trigger warning- fucked up art about how bad mental health feels

how my hallucinations felt this morning #schizoaffectivedisorder #mentalhealth #hallucinations

What happens when you reverse #schizoaffectivedisorder even though the #medical system claims *that isn't possible*? #Doctors can't keep the truth away from #patients forever. #FollowTheMoney #FindHealing #MentalHealth #MetabolicTherapy #MedicalKetosis #HumansFirst
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I learned something new about my #schizoaffectivedisorder! #mentalhealth #misophonia

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Weed Psychosis

Struggles with #mentalillness and #recreationalmarijuana. It helps me with my pain so it’s worth the ride. #weed #psychosis #schizoaffectivedisorder

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It baffles me how a lot of us who experience psychosis as part of our mental illness have seen a shadow guy, wearing a trench coat and top hat. What the fuck is that all about? Have you seen this guy too? #schizophrenia #schizoaffectivedisorder #psychosis

Meet Craig, he arrived at Holland House during a challenging time: living with #schizoaffectivedisorder, battling severe #anxiety and #depression. 6 months on: Craig is now moving into a new supported-living placement - a huge milestone in his recovery: https://ow.ly/Zbsy50Xz6YF

EMDR Work and a Nutritionist Appointment I’ve been doing EMDR therapy with my one on one therapist for a while now. She’s been having me write down my triggers throughout the weeks. And I’ve noticed that as we go on, I’m getting triggered…

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#mentalillness #episodes #stigma #chronicpain #EMDR #antipsychotics #supplements #SNRI #moodstabilizers #food #nutrition #diet #psychiatrist #healthcare #nutritionist #labwork #guide #eliminationdiet #hallucinations #schizoaffectivedisorder #disability #invisibleillness

My experience taking #Seroquel as someone with #SchizoaffectiveDisorder

#psychosis #antipsychotics #meds #medication #mentalhealth #schizoaffective #bipolar #schizophrenia #medical
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The Doctor Said… I started crying today. Because of stupid facebook and a bunch of other stuff. But I’m telling you, every single time that I try to reach out or comment on someone’s post on facebook, it backfires …

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#mentalillness #disability #rheumatoidarthritis #arthritis #bonespurs #hurdles #chronicpain #pain #jointstiffness #kneereplacements #bonefusions #bigtoe #ankles #knees #methotrexate #medications #painmanagement #schizoaffectivedisorder #episodes #stigma

Just got home, saw what looked like a shadow that looked like a kid and I thought it was a little child that wandered off so I went to follow it, and it was just a shadow person hallucination, due to my schizoaffective disorder. 😅😅😅 #schizoaffective #schizoaffectivedisorder #hallucinations

EMDR and Pain and Memory I’m still in a lot of pain this week. My pain levels have been waking me up at night, every night. It’s quite exhausting. I’ve at least been able to take naps this week. I’m not always able to. But…

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#EMDR #mentalillness #pain #chronicpain #memoryloss #therapy #mentalhealth #lumbarablation #backpain #knee #arthritis #osteoarthritis #earlyonsetarthritis #voices #hallucinations #trauma #rememberingonlytrauma #disability #PTSD #schizoaffectivedisorder #invisibleillness

Schizoaffective disorder mixes schizophrenia and mood disorders. Be kind, patient, and supportive. Listen, encourage therapy, and keep routines. Small acts of care can make a big difference for your loved one’s mental health.

#MentalHealth #SupportLovedOnes #SchizoaffectiveDisorder

34gallery.org Poet The Last Bard lives with #schizoaffectivedisorder, transforming personal experiences of disconnection and emotional stillness into vivid, raw, & surreal imagery.

More on IG: @bigjosh84thelastbard
#SDG3 #mentalhealth #arttherapy #stillness

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#Antipsychotics #MentalHealth #Psychosis #Schizophrenia #FirstGeneration #SecondGeneration #TypicalAntipsychotics #AtypicalAntipsychotics #Dopamine #Serotonin #Medication #NeurolepticMalignantSyndrome #SideEffects #ExtrapyramidalSymptoms #SchizoaffectiveDisorder

Schizoaffective Disorder Schizoaffective disorder is a chronic mental health condition in which a person has the symptoms of schizophrenia as well as symptoms of a mood disorder such as mania or depression.

#SchizoaffectiveDisorder #MentalHealth #MentalIllness
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Loops My memory improves. My lived experience is freshly reactivated. Ouchie sometimes. One of the affective contagion benefits within myself as retrosynthesis. My understanding of this changes over time…

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Medical humanities and digital health. #schizoaffectivedisorder #ketodiettapering #livedexperience

I’m Not Who I Once Was I used to freak the fuck out. Over react to everything. Screaming. Yelling. Texting people nonstop about my random issues and problems. I answered the phone today when I shouldn’t have. I was frust…

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#change #growth #mentalillness #disability #invisibleillness #schizoaffectivedisorder #schizophrenia #depression #episode #stigma #psychosis #diagnosis #EMDR #therapy #friendship #loss #grief #shame #selfharm #ideations #cope #process #emote #feelings

