#acrylic on very small #canvas
title: "We Behold"

#art #painting #humanart #humanartist #eyes #surrealism #surreal #bones #figures #watched #collapse #perceive #dark #mental_illness #did #apd #beauxnz #beauxnzart

"offering"
ink pen on paper doodle

#art #doodle #scribble #scratch #sketch #humanart #humanartist #offering #heart #shadow #blood #inkpen #sketchbook #gore #horror #shadowself #feedthebeast #beauxnz #beauxnzart

an ink pen scribble doodle of a male in a lounging pose on his side. his head is supported by one arm and one leg is bent, with opposite hand resting on that knee. from his abdomen, more scribbles explode out, giving impression of guts and blood spilling onto floor where he lays. text on page reads "posing eviscerated male".

and ink pen scribble doodle of a person with short hair from behind. they are wearing baggy pants, and there is some sort of energy around their left hand, that is rising up.

an ink pen scribble doodle of a torso and head. they appear to be screaming.

an ink pen scribble doodle of a person trying to move forward, yet held by chains that protrude from underground, attached to boards that the dead pull like marionette cross/boards. the idea being that this can also be what "tradition" feels like. being controlled and lead by the dead who no longer have the ability to change their minds or grow.

inkpen scribble doodles in a new sketchbook.
#art #humanart #humanartist #beauxnz #gore #doodle #sketch #scribble #ink #assorted #gore #fight #chained #tradition #limbless #beauxnzart #inkpen

the image of a standing man from behind on a circular/swirl background. his flesh and blood and fat and other tissue is being torn from his body and pulled towards the darker part of the swirling atmosphere. his right hand is missing; offered to the void first. the overall idea of the piece is meant to give the impression of being pulled into a black hole for eternity.

latest acrylic on canvas.
"Ongoing Undoing"
I technically didnt finish it, so much as decide that incomplete was it's finished state.
#art #humanart #humanartist #acrylic #canvas #beauxnz #beauxnzart #gore #blood #muscles #flesh #skin #blackhole #spaghetti #greymatter #exposed #ongoing #undoing

an ink brush drawing/doodle of a monsterous horse face.

honse.
#art #ink #brush #doodle #drawing #horse #honse #horror #dark #teeth #eyes #sketch #equine #yearofthe #horse #beauxnz #beauxnzart #humanart #humanartist

close enough to end of year that I'll post one those #artvsartist things.
if this suddenly disappears it means my paranoia couldn't handle showing my actual face. lolz.
#artvsartist2025 #art #collection #collage #beauxnz #beauxnzart #horror #bodyhorror #selfportraits #monster #monsters #horrors

an ink brush self portrait drawing of beauxnz, with a deformed mouth where his left ear should be. the image is a side view, and the text "IT HURTS" is in a black speech bubble coming from the mouth/ear.

my ear is bothering me more today.
#art #ink #beauxnz #beauxnzart #bodyhorror #body_horror #earache #ear #mouth #teeth #pain #hurt #brain #gore #profile #portrait

an ink brush drawing of a skeleton wearing a floppy santa hat. text reads "HO HO HORRIBLE"

im not much for holidays..
#art #ink #beauxnz #skelly #skull #hohohorrible #skeleton #holidays #hat #xmas #bah #humbug #beauxnzart

an ink brush self portrait drawing of beauxnz. his face is tilted down and he is looking up at the viewer. painted as if having high light exposure, the right side of his face has no lines. he is smoking.

still in an art slump, but made this quick self portrait today.
India ink on cold-press paper.
#art #beauxnz #self_portrait #ink #brush #beauxnzart #selfportrait #smoking #exposure #painting

an ink brush drawing of a scrambled up face, different parts emerging from the large scribbles.

#art #ink #abstract #face #surreal #beauxnz #eye #teeth #beauxnzart #drawing #painting #odd #humanart #humanartist

ink brush drawing of headlights directly in view. parts of a windshield can be seen above and the dashed middle line below.

ink brush drawing of a tv with a frowning silhouette in the snowy screen. the tv is leaking.

ink brush drawing of a tree with a pair of lungs growing from a branch.

ink brush drawing of part of a severed arm.

assorted #ink drawings. still tired from the last acrylic #art I made so taking it easy and embracing the #flops.
#beauxnz #trad_art #assorted #humanart #humanartist #beauxnzart #coldpress #gore #horror #lung #tree #headlights #tv #arm

an acrylic painting of a deer (buck) silhouette on a green background. there is a single vertical eye on the silhouettes face and tendrils sprouting from its shoulder blades and haunch.

an acrylic painting of a cat skull on a pink and salmon streaked background. above the skull are the words: "ANGEL BONES". note from artist: my oldest furbaby kirara passed away recently, and one of her nicknames was "my lil bag of angel bones", so this art is for her. she was almost 16 years old.

