to get rid of the bad ones. Maybe if you tell yourself, "This is safe, it's all about the blorbos I love," it might help. #memtalhealth
#memtalhealth I w mm anted to do a sad vent about past frienfships and loneliness but I ended up backspacing 5 posts worth of text lol and I guess the sleepiness is finally kicking in, I csn't hold my thoughts together or eyes open
I wish I didn't spend my whole life believing I'm stupid beyond saving and that art is my only skill, because now when I'd actually recognize my potential I am just too mentally ill to use that potential. So many years wasted that I could have spent to become someone successful. #memtalhealth