The Difference Between A Manic and A Psychotic Episode I realized that I trailed off in the middle of my last entry. I started talking about how I got triggered and just sort of ended the entry after that, ha!  Sorry y’all! So, now I want to pick …

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#mentalillness #disability #handicapable #invisibleillness #schizoaffectivedisorder #schizophrenia #bipolar #mania #psychosis #episode #anxiety #hallucinations #difference #stigma #negative #symptoms #confusion #distressing #missingtime #antipsychotic #recklessspending

This Last Episode Welp, I renewed my domain name and subscription and whatnot with Wordpress today.  I’ve been writing at least once a week for this blog since 2022. Part of me says why stop now? Keep bitching …

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#disability #invisibleillness #mentalillness #psychosis #episode #delusions #hallucinations #paranoia #disorganizedthinking #chaoticthoughts #anger #reframing #schizoaffectivedisorder #schizophrenia #bipolar #trauma #PTSD #triggered #unaware

I Realized I was Depressed and Paranoid I’m still upset at life. I still don’t know if I’m going to continue writing this blog or not. It’ll have been three years of it already in a few weeks. I haven’t decided if I’ll renew my domain na…

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#mentalillness #depression #paranoia #labresults #tshlevels #hypothyroidism #antipsychotics #reachingout #therapy #grouptherapy #loopingthoughts #mentalhealth #schizoaffectivedisorder #schizophrenia #bipolar #disability #handicapable #invisibleillness

I’ve Just Been Sad The Past Few Weeks It’s been a rough few weeks. This week was no exception. I’ve been agitated. I’ve been depressed. I can’t help but think that a psychosis episode is around the corner. I’m “due” for one, even thoug…

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#mentalillness #mentalhealth #schizoaffectivedisorder #schizophrenia #bipolar #episode #depression #friendloss #reachungout #rejection #ableist #disability #handicapable #chronicpain #veinreflux #procedures #antipsychotics #medication #antidepressants #snri #grouptherapy

My Various History of Hallucinations and Delusions This is a long entry, I hope you find it as interesting as I do. I’ve been listening to the subject matter more of the background hallucinations I hear. I realized some of these are called “interna…

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#mentalillness #schizoaffectivedisorder #schizophrenia #bipolar #thoughtbroadcasting #internalauditoryhallucinations #referentialdelusions #thoughtiwaspsychic #thoughtecho #psychosis #stigma #episode #denial #anosognosia #ignoranceisnotbliss #survival #disability

I Hate Arthritis I have this giant entry all written up on my auditory hallucinations that I was going to post today. It’s a continuation from last week. But I’ll post that next week, or maybe in a day or two. I ha…

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#mentalillness #mentalhealth #osteoarthritis #rheumatoidarthritis #chronicpain #prescription #arthritis #imaging #testresults #bonespurs #medicalhistory #procedures #ablations #psychosis #stress #anxiety #medicaltrauma #schizoaffectivedisorder #schizophrenia #bipolar

Parts of My Verbal Auditory Hallucinations I had a difficult realization over this last week. That most of the “neighbors” that I hear talking amongst themselves on my walks are still hallucinations. *sigh* I had noticed that there’s usuall…

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#verbalauditoryhallucinations #mentalillness #mentalhealth #psychosis #voices #delusions #episodic #schizoaffectivedisorder #growth #anosognosia #hallucinations #antipsychotic #therapy #delusions #stigma #schizophrenia #bipolar #invisibleillness #handicapable #disability

I Had An Incident With My Now Ex-Therapist It was halfway through with my therapy session and I was in a slight conversational lull and suddenly Jessie, the therapist who’s quitting in two weeks, after being in the office for about six mont…

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#mentalillness #schizoaffectivedisorder #bipolar #schizophrenia #therapy #therapist #badpractice #mistakesweremade #lesson #advocateforyourself #healthcare #stigma #reaction #interrupting #safespace #invisibleillness #handicapable #recovery

Anxiety and Agitation I’ve been feeling very, I don’t know, annoyed this week. Very agitated and anxious are probably better descriptors. I’ve been thinking obsessively about going back to work. So much so that it’s bee…

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#menatlillness #schizoaffectivedisorder #schizophrenia #bipolar #psychosis #agitation #anxiety #disability #reintegration #transition #employment #handicapable #recovery #journey #journal #panicattack #therapy #stigma

i hate feeling unique and alone, is there anyone who has #schizoaffectivedisorder or #majordepressivedisorder or #bpd
that wants to talk about it?

bc i relate and understand you guys and i don't want you to feel alone either

Trusting Myself For The First Time All I’ve been doing the past few weeks is walking for my vein ablation recovery instructions. It’s been engulfing. Which is kinda nice because I feel like I haven’t had much time to think about a l…

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#mentalhealth #mentalillness #schizoaffectivedisorder #bipolar #schizophrenia #friendship #trust #selfdoubt #psychosis #opposite #stress #hallucinations #disability #handicapable

Kristen is his psychotic daughter with friends in law enforcement who reported me to them. Without cause while in CO speaking with my estranged daughter ⁉️ having post-partum depression like her mom did with her and he got misdiagnosed to #schizoaffectivedisorder #accentcarehmhlthmd_arrest was her MD