10×10cm smol arts.
#acrylic on #canvas.
#art #beauxnz #deer-ish #deer #horror #creature #angelbones #bones #cat #skull #tendrils #beauxnzart #myart #memorialart #forkiki #ripbbgrill

an acrylic painting of a green zombie head on a swirling purple background. there is white text on either side of the head that reads: "TOO DEAD TO LIVE" , "TOO ALIVE TO DIE".

have a zom-beaux in these trying times.
#art #myart #acrylic #canvas #zombie #dead #alive #live #die #traditionalart #beauxnz #beauxnzart

an ink brush drawing on canvas of a man bound and dangling down a deep hole that appears like a tunnel/hole. the angle is from the top, and there is a rat in right upper corner looking down at the man bound like a puppet. his right hand is closest to the viewer and his left arm has all skin missing. below his ribs, the remaining parts of his body are skeletal.

#art #ink #canvas #bones #gore #death #bound #dark #tunnel #pipe #hang #rat #beauxnzart

an ink drawing of the mad medic walking towards you with his hands behind his back. thru the holes on his mask, you can see his eyes are shut—arched in that overly happy way. speech bubble reads: "what ails you?"

the mad medic looks down at the table [not shown] and in his right hand, he holds bits of guts and flesh.

#mad #medic . no name yet. #art #ink #myocs #madmedic #beauxnz #beauxnzart #horror #gore #guts #mask

pt2 of the #flops I forgot.
and yes those last three were made at same cuz I pressed the excess ink onto other pages.
#art #ink #beauxnz #abstract #face #faces #beauxnzart

some #flops i forgot to post. still in a funk rn. #werewolf #lycan #face #horror #gore #blood #decapitation #snake #snek #bodyhorror #sh #selfharm #art #ink #beauxnz #beauxnzart

an ink brush drawing of a silhouette stick figure walking to the left. scribbles of ink rise from their head, forming a mushroom cloud pf chaotic lines.

an ink brush drawing of a face pointed upward. it is scribble style drawing and looks highly exposed—most of the page white. in the top left corner is the word "VESTIGE".

#art #ink #brush #beauxnz #scribble #doodle #beauxnzart #abstract #thoughtslikeatomicbombs #face #vestige

a very scratchy/scribbly attempt at drawing Edward scissorhands with a dip pen from waist up. his hands are in front of him, t-rex style.

watched some movies for the night. this was one of them.
tried out these cheap comic dip pens, but idkwtf im doing lol. open to tips.
#art #ink #dippen #Edward #Scissorhands #doodle #sketch #dip #pen #beauxnz #beauxnzart #Halloween #movie #fanart

an ink brush drawing of the entity known only as Mister. this being looks like a cross between a skull and the sun from that one level of Mario. you know the one. Mister has two eye sockets and two dripping nostrils. no mouth. nothing else. just shadow light.

one part of #location:here 's desert is completely off limits—terrorized by a #horror known only as #Mister. There are supplies that surrounding survivors could use there, but no way has been found to evade or destroy Mister.
#art #beauxnz #HERE #monster #creature #ink #myocs #beauxnzart

an ink pen drawing of a frog-like monster/horror on a black background. The creature has two large legs that have a single eye each at the ankle/wrist. the feet are frog like. there are two places that look like eye sockets, but internal organs can be seen thru them. there openings above these look deep, with small eyes on stems showing from the darkness. the mouth separates the head from the rest of the body and is crack open. it's tongue is hanging out, crooking into a 5 shape before going off page, and looks like a giant bendy straw. also hanging out of the mouth are two arms. the impression of a human face can be seen pressing from inside above the mouth. at the very top of page are the words "SLURP GLURP" and a single drop💧 symbol that hasn't been filled in with black ink. The hydration horror is reported to make resting sounds that resemble the flow or trickle of water. their tongue is extremely sticky on the outside, and slick and hollow in the inside. they can leave it out of their mouths longer when in humid environments. They typically will use their tongue to puncture and drain beings with exoskeletons, and bring beings with internal skeletons into their large pelican-like mouth to digest before spitting out anything incompatible.

drink water to avoid the #hydration #horror.
no, that's not a straw, his tongue just looks that way—something many realize too late.
#art #analog #beauxnz #monster #creature #myocs #beauxnzart #location:here #HERE #vore #gore #bodyhorror

ink pen drawing of a being with three faces. their hands are clasped as if in prayer and body is withered and skeletal with some muscle showing. around their throat, two wire like rings gyrate, each ring having two small orbs that are also in motion. the forward front face looks worried, and there are additional mouths where the eyes should be. the main mouth is cavern like and has a speech box made of dots coming out that frame the typed and glued in words: "TRANSMUTE!!!! Paradigm changes!" the face on left side of page appears happy, eyes shut in glee. the face on right side of page has a wide eye with pinpoint pupil. it's mouth is stitched shut. sideways down the bottom right of page are the words (also typed and glued in): "There is no fear in The Feast" not much is known about Alteris, an Anomaly of Change. where did it come from or how did it come to be? and what become of the beings that appear to vanish when they touch or bump into it?

#Alteris is an #Anomaly of #Change. unknown #horror from the lands of #location:here.

