Being so good about my New Year's resolution by not adding a thousand amendments to preemptively clarify what I mean when people inevitably pancake/waffle my last thread 🚬👌😎 #nillayaps

Getting myself an early birthday gift since I'm gonna be...no longer in my 20s...🚬👌🫩 and I'm so excited hehehe it's from this glass blower I have adored for years, I got a custom piece from her years ago and it's still my fave accessory I own other than my Lucifer devotee necklace c: #nillayaps

cw // weight talk

I've lost fucking 15 lbs in like three months even tho im more inactive than ive been in years and my doctors are still dragging their fucking feet about everything 🙃 also none of my clothes fit the same anymore and it's pissing me the fuck off #nillayaps #medicalshit

After the last ep of fallout I understand ghoulcy now.......I fucking love a good betrayal arc mmm delicious 🤌 #nillayaps

I have no fucking self preservation man cause how in the world did I witness another shooting and felt absolutely no panic literally what is wrong with me lol #nillayaps

1. I KNOW GOD Wanna play outlast trials sometime? 2. HNGHHH,, O......Kay.......... Scawy.....

YOU'VE HAD A GUN POINTED AT YOU GAY BOY

OSDD is so crazy cause I literally had forgotten about this lmao #nillayaps

Where has all my inspiration gone 🫩 drawing rn feels like ripping my own skin off #nillayaps

We had a break-in last night...a literal cat burglar at 3 AM. Like a literal cat. An actual cat. Woke up to both my cats tweaking and was surprised to find a cat I was not familiar with just sitting on the kitchen table. 😭 #nillayaps

On second thought I'm not doing this today 🚬👌🫩 #nillayaps

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I will not tone tag I will not over-explain I will not shut down my own feelings to clarify what I mean when people take the worst interpretation of anything I say I will not preemptively soften myself I will not feel bad for speaking w hyperbole & drama when I am a tragic clown at heart #nillayaps

besides if you were just normal we wouldn't have #nillayaps and we need that

I hate that my doctor randomly out of the blue with no explanation decided I needed an ultrasound for my heart and I can't even find out why until the appointment which is weeks away...the mastery I have over my medical anxiety is really being tested lately 🫠 #nillayaps

I think it's so funny that one of my closest friends only just today found out I don't like TADC. Like it's so crazy how if you don't like something you literally just never have to bring it up or even think about it unless someone else brings it up first #nillayaps

Idk why I've been extra slow with art lately but it's driving me crazy 😩 #nillayaps

Bro I knew the MOMENT I sent out replacements for all the packages that got lost in May they'd start suddenly arriving...I've gotten like 5 DMs of people telling me the original package arrived...🫠 #nillayaps

I really like when a series has characters with really outlandish/misspelled names cause then I don't have to worry about muting a common name/word and it'll stay restricted to the one thing I don't wanna see. I think more people should give their characters weird names LMAO #nillayaps

My week off zoomed by and I spent most of it in flare up Hell this is bogus!!!! #nillayaps

Every time my credit card raises my credit line for literally no reason I feel the bitterness well up inside of me...I'm not falling for it you piece of shit extortionists 😒 #nillayaps

Lupus is so fucking stupid man I went out in the sun for five minutes to drop off packages and now I'm almost completely immobile I fucking hate summer 🫩 #nillayaps

Controversial opinion but I don't think a man raping and trafficking real life children is in any way even remotely comparable to a woman making an evil OC. Call me crazy. I genuinely think we might need to just shut the internet down it has completely and entirely rotted people's brains. #nillayaps

I just realized with a lot of people in my life when I see them after awhile I don't open with "hey how've you been" or anything like that the first thing I ask them is "hey have you had any weird dreams lately?" JFJSIJFEKDIFJFI #nillayaps

I think I wayyyyy overdid it this week and my body is falling apart lmao #nillayaps

Finally transitioned from emotionally unstable to emotional crisis enough to give myself bangs and I look so hot yall 🤪 #nillayaps

I finally decide to eat after like 9 straight hours of working and my tummy decides to start hurting it’s hell on this bitch of a earth #nillayaps

I love being hot yall our front desk guy gave us a free room upgrade with a fucking phenomenal view of the strip 😩 #nillayaps

I hate all my art right now 🙃 #nillayaps #vent

My bf was looking at the reviews for this one lube and in one of the videos someone was wearing a Husk shirt???? We were losing our minds LMAO #nillayaps

I just worked like 14 hours straight and went to bed so late and my body still won't let me sleep past 6:30 AM this is such bullshit man 😫 #nillayaps

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I wonder if anyone at SH was like "this is really gonna piss off that one annoying angel stan" and if so I'm sorry for being predictable and if not I'm sorry for being an annoying angel dust stan #nillayaps

Im so impressed with people who watch the stories and whatnot of creators they enjoy, for some reason I always feel like I'm being annoying, like even when it comes to the stories of my friends I feel like I'm being bothersome by watching it 😂 #nillayaps