#art #beauxnz #pen #analog #trihead #transmute #feast #monster #creature #beauxnzart #myocs #bodyhorror

an ink pen drawing of a huge four legged being with a body shaped like a drifting cloud. they have four arms near front of body that each have two claspers. above their arms, their neck leads to a face completely occupied with an open mouth that has circling rows of teeth inside. the top of their head is covered by their skull plate that resembles a mushroom top. from it grow two sets of antlers like winding branches. the creature has three tails near its back that end with sun burst shaped blooms. along the Wandering Weeper's cloud-like body are multiple eyes. the ones that are open have streams of tears falling and forming rivers at its feet. Getting too close to a Wandering Weeper will cause the individual to cry. The longer it's been since a person cried, the more intense the weeping will be. This creature demands we pay respect to our wounds, compelling all in its area to give dues appropriate to what is owed, no matter how deeply buried the source of tears may be.

residents of #location:here will likely hear the #Wandering #Weeper before they see them. this #horror is oblivious to most life forms around it. Just dont get stepped on!
link in comments for how their wails sound. alt text for lore.
#art #beauxnz #analog #HERE #monster #pen #giant #beauxnzart

a pen drawing of Jim, a somewhat humanoid being, although his body is skin and bones and his limbs are elongated with extra joint and fingers. he emerges from the right side of paper, with back somewhat towards the viewer, but his face turned directly towards you. his face is cube shaped, with a corner making his nose. he has two different kinds of eyes, one somewhat bulging, and the other fish like. his neck is also long, but currently compressed some like a spring. strings of dripping substance can be seen over him, giving jim a slimy look. his open mouth takes up half of his face and forms a triangle. some spaced out teeth can be seen on bottom part of mouth. a wobbly speech bubble is coming out but the text is mirrored. one hand wraps around behind his head and then settles near one eye; the other is palm up under his text. there is stippling (dots) over the entire image for shading.

the same image as before, shown held up to a mirror, where you can read Jim's text bubble: "hey."

first up is #Jim. he can be found manifested at corners all across #location:here. somewhat harmless; depends on which eye sees you first.
#art #beauxnz #horror #analog #monster #creature #pen #HERE #beauxnzart

a rough ink brush painting of the close up of a face with a upside-down triangle shape. the mouth is huge, showing four teeth in the darkness. the underside of nose is in light and eyes are turned somewhat upward gleefully. there are scribbles all around the face and what appear to be two arms on either side reaching towards the viewer . at the bottom right is: "⏺️REC"

just a silly lil guy who visits sometimes.
#art #simple #ink #horror #analog #beauxnz #beauxnzart #silly #face #uncanny #surreal

an ink brush painting of beauxnz looking off to the side. low exposure has the majority of his left side swallowed by shadows . he looks scraggly and tired.

another late-night/early-morn #self #portrait. think imma get some coffee.
#art #ink #beauxnz #watercolor #beauxnzart #selfportrait

an ink brush drawing made entirely of scribbles that appears to show a person with a sad face wiping one of their eyes with the palm of their hand. they have curly hair and have a headband holding it back.

a quick break from my horror world for an #abstract #scribble #portrait
#art #beauxnz #ink #beauxnzart #sad #face #curly #cry

an ink brush drawing of a strange humanoid horror known as "Helen's Jester". The top of the monster's head resembles a jester hat. Their face is bizarre, with their left half-oval eye positioned upside-down. they have slit nostrils and are frowning. in the drawing, they have sheathed their katana (that has a twisted hilt) into their own heart and are preparing to unleash an attack. jagged lines shoot off the blade where it comes out their back, and the energy lines creates a diamond board pattern in the atmosphere. their other arm ends in a series of streaks, as they begin to move thru distorted space. their leg on that side is lifted and also blurred, and facing as if they have already changed position. this thigh covers their other leg, and their human-like genitalia.

the 🃏 of the #HERE realm, this entity is known as #Helen's #Jester. It is not recommended that you face them in battle. Flee with all your might. (a little more details in alt text)
#art #beauxnz #horror #location:here #myocs #monster #creature #nudity #beauxnzart #katana #distortion #ink

ink brush drawing of a large insect like monster called a Lumivore. This specific one is named Lulu, is a giant and a dear pet to Roth.

bug? #bug. Lulu is Roth's pet.
#art #ink #beauxnz #lumivore #horror #trypophobia #monster #pet #lulu #beauxnzart #HERE #location:here #myocs #creature #giant #big

an ink brush drawing of a man (with slicked back hair, wild eyes, broken nose, poor teeth,) standing with arms crossed over tank top clad chest. the angle is a ¾ view and slightly downward. his mouth is open, showing broken and missing teeth and the speech bubble reads: "HEY PAL! Can I interest ya in a job? Good Pay~" [and written even smaller underneath is:] "if ya live... heh..."

why not toss another #human from #location:here at ya?
I feel like #Jacob should have a shitty tattoo. feel free to comment ideas and placements.
He's a crook and creep, but is often useful, which is the only reason he's still alive.
#art #ink #beauxnz #HERE #horror #myocs #beauxnzart #job #asshole